
Syakila is now in the middle of the rented terrace looking at the expanse of stars in the sky. He enjoys the night breeze and the beautiful flickering stars accompanied by a cup of warm chocolate. His companions had already gone to sleep first, so he was alone outside.
"Huuuh. "he sighed ~ thinking about the problem that these few weeks always accompanied him.
Syakila put earphones into his ears, music is a tranquilizer for him. Staring at the stars while listening to the music slowly land made Syakila hanging. His sleepy eyes looked up at the sky with glare, occasionally even he was almost closed.
But suddenly his eyes became bright and glared in shock at the face of Rafael who looked down at him.
The pitch black sweet girl spontaneously placed her hand on her chest in surprise.
"God!! "Shocked.
Rafael just stared at her flat, then the man sat down beside Syakila. A few minutes there was only silence, wanting Syakila to make a sound but always undo it when he was again engrossed in staring at the stars.
"You like stars? " Task Rafael by looking at Syakila who was so engrossed in looking at the expanse of stars in the sky.
Syakila turned to Rafael, "yes." Said the girl with a sweet smile on her lips.
"Month too. But the crescent moon doang. " It's so exciting to see the stars.
"Why? " Syakila turned back to Rafael who asked her. Rafael stared at Syakila intensely, making Syakila groggy, but this time he could still control himself.
"Why should the stars and the moon you like? " add Rafael asked.
Syakila blinked her eyes, because Rafael's question that he thought was strange, "indeed like can be determined by anyone and anything ? " Please ask back.
Rafael shook his head then he smiled slantingly at the girl, "alright, you're right. But the moon and stars can only be together at night. Like love stories, they can only be together at certain times. "
"Who said?! " Sengkal the girl did not accept, "The stars and the moon can be together forever, without separation. Both night and day, morning, afternoon. And at all times they remain together above the place where people complain and surrender to God, above the place where people carry out their duties to God, above where people get peace and peace of soul in it. " Syakila said still with eyes staring at the stars in the sky.
Rafael frowned hearing the words from the syakila, but soon he smiled after knowing the meaning of Syakila's words.
"The mosque?! " guess what immediately made Syakila look at him.
Syakila nodded her head while smiling happily, "yes. Just above the mosque, the moon and the stars are always together. " The girl smiled widely making Rafael even more fascinated by the sweet girl.
"Then you're wrong." Rafael's words suddenly made Syakila frown. Rafael who saw the expression of the bewildered Syakila chuckled softly, then he took something out of his pocket and put the shiny object on the syakila's neck.
"Color now, here the moon and the stars will always be together." He said in a low voice that was very beautiful in Syakila's ear while showing the moon pendulum and stars on the necklace that he put on Syakila's neck.
Syakila gaping, between surprised and happy. With a slow movement he grabbed the necklace pendulum on his neck. He stared at the twinkle on the star-shaped pendulum and the moon, the moon that looked like it was hugging the star exactly with the moon and stars above the mosque. The difference between the moon and the star in the necklace given by Rafael is that there are diamonds that make it even more beautiful.
"You likey? " Sayakila nodded her head enthusiastically. But when he realized something he immediately turned to Rafael, "But..-"
Not yet had the sentence finished Rafael had already cut it, "for you. And you know I don't like being rejected." Rafael said firmly while looking at Syakila who was also looking at him deeply.
They were silent for a while, Syakila who was engrossed in the necklace given by Rafael, while Rafael who was at home looked at the girl. He was happy to see Syakila who liked her gift so much. He smiled when he saw Syakila smiling happily as the girl observed her necklace pendulum again.
"I love you, Syakila Pasha Ahmad." Rafael said arriving.
Syakila's hand playing her pendulum spontaneously came to a halt. Syakila looked at Rafael, she blinked her eyes too surprised by what Rafael had said. But there was something strange about his body, this time the response of his body was no longer the turbidity. But the warmth that spread throughout his body to seep into his heart.
Syakila chose silence because she did not know what to say. He just stared right at Rafael's black eyes that were so sweeping.
Rafael smiled, then his hands stretched out to caress Syakila's face. Syakila was still silent no protest at Rafael's touch on his face, "you're still a child. So now you don't have to return my feelings. Focus on your education. But when you grow up, you have to and you love me."
Rafael chuckled slightly, realizing how he had so forced his will on the girl, "You know I don't like rejection" she added in a low voice.
Syakila looked at Rafael then nodded her head obediently like a hypnotist.
Rafael smiled at Syakila who was obedient to him, "good! " taught.
Rafael stared at the necklace on Syakila's neck, making Syakila look at him, "I hope if we meet again, you're still wearing it."
Syakila frowned because she felt strange with the words of Rafael, but foolishly he even nodded his head.
Rafael suddenly kissed his forehead, "I go. "he said, rising from the side of Syakila. Before he really left, he stared at the face of the girl who made him crazy inside.
Syakila wiped away her tears that had suddenly fallen. He looked at the tears in his hands confused. I was confused as to why her tears had fallen.
After Rafael's departure, Syakila felt something was missing in her life. Rafael's departure was as if carrying his happiness along with him. I don't know what happened to the girl's heart, but suddenly she felt her heart was empty and empty. It was as if he and Rafael would never meet again.
Syakila brandished her shoulders, choosing to ignore her grieving heart for no reason. He stared at his pendulum necklace and then turned to the sky that was still showing off the stars. Syakila sighed, then she stood up and went into her contract.
Dorrr.
"God!!! " shocked Syakila as she entered her contract. The sweet girl stroked the chest in shock and then looked up at her friends.
Hana looked at Syakila ignorantly, "cieee, the new romantic for Mr. Rafael."
"Cieeeee, Mr. Rafael said what the hell was that? " Kiandra looked at Syakila with her eyebrows raised, teasing the hagis.
"I love you, Syakila Pasha Ahmad. Cuitttt!! " Hana said in a seductive tone. Then he looked at Syakila with the eyebrows that he had lowered.
Syakila just grunted annoyed, surely his best friend had eavesdropped on his conversation with Rafael. Lazy serving his best friend, he soon passed from there to his room.
"Kebelet dreamin Mr. Rafael well Sya, so want to sleep?" Shouted Hana with the oddness of his lips did not know if Syakila in his room was crying.
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Syakila drowned her face on the pillow, she cried as much as there. He was very sad, but he did not know what caused it. What was clear was that he just wanted to shed his tears tonight and dispel the strange feeling in his heart that arrived so tight and sick.
Syakila wiped her tears and twisted her body to face the sky of her room. He with all his strength tried to pull himself who was in a round of grief that came out of nowhere.
"I'm sad, dad. Though, Rafael did not reveal his feelings for me?! " Gumannya with a face of confusion that is so obvious.
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Syakila put on her jutek face, even on the campus she still maintained that unsightly expression. The point is today he is not in the mood because Hana and Kiandra continue to tease him since he was still contracted, and now Mira also participated in teasing him. As for Lily, the girl had not dared to speak to Syakila. He was ashamed and afraid of Syakila.
"Gue's in the mood, Han. That dong!! " whimpers Syakila to Hana when the girl again teases her.
Kiandra snorted but she also agreed that Syakila was not in a good mood.
"Lo's weird, Sya. Where people were shot by a handsome and well-established man, Mr. Rafael was happy. Lah lo even like a person who lost hope gini." he said in a lame tone.
Syakila clucked," I also don't know why. The point is I'm in the mood for what to do." Syakila then placed her head on the table, lethargic she looked around her.
"Pms time!! " guess Hana while eating her soma.
"Something." Syakila said in a lazy tone. He then closed his eyes, maybe sleeping in the cafeteria could relax his brain and his heart was still shrinking. But his intention should be undo when someone calls his name
"Yes." Syakila turned to Nathan, the one who called out to her.
"I want to talk to you." she said in her cool and haughty style.
Syakila did not answer, but she immediately stood up. Seeing Syakila's reaction, Nathan immediately went first and was followed by Syakila from behind. They stopped and sat in the campus garden which happened to be quite quiet.
Nathan looked at Syakila seriously," Bang Rafael went, Sya." The point to the point.
Syakila who looked back and forth immediately turned to Nathan quickly with a surprised and confused expression.
"Bang Rafael went to LA to take care of his business there." Nathan stared at Syakila who was very surprised.
"When? " Syakila asked in a soft voice, because her throat suddenly seemed to be suffocating as she let out a sound.
Nathan looked at his own shakila.He was very sure the girl he loved was now feeling unwilling and sad, "last night after meeting you. "
"But..-"
Syakila's words were cut by Nathan, "The Lord Rafael does not tell you because he is afraid to see your happy expression if he tells you. Because all he knew, you were beside him just because of his coercion. So if Bang Rafael leaves so you'll feel so happy."
'Theories from where, tuh.' The inner goddess Syakila did not accept.
He looked at the syakila with a smile, "but he seemed to be wrong, because what I saw was not a happy look but a lost and unwilling look."
Spontaneous Syakila turned to Nathan, "cih, you know so much sik." The tightness even made Nathan chuckle rattling.
"I hope you won't cry tonight." Nathan said in a rattling tone.
Syakila pleaded not like, "si..who would cry?? " The girl looked at Nathan annoyed.
Nathan stopped his chills. He took something from his backpack and put it in Syakila's bag.
"that's tissue for you. It is easy to help when you cry later. "
Syakila rounded her eyes in shock. He stood up staring fiercely at Nathan, then hit the man with a tube, "gue kill also lo. "get upset the girl.
The beaten Nathan laughed out loud, "yes. Hit me down, consider yourself a samsak of emotional evaporation. Luapin ajah Sya your pain because of the loss of Bang Rafael. "
Syakila who heard it further amplified her punch to Nathan. After he was satisfied, he stopped beating Nathan.
"Udah? " ask Nathan when Syakila doesn't beat him anymore. Syakila just nodded her head faintly.
"sook!! I'm eating ice cream. "get Nathan to make Syakila look at him with a twinkle. The black unraveling sweet girl immediately stood up in spirit making Nathan again chuckle.
Actually Nathan also felt what Syakila felt, feeling a sense of loss. Rafael is his role model, his flattery, his hero, his idol so there's no way Nathan wouldn't feel lost if his brother left. But he is a man, and the man abstains from showing his sadness and anyway if he follows like Syakila then who will entertain Syakila later as he did earlier.
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Lily ventured to approach Syakila who was currently sitting in their contract. He gulped his saliva roughly at Syakila who was silent staring at the expanse of stars.
Lily inhaled a voracious air, then took it out slowly after which she ventured to greet the girl, "Syaki."
Syakila did not say, the girl was engrossed in her own thoughts. Lily gulped her salivary rough because she didn't get any advice from Syakila. Then he looked back where Hana, Hiandra and Mira told him to come forward to Syakila. Lily nodded her head in doubt and then looked at Syakila again, she sat down next to the girl and it seemed that Syakila did not notice.
"Sayaki." Call him this time by patting Syakila's shoulder gently.
Syakila slightly flinched, a sign that the girl was daydreaming. Syakila turned her head and looked at Lily asking, asking,.
"What, Li? " the tank is flat.
Lily again gulps her rough saliva, "Lily..Lily.. Lily apologized to Syaki. Lily was wrong to accuse Syaki of being a liar. Lily was wrong because she believed in each other more than Lily's own best friend. Lily apologized because Lily hurt Syaki's feelings by saying Syakila was not a friend.-"
Lily was silent because Syakila suddenly hugged her. Even Lily could feel if the girl was crying.
"Syaki sorry Lily, Lily's origin is also sorry Syaki who has snapped snapped Lily and misunderstood Lily. " Syakila said by imitating Lily's style of speech. He clenched his tears, then chuckled.
Lily's tears came down without her orders, she was so happy tonight because her best friend Syaki wanted to forgive her. And enthusiastically, Lily nodded her head while smiling happily.
Seeing Syakila and Lily cuddling with tears, Hana, Mira and Kiandra came out of hiding. Without further ado they immediately embraced Syakila and Hana.
After they finished hugging, they laughed for some reason. The point is they are happy.
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Syakila came back crying as much as she could in her room. Now he already knew the reason why he felt sad last night and the reason was that his inner self knew better first if Rafael would leave him.
He did not care why he was sad to be abandoned by Rafael who notabenya have no relationship or bond with him. The point is his heart is restless, sick, and even tight as a result of being left behind by Rafael.
Syakila took the tissue Nathan gave her this afternoon. Syakila laughed blandly as she stared at Tissu in her hand. Tissu's gift of Nathan is really useful and Nathan's guess is correct if he cries tonight.
Syakila threw away her original kiss, and returned to her tear wipe quickly.
"Shaki!! Open the door."
Syakila ignored Hana's screams from outside her room. He stared at the necklace on his neck, his tears falling back. The romantic words Rafael turned back on his head making Syakila smile but in a state of crying.
Syakila is now aware that Rafael has affected her life. Syakila realizes that Rafael is valuable, Syakila realizes that Rafael has stolen her heart.
But why after the man left did Syakila realize it. Why did it have to be after the man left, why did he not notice it from the beginning. At least that way his heart can prepare him.
Abandoned by someone when you realize how valuable he is to you it hurts more when you are left by someone but you already know what he means to you from the beginning.
And the pain will be even more painful if you just feel the presence of his figure after he leaves, just like Syakila feels right now.
"Yes!! We're going in, yeah!!
Syakila looked at the door. He took the tussi and then wiped his tears. He improved his appearance then walked towards the door to open it.
Kiandra stared at the rows of tissue scattered on the floor of Syakila's room. Then he sighed and sat his butt in Syakila's bed.
Mira looked at Syakila seriously, "Mister Rafael went to LA, Sya. "
"Gue already know. "katus Syakila does not like if Mira even discuss Rafael which only makes her heart grimace.
"Trus lo sad? " Hana asked while looking at Syakila who turned her face so that Hana did not see her expression.
"No, not." Say syakila with the tone he made upset.
"But you're crying, Sya. " Kiandra crawled Syakila with squeaking eyes.
"Where is it?? " Sengkal Syakila while staring at Kiandra protest.
"But that's a tear tissue, Syaki." Lily lifts the tissue from Syakila's tears.
Syakila grimaced, she scratched her cheek wrongly, "that.that's not because Kak means Mr. Rafael but because of my value. " the scandal.
"Syaki's worth is good. The value in her matkul Bu Nita ajah can be A. Why is Syaki sad to try for value? " Lily looked at Syakila with her innocent look.
"Yes thatuh, I am touched by Buk Nita who gave me the value of 'A' when I always make trouble in his matkul. "alibi Syakila with the expression he made touched.
"Black, njirr!! " said Kiandra with a rattling twitch.
"New from where, yes. At least the lecturer of disability is afraid of terror so he immediately gave the value of 'A'. "
"Gue ajah given the value of c plus plus ngak teraru tuh. "
"Honest is Yes! "
"Gue knows Sya, you are very sad to be left behind with the same handsome king, Mr. Rafael means. Though just last night Mr. Rafael revealed his feelings to elo, even already left bae. Poor it, yes. " Hana said with a sigh. He does not pura or a voice that is deliberately made alone. But it was pure because his heart also grimaced with the love story of Syakila.
Like the stars and the moon, that night Rafael declared love for Syakila and the next day after the shining day Rafael had left Syakila. But painful is the story of Syakila and Rafael, they will not meet the next night again. When they meet again they may not know, only God knows.
Unknowingly Syakila's tears fell again because she heard Hana's words earlier. He and Raphael are like the stars and the moon in the sky. The stars and moon are more fortunate than he is. The stars and the moon will meet again at night unlike him who might have forgotten how the face of Rafael they just met again, like a stranger back.
Syakila who realized her tears fell, quickly wiped them away before her friends realized it. But it seems too late, because Hana has seen it.
Hana squinted her eyes at Syakila, "tears are shed. Ngaku ajah times if you feel like losing Mr. Rafael. "
Syakila blinked her eyes, she then clucked with a lazy gaze, "accuse me as much as you do, Han. "
"Syaki is crying. Lily saw it for herself." Lily said confidently.S
yakila again clucked and stared lazily at Lily, "au ah dark. " Sayakila laid herself down and covered her face with a pillow.
Mira sighed tiredly, she stared and her companions threw eyes at each other. Then they decided to leave Syakila's room. Maybe the girl needs solitude.
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kaciann yahh the Syaki. Wkwkwkwk...😁😂😂
the story is going to end!!😏