
After hearing the whisper Argan regained his senses, again he was surprised to see that everyone there looked normal like never before.
Argan shook his head many times and blinked his eyes many times to make sure that what he saw was true or not and it turned out that he had tried many times, still that he saw everything normal human, normal human, not horrible people.
"What'sthis? why me? what I saw was just Delusi?" Argan wondered in his heart.
He really did not understand but clearly he had seen terrible humans. But now he saw that everything looked normal and fine and the food they ate was nothing strange.
Perhaps it was Argan's anxiety that made him paranoid that resulted in a delusion.
Argan walks while trying to neutralize his mind to keep it clear. He approached Reka who was chatting with Ares and Inas and the others.
"Hey boy, where have you been waiting?" ask Rikk when you see Argan.
Argan smiles and hugs Reka while congratulating her.
"Congratulations om!"
"Ohh yes, this is my husband's name is Calista!" said Reka introduced her fiance Calista.
Argan smiles and shines a calista, but Calista's gaze is very strange to Argan. I don't know but Argan feels Calista looking at him like a tiger finding its prey, like wanting to pounce on him.
Argan immediately let go of his hand.
"Wahh.. Aunt Calista is beautiful!!" said Argan to divert his strained mood. Makes everyone laugh.
"Liat tuh well his son was able to gombalin tantenya!" ledek Inas's. Make Argan blush so does Calista.
But their gazes met again and the gaze remained the same, like a tiger that wanted to pounce on its prey. Argan immediately avoided by saying goodbye to join Marvel.
Before leaving Argan looked at Calista, the gaze grew sharper, then he smiled thinly but like a wry smile.
Argan immediately turned his eyes and looked for Marvel. But accidentally he even saw Sandi and Shina who were making out. Argan's heart was hot but for this time he heeded his feelings and thought more about what would happen next.
I don't know why he felt like something was going to happen at this party. Finally Argan approached Penty who was chatting with the Inca, in addition to shifting his feelings to Shina, he wanted to apologize to the girl.
Argan immediately pulled Penty out of the house.
"Elo what the hell, pull me up!" grumble Penty pissed.
Argan doesn't care that he pulls Penty and takes him outside. Although Penty was upset, he obeyed.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I really didn't mean it!"
Penty was still silent and turned his face away, and he was still upset that Argan was still giving him hope. But he saw clearly that Argan still likes Shina. Although she knows now Shina even likes Sandi.
"Piniti!" call Argan and hold Penty's hand. Penty still turned his face away and ignored Argan.
"You don't see me going" Argan hasn't finished talking Penty has turned his head towards him and made Argan happy.
Penty looked at Argan sharply, but the deeper Argan looked at Penty, the different the gaze was not Penty's. Argan is shocked when the eyes turn red to make him stay away from Penty.
And it made Penty upset to see Argan's attitude away from him. Penty left Argan still in confusion.
Argan went to the toilet to wash his face and calm his mind. Arriving at the toliet he washed his face and looked at his face in the mirror.
"Focus Argan focus!" he said to himself.
Argan sat in the closet sitting down and kept trying to calm his mind. Really he still does not understand why he suffered Delusions.
Argan again washed his face and he looked at his face again in the mirror, but he was shocked not to flounder, looking at the other person's face in the mirror he instead saw the face of a woman who was smiling grinning towards him. Argan rubbed his eyes, to make sure his eyes did not look wrong.
And right, again it was just Delusi, Argan came out and looked for his father and his mother. He wanted to go home and rest his brain.
He searched for the whereabouts of his parents but did not meet him, not even his other family existed. She wanted to ask Reka but Reka was starting her engagement event with Calista.
Argan is still looking for both his parents and his family but he doesn't find them. He searches outside and their car is still there, Argan is very worried about his family.
Argan went back inside, again he was surprised for some reason he was like being played with, this time in the house there was no one in the house was really empty, really empty, even the house was like an old house that had not been in residence for a long time. Lots of dust and cobwebs stuck to the ceiling.
Argan tried to focus he was sure this must be Delusi again, he focused and closed his eyes, hoping everything came back again.
He was afraid when there was no one. He focused his mind and heart.
But when he was focused he heard the sound of laughter that echoed in the house, Argan opened his eyes the condition is still the same as the house that is not in residence, meaning this is not Delusi, because he had already focused his mind and the surroundings had not changed.
The sound of laughter was still echoing, Argan looked for who was laughing. But no one is alone in that house. He refocused and closed his eyes, but suddenly it was like someone was patting him on the shoulder, so he regained his senses and he was shocked, it turned out that he was still in front of the house and the one who patted it on the shoulder was Marvel.
"Why bengong gan? the others have entered!" said Marvel.
Argan woke up and he was confused, then what happened? Real or Delusional?
Argan was completely confused by the incident just now. Argan really doesn't understand.
He went in with Marvel and the incident happened again, from seeing horrible people, to greeting Calista and chatting with Reka, then pulling Penty out, then go to the bathroom and reflect until he looks for both his parents and his family, until everyone disappears, all over again.
Somehow Argan did the same thing he himself was confused why the incident was repeated again. And again he realized when he was applauded by Marvel and said the same word, Argan's head felt like he wanted to break thinking of this. Even that happened three times.
Argan realizes that someone is playing tricks on him and he is sure that the devil is. This time he entered, he had to focus his mind and his heart could not think of anything, all he had to do was focus so as not to be toyed with again. Argan remembers the words of Nur Jagad's grandfather.
"Reserve yourself to God, that is all you have to do, there is no helper for you other than HIM, remember all that happens is his will, remember one thing never leave your Lord, never forget your Lord, for He is the owner of your body and soul, never forsake your Lord, never forget your Lord."
The words kept repeating and ringing in his eyes, Argan realized from earlier he was only focused on others until he forgot God until he was toyed with the devil.
This time before entering he prayed, begged for mercy and begged for His help.
After he finished praying, he went back in and..
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