SORRY AFTER TALAK

Part 43 I WANT TO, BUT...

"I promise I won't make any more mistakes By, I'll be a good man for you and our future son" said Evan, his hand stroking Byanca's stomach.

Byanca fell silent, thinking about Evan's words, yes or no. Back with Evan?

"God, may this be the best way" Byanca murmured.

"Yes mas I want, but---" said Byanca, still hesitant.

Evan pulled the tip of his lips smiling widely, he was really happy to hear the words of Byanca, who was willing to take it back.

"Really By?"

"Yes, I want to, but this is all I'm doing for our child-to-be!" answer Byanca.

To be honest for Byanca to receive Evan back is not young, the wounds that Evan had incised until now are still imprinted. Byanca had forgiven Evan, tried to forget everything, but the wound in his heart still hurt, if you remember it back.

"Yes By, thank you. I promise to make you happy" exclaimed Evan. The man pulled Byanca in his arms. Evan was unceasingly smiling happily. Didn't expect that Byanca would come back to him. This is a wonderful gift from God to Evan.

"Listen to me, I'm not done talking!" Byanca let go of Evan's embrace slowly.

"Say baby, what else?" evan asked impatiently, his hand clasped tightly with Byanca's hand.

"Yes all this I did for our son and after our son was born, then you should release me back mas!" byanca.

Evan pecked at once, trying to digest Byanca's words, what does that mean? After their child is born Evan must release Byanca again?

"You mean?" asked Evan doubtfully. Netra Evan stared fixedly at Byanca.

Byanca took her breath, "after our son was born, divorce me!"

Evan immediately shook his head, "no, what do you mean By? We're back together for a while, huh? No, I disagree!" A look of anger was seen on Evan's face.

"The wedding wasn't for fooling around, I wanted us to stick together, raise our kids until they grow up. I want to age with you By, we part until death picks us up," Evan said softly.

Byanca just fell silent, I don't know Byanca can talk anymore.

"By if we go back just for a while for what By? Wh-wh-what for? All that just makes us both hurt again. Your pregnancy has reached the age of six months, and the time to give birth is only three months. That's a very short time. I beg you not to be selfish By, you say do all this for the sake of our son, is this what you say for the sake of our son huh? Is this a sign of your love for our son By? You don't think that our son is born, we're separated, huh? You're selfish By!" squeal Evan.

"I'm not selfish, I'm giving you a chance. But whatever if you don't want to, I won't force it. And it doesn't seem like there's a problem if our child is born we're separated, anyway we can still take care of it together."

"Yes, I can, but I don't want to. The love of parents who live together is different from that of separated parents. I can't stop thinking about your way of thinking by." Evan looks frustrated.

"As for you, my decision is inviolable, if you want please follow my request, if you don't forget me and never see me again. Suppose we never knew and never had any relationship!" pekik Byanca's. Byanca walked right away from Evan.

"As for you By, it's better that I don't come back with you than that I should be with you only while it only makes me more hurt!" evan shouted, looking at Byanca who kept walking away from him.

"It's just that we are together if we will finally separate again" said Evan Lirih.

"Arrmg's..... Now what am I supposed to do?" shouted Evan.

Evan had no idea that Byanca had made such a decision, a very difficult choice for Evan. Returning only temporarily only makes a wound, but if not forever he must forget Byanca.

"You're selfish...."

***

Byanca was already at her house, after her meeting with Evan, Byanca was still crying in her room.

I don't know Byanca is confused, is his decision right? Byanca realizes she is selfishly giving Evan a heavy choice.

But it was his decision, which he had thought through carefully. Splitting up after their child was born, Byanca said it had been a very good decision.

Byanca's feelings for Evan are still confusing for now, sometimes he wants to feel back with the man, but sometimes he does not want to come back and hates Evan as much as he does today.

Lagian thought Byanca, after they separated also later still able to raise their child together. It's just not staying at home, but it seems Evan strongly rejects his decision.

"Oh my god, how should I be now? I am not a holy woman of God, who can forgive and forget someone's mistakes just like that. I'm trying to forgive and forget all Evan's mistakes! But why does my heart seem reluctant to take it back" Byanca said.

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