
Behind Anita's pain.
I cried a lot in front of Bude Indri and Mbak Manda. I don't know what I was going through, which was clear when Mom wanted to stuff my baby with ******banana, an overwhelming fear popped into my mind. If they hurt my heart and my physique maybe I can be strong, but if my baby is also the target, I really don't think this is strong enough to hold it.
"An, you still know Bude, right?" bude asked while holding my baby. I nodded slowly, how could I not recognize this kind Bude Indri.
"Alhamdulillah if you still recognize Bude, An, Bude was very worried about you," I smiled at Bude's words.
After Mas Wawan and I want to take my baby, tremendous fear spread throughout my body. In fact, already in the room, Mother's shadow felt real in front of me. As if dancing meme shows his determination to snatch my baby. I feel like my body is very weak right now. I'm lucky to be with such amazing people in front of me.
"Sir Anita has eaten?" Ma'am Manda's question breaks my daydream. I am weak. Indeed, the fact from earlier has not filled at all this stomach.
"I was carrying Ijo bean porridge, sngaja brought to Anita Mbak. For a moment I picked it up," said Mbak Manda. Hearing the name of the acang ijo porridge, immediately a hungry air approached.
"Mbak Manda here first, let Bude take the porridge, yes," said Bude Indri. But before moving on, Ude Indri put my baby in bed, then went out of the room.
"Look at Sania, Ma'am. Anita's mother must be strong for Sania. Mbak Aita's future is still far stretched with Snia. Live happy and airy, even though sometimes the heart is not calm," said Mbak Manda sage.
I squeezed out the hand of this person in front of me. I don't know if there's no Manda, I can't imagine what I would be like. " Thank you very much, Ma'am again Mbak Man helped me,"
"Sama-sama Ma'am, Ms. Anita I have considered like my own sister, so do not worry and do not need to hesitate,"
"Yes, don't call Ma'am, dong. The same time his sister was called Mbak," Hahaha .. we chuckled together realizing this ami chatter that looks funny. With Mbak Manda, the burden seems to be lifted even though the problem is approaching.
Aauuu! I grimaced in pain as my stomach ached again. I remember not taking medicine since I got home from the hospital.
"You're why, An," Mama looked panicked to see me in pain.
"My ashtray should be on medication soon, but I haven't eaten yet" I grimaced with the pain.
"Well, where's Bude? For a moment, I'll get you some rice first" Mama rushed to leave me and headed to the kitchen.
"What are you planning, Anita?" ask someone who scared me half to death. Who else if not Wawan. After Bude and Mbak manda left together, Wawan came to approach me with pride. Hmh! I'm not afraid at all, Mom. With Bude Indri here, it makes me more courageous to face your family.
Mas Wawan's hands look clenched firmly. "Don't be rude to your own husband, Anita. Where's your respect?"
"Hahaha... What kind of husband would you like to be respected, Mas? A husband who wants to kill his wife and children? Yes Mas? Answer!" I shouted loudly in front of Mas Wawan to make Mas Wawan widen his eyes. I laughed and cried at the same time. Kuremas bed linen that I sat this to an irregular mess.
"Oh Allah, Anita ..." Bude Indri came in a hurry to get closer to me. Then shortly followed by Mama Manda who came with food for me.
"It turns out like this is your treatment of Anita, Wawan. Bude did not expect, if Buda's nephew could hurt his own wife. Where's your conscience, Wawan?" bude Indri growled with a thunderous voice.
Ma'am Manda got me some water to drink and I immediately took the toilet until the pain in the esophagus was reduced. I can't stop thinking with the way Mas Wawan thought, he's not ashamed to call him the husband in front of me. While his attitude called for a demon who was ready to kill me.
"Bude should trust Wawan. Anita was just pretending, Bude. He just pretended to look miserable, as if I had abused him. Just look at her face, plain looking but actually sneaky!" uajar Mas Wawan.
Mbak Manda looked gawking at the words of Mas Wawan. Maybe surprised at his way of thinking. Manda's mother stroked my shoulder as if to give me strength.
Plakk!
I gawked to see Bude Indri slap Mas Wawan until Mas Wawan staggered back. Likewise with Mbak Manda who increasingly tightly embrace my shoulder. Bude Indri slapped Mas Wawan in front of me and Mbak Manda. I'm sure he's ashamed of his death right now. Feel that, Mum.
"Bude dared to slap me, just to defend an Anita?" Wawan was shocked by Bude Indri's attack.
"By slapping you, driving you out of this house, I'll do it if you keep hurting Anita. Where is your conscience, Wawan, if you as a husband can't protect Anita, then who will protect her."Bude Indri spoke loudly by pointing his hand towards Mas Wawan.
"I testified Bude, that Anita was just being a prankster in this family. He doesn't realize he's here, just hitchhiking. But the longer the more gnawing Wawan. Bude knows how much money Wawan has spent for him," the cynical Meri Mbak who just came. Mbak grinned lightly spoken like that, as if refusing to forget that I was in pain because of his actions.
"I think that bringing Anita into this house will ease Anita's burden. But it seems to add to its burden. Hiks hicks ..." My mother was crying in front of us all. I felt something strange about Mom's cry. I don't know, I hope this is just my feeling.
"I don't know if Anita's feeling this depressed. I just want to help take care of the baby by feeding it like I used to take care of Wawan. If Anita doesn't allow it, it's okay, I don't force it. If it's like this, I'm madam, we're brothers but we're accusing and defending each other just because of trivial problems. If it's my fault, just blame me. Hiks hiks hix ..." My mother-in-law was crying so hard in front of us.
Bude Indri approached Mom, then stroked her shoulders slowly. "I'm sorry that I was so angry Ririn. I don't want Anita to feel depressed and hurt here" said Bude Indri who still stroked Mother-in-law's shoulder.
I observed Mother-in-law who was still crying in front of Bude Indri. I don't know, I feel bad about her crying. Especially when on the sidelines of her crying, Mother-in-law smiled in appreciation. It seems like I'm the only one who's noticed it. What does Mother-in-law mean? Is he planning something? Then why is he crying in front of Bude Indri.