So Yun's

So Yun's
Lousy



1 Month has passed and we have both officially separated legally. David has signed his divorce papers and now we are rivals in the business. His nature is now back again as before even all his employees have persuaded me not to part with him. But that will never happen.


At lunch break I decided to go back home, somehow I wanted to have lunch at home. When I arrived at the door, there was the sound of laughter from my son. I wonder who he's playing with. I thought it was my mom, but I didn't know it was her.


"You're home yet? " the first question came from David's mouth.


"Emm yeah happens to be my break at home "I answered a little awkwardly.


"Yes have eaten first there and then play with Ansel" said David.


I just nodded and went to the kitchen to eat, when I was about to take the plate I was surprised by my mother who suddenly nudged my arm.


"Mama made me surprised" I said.


"You saw David again? Don't forget the samperin there! " mama said teasing me.


"What the hell would I say I love him, anyone is not "my mouth.


I sat at the table eating eating my lunch and males served mama's babble that kept teasing me. Sometimes I glanced at him who was joking and laughing with my son.


If only you had behaved like this before, maybe now we wouldn't be strangers anymore "my inner self is mocking indistinctly.


After I finished eating I approached the two fathers and sons who were cool. I decided to ask her instead of staying silent like a statue.


"You were here from now? " tanyaku.


"Yes "short David


"Have you eaten? " many more.


"Not yet, but it seems like my ex-wife is so concerned about me ", said David.


"Ah don't don't don't misunderstand me, I asked for fear that you're sick if you haven't eaten and continue playing with Ansel" I said trying to cover my nervous face.


"Later after Ansel goes to sleep I will eat "he replied.


Then I left the two of them again to spend some time together. I don't want to interrupt Ansel's time playing with his father.


I went back to my room to make my son's bed.


5 minutes later David gawked into the room carrying my son who was already sound asleep. I was a little surprised but I tried to hold on so that my son wouldn't be shocked and wake up.


"Ansel's asleep, but I want to talk to you for a minute! " said David.


I hadn't gotten her out of the room to talk yet but David quickly closed the door and leaned me on it. Now our positions are facing each other.


"A. Are we not too close? " i asked who at that time started dag dig dug.


"Indeed why? Do you want to get closer? " ask David who is getting his face closer to me.


My heart was pounding, even though we were used to this position, I still felt awkward because he was no longer my husband.


"Let me hold you for a moment" said David Lirih and hugged me tightly.


I really don't know what to do, want to be angry but slowly sound sobs from him. I couldn't push him away and I rubbed his back so he felt a little relieved.


"So Yun, give me some time to fix things... Give me a chance one last time.. I'm sorry " said David sobbing.


Hearing my answer just now David seemed less satisfied and immediately looked at me sharply. I was surprised when he spontaneously kissed me. The scene did not last for 5 minutes and I immediately pushed her body.


"Next time don't do this to me again, remember I'm not your wife anymore" I said, turning to open the door.


"Wait on Yun, I'm sorry... One day I will surely give happiness to you and our son" David said.


I chose not to comment on his words, because if I responded to his words I would find it even harder to forget them. I no longer want to hurt myself by thinking about the memories between us. All I tried to forget even though it was difficult but I will keep trying.


Let this relationship between us be like this and let him remain the father of my Son but not my husband. I learned a lot after our separation.


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After the drama and the accidental scene ended, David came home and I went back to my office. He had offered me a ride but I refused because I reasoned I would bring my own car to the office. Instead of later being carried away and immersed in desire, I better avoid it.


When in the office I returned to my job but somehow I always failed to focus, the shadow of the incident continued to haunt me every time I was going to work.


Duh come... I need to focus! Don't remember that donk! It was just an accident "I grumbled to myself in the heart.


Repeatedly trying to focus myself swallowing a few sips of water but still my focus was lost until I finally decided to go home alone. rather than later I forced to work but the results would be bad because of the shadow.


"Kok coming home again anyway? Is anyone missing, right? " ask mama.


"No, I myself want to go home. End of the office for "my answer.


"Yes, you have taken a shower first so that your body feels fresher "suggest mama.


It's also true what mom said, I was kissed by a ghost. If it's not cleaned up soon I can convene again... Duh "i thought.


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I haven't finished changing my clothes but my son is up and crying, I'm a little troubled because I haven't worn a shirt yet. Mom just laughed at the door and looked at me like that.


"Kok mama even laugh anyway ma, this helps me first want to wear clothes ma" I said.


"Finally funny mama see you like that, so to the days mama used to be "mama said


"Mama ever salute too? " i asked while giving Ansel to my mother's lap.


"You mama has not experienced there can be no you and your brother. So your question is there is. The difference was that there was a papa who helped but .." said the mother who had stopped.


"But I don't have a husband to help me.. So I can't really ma "I continue the words of Mama who was cut off.


This time we laughed in the room because my mother did not feel pity but felt funny.


Duh my mama is very fond of menggeledekin his son.