So, Him Or Who?

Episode 3

Amar entered the bathroom and hurriedly took off all his clothes and turned on the shower. He cursed in a damping gurgling shower that fell on the bathroom floor. Almost himself crossed the line, keeping Sasa intact not the least is the thing he fought for. He is principled that he will not cross the line on Sasa. He would only make Sasa completely his if they got married late. What an ancient principle for the times as they are today, but Amar still adheres to his principles. Honestly, Amar was several times seen in and out of the club' night, but he dared to swear that he had still never felt or did what they called the 'heaven of the world. He prefers to finish by sacrificing his hands for extra work than using the holes of lowly women.

Many people may not believe this fact but it is. Even with Zita's former affair that made her relationship with Sasa destroyed. Woman ****** what seduces her even forces her to make herself Amar's lover even though only a mistress and foolishly Amar agrees and shamelessly the damn woman tells a truth mixed with lies to Sasa and ends make their relationship broken.

The Flashback

2 years ago, 2 months after Sasa expressed his feelings for Amar and started dating

Massage

'Sister, can we meet - Zita'

'I need to talk, there's something important I want to say'

'I wait. Alfon Caffe at 7pm tonight'

Amar frowned not understanding, why the woman asked him to meet. She did not even know Zita, all Amar knew about Zita was a woman with a free association.

Not wanting to bother, Amar agrees to meet Zita at the place the woman has told him. Arriving at the place of agreement, Amar approached the woman in a dress that showed her sexy curves, what a temptation for Amar who is also a normal man.

Zita smiled at Amar and let Amar sit down.

"Kak Amar wants to drink what" he asked in a tone made as sweet as possible

Amar just shook his head "To the point" he said flatly without looking at Zita.

Zita who saw Amar's indifferent nature only smiled bitterly and then slowly grasped one hand of Amar with both hands. Amar who felt a touch in his hand quickly looked at Zita in surprise.

"I like you, sister, I've wanted to say it for a long time, but there was never a chance, and only this time I can say it" Zita said in a shy manner. Amar who heard it frowned in wonder. He would answer and take off Zita's hand in his hand but Zita refused by holding Amar's hand. Amar snorted coldly

"I already have a lover" said Amar flatly

"I know, sister, did Amar really love her" asked Zita fishing. Zita thinks that a handsome and cute guy like Amar can not immediately fall in love with a innocent girl like Sasa, what else with their introductions that are only briefly on campus, although Sasa was a beautiful girl but she was too ordinary and innocent.

Amar who heard Zita's question was a little surprised and began to think. If you think about it, it may be true that I love Sasa, the answer is no,

he accepted Sasa at that time because he was not cooperating with anyone and also as a free time filler, even they rarely go together for 2 months of this courtship. Amar laughed disdainfully at himself and then pulled a hand that was still in Zita's hand and rubbed his face rough.

"What do you want" asked Amar to the point

"I want to be Amar's girlfriend" said the spoiled Zita

"You know I already have Sasa"

"Just decide on her, you don't love her" Zita said without hesitation

"I can't just decide" said Amar flatly

"But I still want to be your lover"

"It doesn't matter if I'm the second one, after all you consider it a free time filler, right? you guys rarely even meet, so your time now will only be with me" he said impressed without wanting a rejection.

Amar who feels tired of this problem can only comply with Zita's request without the intention to refuse even though Zita is not as beautiful as Sasa Amar admits that Zita is more sexy and seductive. Amar also knew his decision might bring regret later or not. Because according to him what Zita said there is a point that Sasa is just a filler of free time, there is no love lodged in his heart. So it doesn't matter if he's trying to be a jerk.

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After the incident last time in Caffe, Zita officially became the affair of Amar but on the condition that she will not divulge their relationship to Sasa.

Hours passed into days, days turned into Sundays, and Sundays passed into months of relationship Amar and Sasa still just reply to messages without anything else like going out on a date or something else, sometimes Sasa thinks this is what it's like to be dating someone who is ignorant. Actually, he wanted to take Amar just to walk together to spend time, but he was too embarrassed to ask for more. He was actually very grateful that his first love statement was not rejected.

Zita and Amar go together more and more. Amar enjoys all of Zita's aggressive treatment of her. He is also a normal man. but on the one hand he did not know that actually Zita had broken his promise to Amar that he would not say their relationship to Sasa and even Zita threatened Sasa to break Amar. And sure enough, suddenly Sasa invited Amar to meet and ask about what Zita said that Zita and Amar were dating. And Amar unwillingly avoided only answering with a nod and a short answer flat without trying to persuade or seduce Sasa.

Sasa who saw Amar's indifferent response finally understood, that all this time he was only considered as entertainment.

And finally Sasa decided to end their relationship by holding back the shameless tears just kept coming out soaking his cheeks.

"Sorry" was the only word that came out of Amar's lips before Sasa finally left Amar.

After the news of Amar's breakup with Sasa spread and the news of Amar dating Zita also spread. many of Amar's friends who condemned Amar's stupidity said that Amar had wasted women as beautiful and as good as Sasa only for women ****** a kind of Zita who willingly opened her thighs wide for every man. And from there Amar finally began to realize his mistake.

Flashback off

"Sister Amar"

"Kak Amar" said Sasa, awakening Amar who was sitting on the sofa, daydreaming with bare chest and black hair that was still wet after bathing. Amar smiled and looked at Sasa and hugged him tightly and drowned his face in the stomach of Sasa who was standing before him.

"Sister, my clothes will get wet" Rajuk Sasa

"Kak Amar thought about what" he asked later

"sorry"

"I'm sorry I ever.."

"Sstttt.. needless to remember, I have forgiven Brother Amar" Sasa cut quickly and returned Amar's embrace and stroked Amar's wet black hair.

"I'm going to freak out brother Amar's hair, I take a towel first" Sasa said grudgingly and passed away leaving Amar.

"Thank you for everything baby, love you" said Amar lovingly looking at the beautiful Netra Sasa who was drying her hair. Sasa smiled and replied to Amar's "Love you more "

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