Slander From Brother Inpar

fifty-seven

POV Rita's

as a woman and a wife, who does not feel jealous when the husband that I love so much turns out to be loved by others. let alone who loves my own husband is his adoptive sister, he said, since childhood, they have always been together.

it was once in my heart that I was worried about the state of my household like this, moreover, what I value is that Bayu is too relaxed to respond to the attitude of his adoptive sister even though sometimes he can be firm but sometimes his attitude is like having no stance.

as a human being, it feels human to have excessive worry especially when I am in a face after giving birth where usually have excessive emotions and worry. this is what actually causes me to always have a bad mind when discussing the attitude and behavior of Maura, terbesit fear if one day he managed to make our household a mess. What about me, with my son? astagfirullaahh's chat..

like tonight, after my father told me what he saw during the afternoon I also talked about this with Bayu in the room but his response did not satisfy me at all.

"mas, what if what you said was true?" askaku at the Bayu mas who leaned on the back of our mattress.

"how is what, dear?" tanya while looking at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"mas, what if Maura is paying people to save me or Naura or even our child? how's mas?" ask me with excessive worry that enveloped since the conversation earlier.

"huuusstt, it's impossible dear. Maura can't possibly go that far, mas make sure she won't bother you, Naura let alone our child. calm down aja ya dear" he replied while stroking my shoulder.

"i'm afraid mas, I'm very afraid if he makes our son dangerous.if we, I can still understand.but if our sonaa, I can't imagine the taste of mas" I answered with teary eyes.

"it's a baby, you believe me. After all, his efforts have always failed to tear down our marriage.You believe me, right?" mas Bayu convinced me.

"tap, but mass" I said immediately severed by mas Bayu.

"already rhythm, I will try Maura will not interfere with our lives let alone our children.you trust me enough" he replied in a slightly high tone.

"gold!! you don't know how it feels to be me! I am tired of being haunted at all times by fear because of Maura's actions, I am tired of it!! almost three years ago I held back all bad attitude Maura, I was tired of being patient.I was uncomfortable living in fear!!" I replied yelling at Bayu quite loudly.

"well then, please let me stay with my parents" I replied with tears.

"what do you mean?" ask the baby with a confused face.

"please let me stay with my parents in the village, I don't feel at home with Maura's shadow like this" I replied with trembling lips.

"do you want me to rit?" ask him again.

"no, not that I want to leave you mas. but let me and our children calm in a safe place, honestly I began to feel at home mas every day always in a state of anxiety. I'm tired of it" I replied with tears flowing.

"don't we promise to live this together rit? why are you giving up now? are you tired of accompanying me until now, try to say what I lack to do to protect you? try saying rit!" mas Bayu said with a weakened tone.

"mas, you should know that at this time not only I should you protect but also our children, your mother and also Naura mas" I replied staring at the Bayu mas with sad eyes.

"i know rit, very well know. don't we have God, I'm sure God will help us. But why would you give up rit? why?" the answer.

"not giving up, I want to protect our child.that's it!!" reply begged.

"nga, anyway I will not permit you to go from me. will not be rhythm, may father same mother want to stay here accompany you may. I am happy, I am happy, I am happy, but I'm gamau if you have to go from here, I don't want to rit" replied mas Bayu shed tears.

I also cried hearing the words of the Bayu mas that forbid me to come with my parents, I feel safe if with them especially we will live in a village far from the hustle and bustle of the city. it will be very quiet and comfortable for the development of keena.

mas Bayu also laid himself on my back who was still crying bitterly, honestly it feels right now I am in a position very afraid of various things.different when I was pregnant which was actually bolder, it was more courageous, but this time I was really scared especially if something happened to my son.