
After an exhausting day, Arkan returns home. Lance has gone home, be Arkan himself in that magnificent house. It feels lonely, No papa and Lance. Totally empty, there's only Arkan and the waiter. Arkan sits in a balcony and lights a cigarette, Arkan is not a person who is addicted to smoking, only if more problems that disturb his mind, he vent by smoking alone in a quiet and peaceful place. Arkan hummed, staring at the sky filled with stars.
"Mama, mama, how are you? Mama there's a new temen now, mommy already followed mama, Arkan officially has no mother now" not felt, Arkan's tears fell back, Arkan tears fell, given that the figure of the mother he always hoped for had gone and would not return. "Thousands of stars describe millions of feelings of longing Arkan for mama, Arkan does not know how the face of mama, Arkan never fathom the love and affection of mama, but even so, Arkan still miss mama, Arkan still miss mama, honestly Arkan does not love mama like a child loves his mother, but Arkan misses mama, Arkan never fell in love, but once in love, the girl Arkan loves far ma,, the,, mama can take Arkan's love for that girl no ma? Haha Arkan is funny yes ma, talk yourself the same wind" Arkan laughed at himself with a slice
It's a full moon tonight, so even if it's late, it looks like dawn. The moonlight was quite dazzling for Arkan, but Arkan liked to look at him.
"Arkan" a very soft voice called out to Arkan
"Who?"
Arkan turned his head and found a very beautiful girl like an angel, as a normal man Arkan was fascinated with her beauty. Arkan looked at the girl from top to bottom, very beautiful using a dres under the knee green tosca. Arkan even just found out that there is a man as beautiful as this, is he not human?
"Arkan" called him again
"W-who are you?" Ask Arkan with a trembling voice, his heart should not be asked, it has been beating fast until it wants to be removed
"Come Arkan" the woman stretched her hand
"Who?" Arkan wave
"The embrace of mama, Arkan" Jessica Anastasya her name, she is the wife of master Mario Alaxarryyan, Arkan Alaxarryyan's birth mother Pratama
"Mama?" Arkan doesn't know how, his mother is dead, so who is this?
"When you don't have much Arkan, come here" Jessi said
"Here, really mama?" Honestly, Arkan was afraid, for the first time he saw a spirit
"Come baby" Jessi said again
"Aren't you dead now, are you?" Arkan began to digress, is he crazy right now? Or is it true that he is dead?
Irritated that her son did not approach her, Jessi finally approached Arkan and hugged his son. Arkan's body goosebumps, but he still returns the hug. Arkan felt it for the first time, so this is what it's like to be hugged by a mother? Very comfortable and quiet. Arkan shed his harrowing tears, all this time he didn't have a picture of his mother so he didn't know what her mother's face was, but now? He looked at her directly. So moving.
"Mama how are you?" Arkan did not know what to ask, awkward and afraid to mix into one
"Okay, how's this mama's boy doing? Same pain as women?" Jessi Temptation
"No ma, miss Arkan?" Arkan wiped his tears and looked at his mother so deeply that his hands still held Jessi's waist
"No" Jessi replied
"Why is that?" Arkan raised his eyebrows
"Because mama has seen Arkan every day" Jessi answered, stroking her face
"Cheating, Arkan doesn't see mama every day, Arkan wants to" Arkan said
"Mommy's son is already big don't sulk" Jessi ruffled Arkan's hair
"Frequently come to dream Arkan ma, Arkan kangen mama" said Arkan
"Take care of it baby" said Jessi softly
"It has to be" Arkan said forcefully
"Do you know anyone I like?" Ask Arkan
"Have you forgotten that Arkan was confiding in you?" Jessi Temptation
"Ahh mama, that,," Arkan scratched his non-itchy nape
"It's okay Arkan, mama bless you" Jessi said
"Seriously ma?" Ask Arkan
"Yes, she's a good woman" Jessi said
"Mama know? What's her name ma?" Ask Arkan enthusiastically
"Secret" said Jessi
"Mama's not cool" Arkan said
"Haha Arkan, my mother's son is already great" again Jessi scrambled Arkan's hair, although had to tiptoe because the height of this child exceeds his height
"That can't be small just yet" Arkan said
"Yes, take good care of Arkan dear, dear dear mother with Arkan, good-bye mama" said Jessi
"Mama just stay here, don't go again" honestly, Arkan doesn't want his mom to go again
"Mom should go baby, mama try to come to Arkan's dream" Jessi stroked Arkan's cheek gently and Arkan closed his eyes to feel the mama's gentle strokes
"Can Arkan kiss mama?" Ask Arkan for permission
"Ga needs permission dear" Jessi laughed
Arkan lowered his head and kissed his mother's cheeks alternately and repeatedly.
"Already, now it's mama's turn" jesi covered Arkan's cheeks and kissed Arkan's forehead with a long duration of "mama go ya" before leaving, Jessi gave her super warm embrace to Arkan
Slowly but surely, Jessi's body fades and eventually disappears.
"Thank you for a short time ma" Arkan looked at the sky for a moment and walked inside.
The clock shows at 2am but Arkan can't sleep. Arkan decides to go to his papa's room, who knows find a photo of his late mother there to save. Arkan finds his father's diary. It seems disrespectful, but Arkan's curiosity is high enough that he dared to open the book. In the middle of the book, Arkan finds a photograph of his mother. Well-favoured. Her name is wearing a wedding dress. Arkan read the message.
Good bye my wife
Have a good rest
I'll take care of our son
She looks a lot like you, thanks for your last gift. Honestly, I don't care if I don't have children with you. I'm sorry I asked you for a child at first, because I didn't know you had S1alan's disease. You also stubbornly want to keep Arkan in your stomach, when we can abort your womb and you will not die. But never mind, everything has happened, I was wrong here too. But, if I could turn back the clock, I would rather force you to abort your womb. The content makes you weak, you still force to maintain your content, until in the end you die while going to give birth.but praise God, your struggle is not in vain, you are not, you managed to defend our little angel whom I named Arkan Alaxarryyan Pratama. He will be a strong man because his mother is also a strong person, and I will make sure he gets everything from me, I consider it as your last memory.
Crushed. Heartbroken Arkan knowing the reason his mother died, apparently because of conceiving him? Oh my God, what other horrible fact is this? His father said that his mother died in an accident, but here it is written that his mother died from conceiving and giving birth to him.