Sky Gumilar Afi's
Awan
"Not that I don't love her, or that she doesn't want to know my love
I'm just afraid my expectations are going to get higher and he's just kidding
Having you may be my biggest dream but that doesn't mean I can break my heart every day"
Sky Gumilar Afi, West Park May 7, 2021
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Canteen is still my favorite place especially in the morning when Indomie fried with eggs plump eyes mas cow wit, and,so no patience nyampe to the cafeteria now also feels the corridor from the classroom to the cafeteria so long .
"eh Sky can talk for a minute"
Instantly Sky who was in a hurry immediately turned to Biyan who called out to him
"Why use call everything where the same girlfriend makes a sultry"in Sky
"yes I can, hai bi hai kiya" Finally Sky replied while forcing his smile
"hi Sky"
Kiya greeted while showing her best smile plus her shaggy teeth which added a cute impression to her
"Pantes aja Biyan klepek-klepek", Inner Sky
Eh yes why did you suddenly call, yes gapapa si but I rush this to the canteen to eat first to the bell hunt"
"Father Sky I want to say thank you yesterday has helped my girlfriend ,gor deh if for example there is no you certainly can not school now"
"Yes Sky I also want to say thank you, and I'm sorry to have taken care of you"
"Ah that's my goodness even though I was in a hurry, it's not necessary that's my obligation so don't think because I privileged you
Same everything if anyone is sick, yes I will help, ah I first use stopped All bell again"
Sky immediately turned around and went towards his class, the clumsy hunter looking at those who were pretentious romantic-romantic.
"Eh Sky to class to the cafeteria?" ask Biyan
"Gaperlu males has entered as well"
The learning took place with Sky who held hunger, the worms in his stomach like being DJ inside.Today Sky learned the English language happened to be Miss Inggrida who was very attentive to him.
"Sky you why does Miss see you're out of focus?"
"why Miss is just a little lemes"
"You are already .."
Before Miss Inggrida finished her speech
"tok tok excuse me Miss can I come in?"
"yes please what's up Biyan?"
"I want to deliver food for Sky Miss, she hasn't eaten since morning maybe that's why she's not focused"
"Why did I get it, I ate it"
"Liar, this morning you are not kantin, take my apology for slowing down your time until you eat
nih I buyin Minas Indomie telor ceplok your favorite eaten yes Sky"
"Thank you Sky Miss, give your permission 15 minutes to eat first, for others continue the task of Miss"
"yahh, Kiss favorit huuu"
the class cheers were heard
"have continued your duties, Biyan you accompany Sky to eat if not nantik he gamau eat, your class is empty again right?"
"empty Miss thank you Miss"
"What the hell tug-arik sick know you think I don't have legs so gabisa street use pull-pull everything"
"Yes-iya sorry Sky abis you long anyway"
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"Sit Sky, eat!"
"It's really necessary that you're not rich enough gini I'm not a little girl bi"
"Udah just eat a chatty you really gurgle that I really know"
"Yes-yes I ate satisfied you, but ready for this do not deket-deket I do not need to find an excuse but deket-deket same me again"
"Yes Sky, I just want to apologize for being like you"
Sky continued to eat while Biyan continued to look at the adorable cute face of Sky despite jutek but angry Sky is really cute.
"lo loy-wild Napkin"
"You're so pretty"
Sky immediately stood up and put down his food.
"I think quite yes bi you should never try to make a good pretentious again like me, enough you with your false hopes that you have always given ,I'm tired of it please don't bother me anymore because you said we'd never be more than friends"
"But Sky..."
Sky immediately ran away to avoid Biyan
Sky walked into the woman's WC and locked her from the inside began to sit down and breathe thinking about everything.
"Until when bi, until when this stupid feeling there must be pain of love alone, when you realize that there is nothing better than me to love you"
After feeling calmer Sky chose to return to her class again and set her emotions Sky had to re-learn before Miss Ingrida started looking for her.
Inadvertently they passed each other in front of the library Biyan who was transfixed and Sky who pretended not to know, Sky still rushed to his class without even looking at Biyan who was still confused by his feelings.
Without them realizing the universe saw everything, which one loves but has been tired of hope and struggle for so long, while the other is busy with his own feelings that until however long it will still make him confused, everything must always end with him who does not have the heart to choose who he will make his partner, all must always end up with him who does not have the heart to choose who he will make his partner, they are still caught between love but prestige.
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Dear Biyan
Today is the 728th day I love you
don't know tomorrow
sensitive dong if there is me who is always waiting for you no matter where you are
do you have to wait for the 1000th or a millionth day so that you realize that if you let go of this opportunity, you might lose me forever
and bi I just wanted to say thank you for all the nano-nano flavors as long as you love you
Broken grows again like never ending
I will wait until I am tired of waiting
until I realized you weren't the one I should have been waiting for
Happy always bi, love you so much
from me who*****love you*****
West Pasaman, May 7, 2021
Sky Gumilar Afi's
Sky closed his diary and walked away from the park bench which began to be moistened with raindrops, which bore silent witness to Sky's restlessness and sadness due to his love that clapped his hands.
