SIRI CEO'S WIFE

JIHANAS

POV JIHANA

My world seemed to stop spinning as I clutched the mound of red earth that was still wet and studded with flowers. The person I loved so much that my first love had left me alone. He is my father who has always been there for me.

The destiny of man no one knows whether tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or today even this second. God could have with a single snap of a finger taken the life of his people without excuse.

Do you even know what it's like to be a wife in an instant ? it cannot be said with words. Moreover, we do not know our husband at all. He was a stranger to me but I had to accept him as my husband.

And do you know how I feel when he says that he already has a future wife ? My heart somehow broke to pieces even though I didn't love her but I was his wife. He never even appreciated me, acknowledging me as his wife.

But from all this I realized he only made me a wife just a responsibility. Because his guilt has made my father go.

Until time passed somehow I started to feel strange in myself. I don't like it when I see him with other women. Am I jealous ? I don't know !

Even I feel happy about the break-up between him and his future wife. Am I cruelly happy over the suffering of others ?

Gradually as time went on the taste that grew in my heart grew bigger. He gave me the attention and tenderness that was able to fascinate and lulle me.

Can I have this feeling ? loving feelings for my husband ! but I don't want to show this love of mine because she didn't even declare her love to me.

Would I overdo it if I asked him to express his feelings to me ? Wouldn't it be natural for me to need certainty.

He keeps on saying it if he's innocent. Should I believe ? Am I wrong if I need proof to believe him ?

Today I brought myself a given matic motor, for the first time I used it. On the way I kept thinking about it. My college fucked up days not even focused at all. Because he was always on my mind.

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Jihan daydreamed her mind kept on the show yesterday. He continued to wonder in his heart why Zio was silent and even smiled in response to the reporters' questions.

Even her body was hugged by Cindy she did not budge. Jihan was really jealous of that. Instantly his daydream was scrapped when one marker landed on his face.

"If you want to daydream please get out of my course !" said firmly a middle-aged lecturer who stared intently at Jihan. All the students looked at Jihan, they felt pity there was also a happy one.

Jihan swallowed her silva she was really nervous "I'm sorry sir, I promise not to repeat it."

The lecturer sighed then forgave Jihan. The lecture continued until the lecture hours were completed.

Jihan dropped out of class lazily. He went to the motor park and wanted to go home. As he walked on campus suddenly his steps stopped when someone mentioned his name. A voice so familiar to him.

'Devan.....