Sipendiam Two Personality

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The two of them chatted in the gazebo in front of the UKS, because Faldi did not want to return to class because Faldi did not want emotion when he heard the words of his classmate, Sasa also asked Faldi if he used to be like this who was unwilling to hurt others and preferred to hurt himself as he quieted down his emotions.

"Fal I want to ask you something, can you.?" Sasa

"What do you want.?" Answer Faldi

"But this could be about your mass." Answer Sasa

"It's okay, it doesn't matter if you ask and want to know all of me." Answer Faldi

"Em... alright, Fal did you come here too.?" Sasa asked

"Lookin.? You mean like this where.?" Answer Faldi back asking

"Em... Did you also vent your emotions like this.?" Sasa answered trying to explain

"Yes, I used to be like this, I don't want to hurt anyone else even if I have to feel pain." Answer Faldi

"So your stitch wound is clearly visible it is." said Sasa who has not finished speaking.

"Yes, what you're thinking is true, when I vent my emotions sometimes it also reopens my stitch wound like the one on my right arm right now." Falfi replied that directly cut off Sasa's conversation

"Where do you keep treating him like Fal.?" Ask Sasa worriedly

"Can I say I never really treated it, I just covered the wound with a cloth when it came out of blood and cleaned it using alcohol." Answer Faldi

"Didn't it hurt not to be touched or nudged.?" Ask Sasa

"Actually it hurts too but where else I can't be alone, and now the pain is getting me used to it." Answer Faldi

"So you also often hear this kind of speech from the past.?" Ask Sasa

"Yes, I can also hold my emotions and be quiet and prefer not to have friends." Answer Faldi

"Keep Being a friend of yours.?" Ask Sasa

"I don't know for sure either, but when I first entered Junior High he invited me to be friends and I just didn't think of anything, and at that time my life wasn't like this either." Jawav Faldi

"Faldi.." said Sasa who suddenly hugged Faldi.

"It's okay how it's all gone now I've got you and the others too." Faldi 

"I think my life has been the hardest it turns out you're heavier than my life." Said Sasa who hugged Faldi while crying

"Dear I'm okay." Answer Faldi

"Me and my mama in my papah stay left after he came home marantau and my papah asked for divorce with my mama and chose another woman, he said, which makes me lose the affection and attention of the men and women of my papah, but when I meet you I feel like getting those two that make me not want to lose you." Said Sasa who told the story in Faldi's arms while crying

"I give you all the happiness I can, and I don't want to lose the one I really love after my mother." Answer Faldi

"Yes I will always try to be there for you, and hopefully we can always complement each other's shortcomings." Answer Faldi

"Yes, I'll do my best." Answer Sasa

Suddenly Dika and Risma appeared and immediately asked the two of them, why Sasa was crying and did not immediately return to class.

"That's Sasa why menagis.?" Ask Risma

"So Sasa finished the story and suddenly cried." Faldi replied trying to hide Sasa's story

"Oh so yeah." Answer Risma

"Why don't you two go back to class.?" Ask Dika

"Maleh ah Dik, it's good here." Answer Faldi

"You must have a problem, Fal.?" Ask Dika to make sure

"Yes a little." Answer Faldi

"I guessed it." Answer Dika

"Why did you two come here.?" Ask Faldi

"Fear of interrupting your time together, huh.?" Answer when asked back

"It's not like that, I mean, have you finished class.?" Ask Faldi

"I've just got to decorate Fal." Answer Risma

"Oh so yeah." Answer Faldi

"Fal your condition is like this, do you still want to participate in the activities tomorrow after tomorrow.?" Ask Dika

"If I may choose not to follow because I don't want to make Sasa continue to worry about me." Answer Faldi

"Try your permission first to the guardian kelsa." Risma

"Yes, I'll try to get permission not to come." Answer Faldi

"He pity Sasa too if he continues to worry that he can get sick again." Risma

"Yes you're right." Answer Faldi

After that Dika and Risma went to the cafeteria to buy lunch and Faldi left food to the two of them, because Sasa was also still sad and did not want to release his wound to Faldi.

Not long after Dika and Risma returned from the cafeteria, Faldi also invited Sasa to lunch, Sasa had not wanted to but Faldi continued to seduce him agrar would eat, after quite a long effort, Sasa finally wanted to eat and Faldi accompanied Sasa to lunch, while Dika and Risma had lunch first because they were both going back to class to help friends decorate the class.