Sipembakan Wealth System Turns out My Grandchild
chapter. 37 (Beautiful, forgive me)
...When she gets a phone call from Soni, she'll actually tell her sister, but she doesn't, either because of what encouragement, she wants to see Jun in person before her wedding day tomorrow....
...He was surprised to see there were 2 luxury cars and 2 neatly dressed people when he arrived at Soni's house. He hesitates to enter, thinking maybe Soni or Mr. De is the arrival of a big person guest....
...It was never suspected that the man was Jun, her former husband who never thought he existed. Looking at Jun before his eyes, he felt his heart pounding uncontrollably....
...Marrying Jun when he was frustrated was his biggest mistake. When bi Soni shows a picture of Jun, she immediately likes him, even though he has never met Jun....
...Bi Soni tells him that Jun is a widower left behind by his brash wife and unwilling to take care of his in-laws, his older brother bi Soni. Therefore, he did not dispute the status of Jun....
...But life after marriage made him suffer a lot. Jun was always busy with his own business and never paid attention to it. Although their lives are lacking he can still be patient, but if added with the indifference of Jun, he becomes hurt....
...His fear grew when his beautiful parents, his father, suffered from severe pain. He asks Jun for help for the cost of his father's treatment, but instead of trying to help him, Jun remains indifferent and unwilling to know. Until finally he decided to go home with Satria by borrowing money from one of his friends to take care of his father....
...The sudden return without telling Jun, made Jun angry, so that quarrels after quarrels that led to divorce occurred. Actually Beautiful has a great affection and love for Jun, but unfortunately Jun is not the other way around....
...Jun is always indifferent and even equates himself with his first wife, especially when he asks for money for the cost of his father's treatment. At that time his family was also in a state of economic difficulties, especially his sister who preferred to be unemployed rather than helping the family make a living....
...His younger brother was a drunk, loved wild racing and gambling. Even his brother is known as a thug in his village. Not only was he unwilling to take care of their father and mother, even when his father was sick and in need of money, he was still angry with his mother when she was not given money for wild racing bets....
...This is what makes him force himself to go home to Sulawesi and take care of his parents, but Jun did not understand and even add to the burden of his life with their anger and quarrel....
...Right now looking at Jun who had changed, inevitably he felt a little depressed in his heart. Her future husband has now helped her a lot in caring for her parents, even her father has now gone through critical times in his life because of the help of his future husband....
...Her meeting with her future husband began when Indah was sitting on the edge of the sidewalk resting under a shady tree while holding Satria in front of the hospital. Beautiful, at that time, confused to pay the hospital bills, and getting a divorce with Jun from the court was devastated....
...She was crying so much that her eyes became swollen. This was noticed by her future husband who was on duty guarding the church in front of the hospital, because it happened to be Christmas....
...Her future husband is named Satrio, when she saw the beautiful she was curious to see a young woman holding a child while crying. Instantly his patriot soul was triggered, he also approached beautifully....
...Indah also told me that she had divorced her husband and was now in trouble paying the hospital bills. Satrio who was struck with the beauty of Indahpun make the soul of his helper thrashing. Without hesitation, he offered to help. Moreover, his son's name is similar to his....
...From then on, they began to get close to each other. However, Beautiful feelings towards him are only friends, because he still loves Jun very much. In addition to being her first love, Jun was also the first to obtain her virginity. Moreover, Satria was very similar to Jun, this caused her to be unable to forget Jun....
...But a few days ago, Satrio expressed his intention to marry her, this made her a dilemma. But he had no choice but to accept it. It was impossible for him to keep expecting Jun to come back to him....
...Until the day he never suspected arrived where Jun came to Sulawesi, but not to return to him, but came to attend his own wedding. So he gathered all his courage to confirm the truth of the news....
...But all his courage was lost when his gaze met Jun's gaze. His heart kept pounding and his breathing felt heavy, the sweat on his forehead just kept flowing. Soni and her mother Mr. De greet her and invite her to speak, but Lovely's focus is only on Jun and ignore them....
...Everyone understood, they ended up leaving Jun and Beautiful together, giving them time to talk to each other....
...Jun finally realized that, he then smiled at Indah and invited her to the back of Soni's house. There is a small gazebo that is comfortable in use for chatting, they finally sit facing....
..."Lovely.. I want to congratulate you on your wedding tomorrow"...
...Hearing Jun's words, immediately made Indah shed her tears, if only she was told by someone else, she would reply with a smile and say thank you, she said, but somehow his heart ached when he heard those words coming out of Jun's mouth directly....
...Jun on the other hand was confused, it was beautiful to leave him, because he could not stand his poverty, why the marriage he should have been proud of became sadness for him, so he asked....
..."Beautiful shouldn't this be your happy day, why cry?"...
..."The tears... What are these tears you ask??"...
...Beautifully smiled wryly while gently wiping her tears....
...Jun was only speechless when those words fell from Beautiful's mouth, he knew there must be something wrong with her, yet he didn't know what it was, and his mouth was locked....
...On the other hand Beautiful who saw Jun's confused exfression, returned smiling wryly and then continued....
..."if you think I'm the one who left you according to what you thought, this might be a happy tear, this is the embodiment of a bitter and heartache that is so deep because it has been camped by my beloved husband first"...
...Hearing this, Jun's mind inevitably flashbacks to 2 years ago, when he was very frustrated because of losing Chya, he always tried to find the slightest information. He also had no other intention than to put his eyes and ears everywhere, not even trying to find another job....
...Indah always tried to advise him and always pressured him to find a job, this made him uncomfortable and thought Indah wanted to block his path to find Chya and want to master him....
...Even Indah often does not cook it any side dish and only provides crackers, even if cooking it will only provide it sauce sauce sauce and tofu, just know, Indah always reasoned to use the money from his PS rental for child needs or pay electricity or also pay debts....
...This certainly makes him not appreciate Beautiful at all, his attitude according to Jun is similar to Ayu. Yet how Beautiful could say she loved him so much, given this, Jun's brows furrowed even more....
...Lovely knows how to read Jun's expression, due to his love feelings, he observes Jun's attitude and nature during their stay together. He knew Jun had come to the wrong conclusion, so he continued....
..."Jun. I know what you think of me, I have also explained it repeatedly to you, but you do not believe. I will say it once more, and I am sure now that you will believe it, after all it would be of no use to me or to you if I lied. The income from PSmu rental is no more than 30k a day and at most 50k, do you know how much we pay for electricity for 1 month? do you know how much your son's vegetables, meat and milk cost? every night you go home without a dime, the next morning you leave after taking at least 20k, the afternoon comes for food, then leave again after getting angry and come back again at night, and so continues every day. Even I tried to advise you to look for additional work, but what? it is your anger that I get. Do you think I'm this?? ekstrah?! have you ever had the initiative to help me look after Satria? if I ask for it, you will help, but always impatient and nagging, is he still your son? even so I don't hate you, but you need to know.I went here to take care of dad, not to leave you.."...
...Jun permeated all the words Beautiful in his mind, as soon as he realized all his mistakes, at that time he told Indah to go back to Bali, but Indah refused him for the reason there was no money, but he refused it, Jun who did not accept the reason was so angry that he threatened Indah would immediately divorce her....
...Indah tells him that whatever he wants to do, he still cannot go home at that time, except for Jun who came to sulawesi. Hearing that Jun was angry, Jun's decision was finally unanimous to divorce, with his experience he completed it quickly and gave his son wonderful custody....
...Jun did not expect, that he missed so many important details that he should never have missed. This creates anger and hatred for himself. How could he be affected so much about his problems with Ayu that it ignored what he had back then....
...If only he had seen Beautiful and appreciated every sacrifice at that time, maybe his second marriage could have been saved. But of course it's too late for him now. The only way is to make amends for all his mistakes....
..."Beautiful, forgive me. At that time all my energy and thoughts were still on Ayu and Chya so that it made me ignore you, I admit that our separation was caused by myself. I'm the most sinful man in your life, beautiful. Punish me in any way you want, give me any request you want, I'll try to make it happen"...
..."Jun, I've forgiven you a long time ago.I always wished I could still see you again and tell you everything with a cold heart so that you would come back by my side and Satria, again, but I didn't think it wasn't you coming, even the divorce papers. At that time I had no ideals and no hopes, so I just lived to forage to take care of my parents and take care of Satria. Even to this day. Even though I accepted Satrio as my husband, it was only my logical thinking, because of my enormous debt to him"...
...Hearing this, Jun felt pain in his heart, he realized that he had made such a big mistake towards Indah and Satria....
..."Beautiful, at least tell me, what can I do for you to return to have passion and hope, please allow me to pay all my debts to you, I beg you"...
..."Now that it's too late Jun, there's nothing you can do for me. But you can do it for Satria, this is why I'm so eager to see you now"...
..."what's that tell me"...
..."Satria is very similar to you as a child, I can't forget you either because of her, all this time I've always pointed your pictures at her, in the hope that she won't forget her father. He always asks where you are. But now I don't know what to tell her about my marriage. I've tried to say it, but of course he always rejected the idea, on the other hand, I couldn't let down the expectations of Satrio and my parents, At first I planned to force myself to make her accept my marriage no matter the reaction. He was a little boy, however, and the wiser he would be, I'm sure he'd understand, but as his mother I couldn't bear it"...
..."Beautiful, you wise woman, I feel very sorry for having wasted you, this must be the biggest regret of my life, for that I will do anything for your happiness in the future. For Satria I will take care of him from now on and will routinely come to see you in the future. But Beautiful, I have one request for you, I hope you won't turn it down"...
..."Jun, for my men to thank you, but for your request, it depends on what you want to ask me"...
..."I'm just asking you to never refuse anything I'm going to give you, this is all I'm doing to pay all my debt to you, I know all this will never be enough to make up for it, but you should know, I will never be able to calm down in this life if you refuse it"...
..."what do you want to do??"...
...Jun opened the waist bag he was carrying, then took out 4 wooden boxes decorated with gold, then handed them to Indah....
..."first, you have to accept this"...
..."what is this? the jewels?"...
..."no, this is medicine, you can take it now, 1 for you, your parents 1 each, and 1 more for your future husband"...
..."what is this medicine?? you're not gonna kill us, are you??"...
..."hahaha..drink"...
..."all right"...
...Without much thought Beautiful took the medicine and then drank it, she trusted Jun wholeheartedly, even if Jun gave him the poison, it would not be a problem for her, it would not be a problem for her, instead he would feel happy if he had to die at the hands of this man he loved so much....
...As soon as he took the medicine from Jun, he felt a warm feeling that was so comfortable inside his body, yet his head felt a little sore for a few seconds, but his head felt a little sore, then it was replaced with a sense of comfort that was extraordinary. After a while he smelled a strange and somewhat foul odor all over his body, which turned out to be his own blackish sweat....
...In front of him Jun was very surprised by the reaction of Beautiful's body after taking the medicine. He never thought it turned out that the rest of Beautiful life was not so long, maybe 3 or 1 year or even just a matter of months. But it's beautiful to hide it behind makeup....
