Sipembabu Pay Find Love
episode 44
"hey do you think if we did that to them would they complain to Zeline?" ask Sheon.
"even if they complain maybe Vinny has done something we didn't expect so just calm down" Lilia replied.
"already! don't talk about it anymore, let's go to the cafeteria" Fania asked.
"why are you so excited to go to the cafeteria? did you catch my eating disease?" sheon.
"dumb bastard! there are no diseases of the eater in this world!" zilvina was furious.
"proven after Fania says I'm a diner now she gets excited to go to the cafeteria, isn't that contagious?! " say Sheon.
"haihhhh he gave rise to his strange theory again" said Lilia walking ahead of them and headed to the canteen.
"did Lilia also catch my disease?" sheon.
"already! quickly do not waste time" asked Fania while holding Sheon.
"haihh has "Zilvina sighed and followed her friend.
Then someone called Zilvina "heyy Zilvina" and it turned out to be Vino.
"Huh?" said Zilvina surprised as she turned to the direction of the sound.
"where are you going? " ask Vino while approaching Zilvina.
"i'm going to the cafeteria with my friend" Zilvina replied.
"why was yesterday during the second lesson you were ditching?" ask Vino.
"apparently Vino doesn't know everything? good riddance! I'm sorry Vino I had to lie with you" Zilvina said in her heart.
"Ohh thatuu? I got word from my family and required me to go home as soon as I didn't have time to ask permission" Zilvina replied.
"heyy Zilvina Ayoo! hurry now! " call Sheon.
"be patient for a moment" replied Zilvina.
"if there's nothing else to talk about I'm going to the cafeteria with my friends, they've been waiting for me for a long time" Zilvina said.
"wait-wait! " vino said, drawing Zilvina's hand.
"Zilvina do you have free time after school?" ask Vino shy shy.
"Emmm there may be, but I don't know if my family has any more urgent business or not" Zilvina replied.
"why are you asking me that?" ask Zilvina.
"it's okay, if you have a lot of time I'm going to take you to the festival after school"
"but if you don't have a lot of time I think next time" said Vino with a smile.
"sorry I don't know for sure if I can come with you or not" Zilvina replied.
"i'll go to the cafeteria with my friend, see you later" he continued, chasing his friend.
"haihh if you knew I had been waiting for this day for so long, Zilvina" Vino said in a smiling heart.
"Vino said what to you? " ask Sheon curiously.
"Hmm he invited me to go to the festival together after school" Zilvina replied.
"do you accept his invitation?" asked Lilia coldly.
"i said I didn't know clearly whether I had free time or not" Zilvina replied.
"great! " lilia said as she continued on her way.
"lilia Hey! why do you seem to dislike Zilvina's relationship with Vino? are you jealous of them? " the Sheon.
"do you not understand our current situation, Sheon? " lilia said suddenly stopping.
"what circumstances? didn't Vinny have everything arranged? why worry about that? trust me Vinny must be reliable as usual" said Sheon.
"even though Vinny has arranged and resolved the problem but does not rule out the possibility that Zeline will take revenge with us" said Lilia.
"ayehh! nevermind! we want to go to the cafeteria instead of arguing over Zeline" Fania said.
"don't argue just because of me! if indeed this cannot be resolved in the usual way then I alone will solve it cruelly" said Zilvina.
"heyy what do you mean?! don't do such a stupid thing!" lilia was angry.
"argh! I want to go eat" continued Lilia while heading to the cafeteria.
"heyy Lilia! " cried Fania.
"you go to the cafeteria with Lilia, I want to go to class to talk to Vino" Zilvina said.
"i will tell Vino that I cannot attend later" Zilvina said.
"all right I'll talk to Lilia" Fania said.
They also separated, too, Fania and Sheon go to the cafeteria to approach Lilia and persuade her while Zilvina does not really go to class to talk to Vino but instead she goes to the warehouse to blame herself for all which happens. Zilvina is looking for a lonely place to be alone when the trauma she has comes. He always blames himself for what happens to people around him including his friends.
"forgive me my friend, I have lied to you"
"i just don't want you guys to worry about me" Zilvina said as she arrived.
"this place is so dark, Dad! this place is exactly the same as the basement where Dad locked me up as a child" Zilvina said, closing the door to the warehouse.
"sister.I felt it again, my chest was tight again, my head was dizzy again, this difficulty in breathing and also this darkness were all exactly the same as back then, she said, the only difference is the presence and absence of yourself brother" said Zilvina while sitting down.
"If you know.I feel like a failure again, I blame myself again, I haven't healed yet"
"sister has sent brother's subordinates to look after me but I ordered him to be in class and didn't want him to follow me pardon me sis"
"i feel alone and empty, there's nothing to save me from this emptiness other than yourself" Zilvina said, shedding tears.
"what if I am defeated by my own thoughts? and I did what you were afraid of, will you be angry with me, brother? "
"i'd rather be whipped to be beaten into a lockup by my father than feel an endless emptiness like this" Zilvina said, hitting her own head.
Zilvina was alone in the barn for a long time until the first lesson began, her friend waiting for class but she never came. Due to the strict school system, students are not allowed to leave class during lesson hours unless there is urgent business. Therefore, the, they could only wait until the hour of rest arrived and when the hour of rest arrived they rushed to a deserted place because they knew Zilvina always locked herself up in a quiet place and blamed herself for everything that's happened.
