Sincerity of Love JONATHAN

105. Holding back is very heavy

Syifa slowly looked at Abi Hamdan, her gaze looking so fierce. Chests rumbling.

"Torturing yourself what? It's because of Abi too!" sahut Syifa with ketus. And brushed off the rough hand of Abi Hamdan who was still touching the top of his hair.

"Lho, how come you're so bad about Abi, Fa?" asked Abi Hamdan who looked confused. "What is Abi's fault?"

"Abi pulled me in, after punching Aa. Keep locking me in the room and also lock the house so that Aa does not come in. If only Abi had not done that ... Aa and Robert won't be coming with Mami to her house! Until they finally went to Korea, and left me. They should stay here! By my side!" Syifa spoke loudly while patting her chest violently, her breathing was hunting down, venting all the resentment in her heart.

"Abi don't know, Fa, if the end will be like this. What Abi did yesterday was because Abi did not want to make Jojon battered, because of Abi's regret for him," explained Abi Hamdan.

It's not entirely wrong Abi Hamdan here, but because of Syifa's frustration so he blames.

In fact, even if the parents of Joe want to negotiate—, surely the problem is not getting wider like this.

"I don't want to be a widow, Bi ..," said Syifa sobbing. Abi Hamdan immediately pulled his son's body to sit down, then hugged him tightly.

"You will not be a widow, Fa," said Abi Hamdan who tried to calm down, gently rubbing Syifa's back. "Let's know, Jojon loves you so much. So he couldn't have agreed to divorce you. Everything will be fine, you don't have to worry, Fa."

"How am I not worried, whereas up until now Aa has not come home to see me, Bi? Abi said ...he will come home to me, but where is the evidence? Hicks!"

"Maybe he's coming home today, Fa," Abi Hamdan said. "And what number is still inactive? Have you tried to contact him again yet?"

"No idea about me, Bi. From last night I didn't hold the phone." Syifa shook her head weakly.

"Where to try your luck? Let Abi call Jojon, hape Abi no pulse." Abi Hamdan stroked in a hug, then wiped the tears on his two cheeks. Also clean her messy hair.

"Drawed dresser, Bi." Syifa pointed in the direction in question.

Abi Hamdan stood up, then stepped towards the dressing table and then opened the drawer to pick up the phone.

After pressing the button on the edge of the android phone, there is 1 incoming chat from 'Aa Husband' which means it's from Joe.

"Joe sent an SMS, Fa," Abi Hamdan said with sparkling eyes.

"Times, Bi? Try to bring the hape!" Syifa moved her hand. His eyes also sparkled because of his pleasure.

Abi Hamdan immediately approached Syifa, then sat down while giving her cell phone. Syifa quickly unlocked the phone. It turns out that it is not SMS, but an incoming chat from the Wh*tsApp application whose contents are.

[I don't want to lose you either, Yang. Believe me. You will be the last woman in my life. Take care of your health, yes! Iloveyou.]

Abi Hamdan read the chat. And Syifa immediately made a video call with a body that looks trembling, because her happy horn gets a reply, even though only one chat.

However, his happy expression faded immediately, when the video call was not connected. And when Syifa called her usual number was not active.

"Hiks!" Finally, all Syifa could do was cry again. His heart felt so broken, because there was no certainty if Joe would come to see him. His longing was getting bigger and making him more bitter.

"Why are you crying, Fa? What's up?" abi Hamdan asked confusedly, then picked up Syifa's phone and tried to call Joe.

"The number you're going to is off, please ...." The voice of the operator sounded from across there.

'Ac ... Where is aa now? Doesn't Aa miss me at all? When did Aa come home and see me, A?' inner Syifa, her cries deepened to sobbing.

***

Meanwhile, in a different place.

'Ow .. not very good, Allah, ' Joe complained as he turned his body restlessly on the bed. 'Holding back is so hard. What will my fate be if I am officially divorced from Syifa? Am I going crazy?'

Since arriving in Indonesia and arriving at his home, Joe almost all night can not sleep.

Aside from thinking about Syifa, she also felt pain on her wand that continued to stand upright.

Even though Joe has read books about Islam and prayer of course, to overcome his insomnia. But in fact, all that did not work until the morning.

"It looks like I have to see Syifa now. Yes .. I am really not strong. I must also tell you everything about this matter." Joe hurried out of his bed, then headed to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

When he finished, Joe quickly put on clothes. Stelan coat magenta color and comb his hair and do not forget to spray perfume.

Wallet and cell phone he cantongi directly, but not with a car key. Because the plan he will not ride in the car, because surely Ali and Aldi who are in the security guard post will find out, then intend to follow him.

"Hopefully they are still asleep, God, so I will be safe" Joe murmured, wiping his face.

Before leaving the room, he took the key to the gate first in the nightstand drawer. Because maybe the security guard fell asleep, and Joe's plan did not want to wake up. Worrying if Ali and Aldi wake up later.

Ceklek~

Slowly, the main door of Joe's house opened slightly. The man immediately peeked towards the guard post, confirming what the three men were doing there.

And immediately, Joe's eyeballs seemed sparkling when he saw Ali, Aldi and his house security— sitting in the front seat of the post with his eyes closed.

It seems like they are sleeping, even Ali's mouth is gaping.

'Alhamdulillah .. the three of them slept.' Joe sighed in relief while stroking his chest. Slowly, she opened the door for herself to come out. Then shut that door back. 'May I make it out of this house and meet Syifa. Wait for me, honey.'

Joe walked quickly, but sniffed until the front gate. And with a pounding heart and a suddenly shaking body, he tried to unlock the gate lock. Which is quite large.

Joe occasionally glanced at the three men there, praying that they would not wake up.

'Bismika allohumma ahyaa wa bismika amuut.’

'Bismika allohumma ahyaa wa bismika amuut.’

'Bismika allohumma ahyaa wa bismika amuut.’

Joe repeated the do'a sleep in his heart, because according to him, it will help them fall asleep more and more out of sleep so that he managed to get out without being caught.

...Good luck Om Joe 🤲 but his prayers are wrong it🤣...