SINCERITY OF HEART (IN TWO)
Chapter 19's
Flashbacks...
" I'm sorry hu hu hu. Please don't be like this. It will aggravate the pain I feel. Honestly, it's hard to accept all this. This is the first time I've ever felt in love and for the first time I've felt heartbreak. It turned out to be this sick hu hu. I beg you not to be like this hu hu hu". Rania said as she looked at Omen's messy face. His sobbing was getting worse but did not make Omen become aware because of the severe influence of the drink.
Rania stood up and turned her back to leave Omen, but she was shocked when Omen pulled her hand and stopped her first steps.
"Don't go. Don't go... ". He muttered with his eyes closed.
Rania's tears flowed more and more and then she slowly released Omen's circular hand on her wrist. " I'm sorry". Then left Omen who was still lying on the bed.
Rania ran small towards the parking lot while wiping away her tears. His chest felt so tight as if it was hard to breathe.
"Eh... Ma'am. Want to check out? Where's boyfriend? How's it not?". Suddenly the security that helped her that night greeted her when she saw Rania.
" ah... Yes Sir. He was still inside while I was in a hurry so I left for a while he he he. Oh yes sir, thank you again for helping me last night". Rania greeted him with her cheerful smile but did not cover her sadness.
"Ah... Yes, ma'am both. Uh... Yeah, I'm crying, huh?". The security noticed Rania's face that looked puffy.
" ah... No Sir. This may be the effect of just waking up. I did that when I just woke up. I am often nicknamed the face of the pillow he he he". Rania flicked her hand then touched her warm face.
The security just smiles and learns that Rania is just looking for an excuse.
" Yes sir he he he he. Yes, then I say yes sir". Rania opened the door of her car immediately before there were any more questions that would come out of the mouth of the security man.
"Yes Mom. Be careful on the road and good morning". The answer was kindly and then directed Rania's car towards the exit lane.
" Fuuhht's... Young people today if they are fighting strangely only their behavior. Be careful who has been faithful (Suami & Wife). Even have dared to use check-in to the hotel even though he has not become a husband and wife". Security is very concerned about the behavior of children today who are increasingly modern.
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" Rania, are you really sure you're going to settle in Switzerland and you're not going to go back to Indonesia?". Rania's manager Lira asks while helping Rania put her clothes in the suitcase.
" Yes rest assured. If not, I've prepared all this". He replied calmly without seeing Lira's face.
" It's not like you've wanted to be here for a long time and you won't be back in Switzerland. Even I still remember how you struggled to escape Switzerland. Why did you change your mind like this?". Actually Lira is not sure of Rania's decision.
Rania stopped her hand and was silent for a moment looking ahead with a blank look.
" Yes you're right, it's because I thought that here I would find myself. I was wrong, and I was getting less and less acquainted with myself. What's worse is that I don't feel at home here and I think it's more fun in Switzerland. I can be free to do whatever I want to do there. Not like there are too many rules here, just want to buy a complicated drink, so I decided to return to Switzerland. Anyway I just try to stay here not seriously he he he he". Rania laughed a little at Lira's face which only looked sad, because Lira knew that what Rania said was not really true.
# " Yes my decision was right to throw away my dream of staying here to find my happiness. In Switzerland or here it makes no difference, because it is my destiny not to feel what is called happiness".
