Simpana
Chapter 5
Lina has compiled several files but in fact there are some reports that she must follow up because of the lack of valid data to be presented together with her group. Indeed there are some that he must fix before really handed over completely to his team but whether he is still confused and nervous what he will do.
Lina was also reprimanded because in serving customers she did not memorize the placement of the product sought and made the customer have to go around looking for the product needed.
Plus the documents given to him had not finished his work so it was divided equally. Lina had exhaled and not knowing what she was doing to be in this zone made it like a dream.
Meet with people he does not want every time working and people have a personality that is not good to him. His name is also alive he thought but he would still do whatever it was.
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His girlfriend had wanted to pick him up but was rejected by Lina because at this time he really wanted to go home alone. His girlfriend still came to him and told him what was wrong, why his girlfriend should not pick him up.
Lina said instead of forbidding but more to her boyfriend wanted to respect her privacy, sometimes she did not feel good about the treatment of the lover who picked up like a car driver.
Wasting time to pick him up, buy his own car gasoline, driving the car makes him guilty sometimes Lina wants to change the position of what her boyfriend feels rather than feeling bad continues to appear like wishful thinking. Already started for a joint venture but ended rejection by him, Lina replaced it by buying food or just buy what they need like a couple shirt.
Lina had expressed that the relationship they live in does not need to be fouled, she thought silence and silence can make peace but what her boyfriend did turned around what was expected.
Put photos on social media accounts and post every moment they pass through status or story. He thought they would get an appreciation for what they went through.
Her boyfriend even asked if Lina was ashamed of having a boyfriend like her. Lina dodged and said that she wanted real and true moments and memories from each other's hearts.
Not a pseudo satisfaction because it is seen by people living Lina is special because it has a handsome and well-established lover. Her lover turned around saying that Lina seemed to be playing victim and stubborn.
That what has become a decision, that his girlfriend just wants to share happiness, "You can't state the contents of my head completely, I did so that we have good memories."
Lina is indeed gamang with the idol, and decided to stop by the bakery because her wriggling stomach calls for intake to neutralize the explosive mood.
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There is no ivory that does not crack, a proverb that he still holds fast to do everything. He was less sure of what he was going through. Through the phase of difficulty to express opinions so as not to be easily ignored.
Conveying complaints so unpleasant because when he expressed to coworkers instead recommended for relaxation alone and not too confusing it. When expressing his belief even he was cornered because what he said could be a lie or his imagination sort of burns chicken until the skin is pitch black and tastes bitter, events that occur in everyday life can backfire on him.
Lina had said that burning food to a scorch can cause carcinogens that can cause people who eat it to cause cancer cells to slowly but what he said actually makes it hated because of people who it burns the food every day for sale and the seller also eats the merchandise since the first can get cancer but why God still gives him health.
From such a thing he was a little careful in speaking, fearing what he considered important actually made others not like it even if only to be heard.
What was delivered turned towards a short message sent by her sister because Lina had to be careful what was spoken. Lina gets the advice to come at the meeting of her stepmother's extended family. A dozen years he and his twin brothers never appeared but the thing he avoided ended up back in, fate to meet.
Communicating with his two younger siblings but their response is just a bitter smile, "For what we just attended, should have been from a long time ago," said Tegar when told about their father's condition that looks less good.
The meeting at the restaurant did not need to be examined again about the condition of their father. Whitened hair, increasingly wrinkled skin, a sobbing sound, and lethargic facial nose plus a pale color polish adorned their father's lips. It was not clear whether their father's condition had worsened.
However, the figure of the adopted child beside him even does not care and rather shows self-talk with well-groomed hair, a charming suit to the tone of speech that has been the figure of a person who has high confidence for centuries. Totally opposite
Lina knew what was important it could be a bad thing and a point of no concern. But this problem has been ignored for a long time. The invitation to meet was always sent to Lina.
Lina invites them to improve their family relationships because if they rely on emotions and reason alone the blood and emotional relationship can be extinguished. Teguh even had time to say when he was sick, the father seemed to not care about him.
Teguh said that Lina and Mother had long known about her father's affair with his first love. Lina did lie and said that the relationship between Father and Mother ended due to economic problems and not one vision of the mission anymore in the household. Until finally his twin sister chose the way to find out the truth. The strange love of their family heroes, ends up being reciprocated and makes them slumped.
Firmly stick to his stance to not want to be recognized in the rope of his father's family relationship. Even their half-brother had blatantly touched on the matter of gono-gini or because of the condition of their father but the three of them refused to target the rights that many people wanted, he said, it is precisely Lina wants seriousness in interweaving silahturahmi back.
"Sister, I'm still not ready to bear this feeling. Distressed and regretful as one. It's hard for me" said Tegar.
Lina was a little impatient at the request of her sister but her efforts could be reconsidered. His thought that their meeting would go easy. Meet, get acquainted and go straight home but re-create the idea is not easy to realize.
"Think about trying to be a filial son to you even though you treat us that way. Reflect on our moment with Dad." added Lina while holding back the tone as unwilling and tears that had flowed slowly from the eyes to her cheeks.
He also felt what his sister felt. For so long held a grudge against his father causing him as if to be a child of disobedience. Whether what belongs to him, maybe the impact is felt for a moment reading his social media account posts or chatting with friends who have been abandoned by both parents.
Regret is the thing most often missed by people when they are still with people who have left this world. Has not fulfilled the wishes of parents, behaved badly to both parents, so rarely exchange news.
Moreover, plus some family members Mother Lina has faced the Power, she has not had time to visit when they are sick or when healthy. When there is a family meeting he prefers to postpone visiting relatives because for him there is still tomorrow.
It is true that there is still tomorrow for him but it is different for his late grandfather and uncle who left peacefully because of their figure, in the most difficult times of the Lina family.
Crying, lamenting and languishing mixed into one for Lina. Such things that he does not want to do to the Father when the Father behaves and has a character that is not worth imitating, he wanted to be the best son for his father because he had only one chance. Just that, but reality and execution are not as easy as imagined.
Lina's mother responds well to Lina's initiative to meet with her ex-husband's family because it is not easy to accept and make the transition of differences of views. It takes time, thought and accepting the reality that comes their way. Lina thought that only those who passed through the stifling events but it seemed that not only was she alone, she knew others were going through something similar, broken home.
