Silent Silent Love You

HEARTACHE

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Tomorrow is Arga's birthday initially I don't want to leave but because take it from Dita and Dimas who say that I gk come means I'm jealous to see Arga and Exa want if Dimas knows I'm jealous when Arga and Exa are funny yes I'm not who is playing jealous just jealous.

Today I'm looking for a gift for Arga. what ya let impressed that.I think and get an idea from Mbah google I will gift Arga watches because I see Arga likes to wear watches.

I went to the mall with Auntie who wants to do some monthly shopping.

"Buy a watch for who you are" asked Auntie

"Make Arga Aunty tomorrow her birthday" I replied

"Here's tomorrow's birthday" asked Auntie

"Yes Tan" I said

I'm shopping another like clothes for tomorrow with Auntie.Capek also shopping same Auntie gk finished there here and here pacing makes tired.

I went home and saw the clothes that I bought the natural color gk striking the color pink nice.

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I'm getting ready for the event I'm getting ready for Arga's birthday event.Arga's birthday celebration in the building of a reasonable elite Arga is a rich man.

I'm leaving with Dimas. Handsome dimas with a suit on his body.

"You are beautiful" said Dimas

"You are also handsome" I said

Me and Dimas arrived at the building that Arga wore for his birthday.I went down with Dimas together.The tail is very nice elegant but luxurious.I saw Arga who also saw me gaze we met him smile then the smile was gone when I saw Dimas that I saw from his eyes.

Dimas and I congratulate Arga.

"Congratulations broo getting older" said Dimas while hugging

"Yes thanks for coming" said Arga by returning Dimas' embrace

Now it's my turn to congratulate Arga.

"Congratulations Ar hope that what I want is achieved" I reached out

"Yes a thanks" said Arga grabbing a hand

I see Arga's eyes don't blink to see me not me PD but it's real.

Dimas and I sat in the seat that was provided.When I looked at Arga and it turned out that Arga also saw me my heart was not normal anymore and I decided the view.I saw the MC already want to start a core event maybe it's an engagement event I thought.

I saw Arga go on stage.

"Thank you for the friends who have come to my event.I invite you not only because of my birthday but I also want to show you the women I have always liked" Arga said

"Wooow yeeay" cried the women

"I'll be his girlfriend.doain aja hope I can take him to the guarantee" said Arga

I don't want to see me go I want to go home I can't see Arga and Exa. I fell and it hurt.

I went to the show I was looking for the exit of a lot of supervisors or guards, bodyguards who wear really cool black suits.

I was about to get out but was stopped by one of the guards.

"I'm sorry your lady can't go home because the big lord and lady are ahead and all are expected to respect" said one of the guards

"But I have to go home sir" I said

"But I'm sorry, lady, right now you can't go home" said the guard

I finally sat down again.This time I sat in the back seat so I could squeeze home.

I see the door there's still a guard that huft definitely can't go home yet.

I saw her mom and dad Arga come in

and go on a fancy stage

"Hay boy happy birthday" said Mama Arga while kissing Arga's cheek

"Thanks mom" Arga smiled back

"Happy birthday son" said papa Arga while hugging Arga

"Thanks too Daddy" said Arga

The sultan's family was amazing even though his mama Arga's clothes were neutral but it must have been very expensive.

Arga and her papa mama down may want to talk about her fiance with exa.I saw Exa greet her mama and her papa Arga they smile happily.And it's enough to make pain in my heart.Have I said I want to go home I said in my angry heart the same guard who blocked me from coming home earlier.

"Sir please open the door I want to go home" when I'm at the exit.

"I'm sorry your lady can't go home because the event is not over yet" the guard said

"What other reason is this, I want to go home" I said to the guard

"Sorry miss can't" said the guard

"Open the door or I break this event" I said.I'm not strong anymore I want to cry my heart hurts so much.

"But miss" the guard hadn't finished saying I pushed the burly body straight out of the building.

I run lightly there is rain outside but I don't care if my body hurts I keep walking under the rain.Not far away

the building can still be seen.

I was sitting at the bus stop I was still raining because this bus stop had no roof, the roof was only a colorful iron.

I saw a car and then there was no motor.

"Hiks hiks I love you Ar I can't forget you" I said with sobs

I cried so much so this time I cried over a man before him I have never loved a man.New first time love a man but it is very painful to love silent silence

I don't care if people see me like I've thought shame.Because it hurts me a bit crazy.It's just an engagement but for me the engagement is a bond towards halal.

Hiks hiks I'm sick Ar, maybe it's my fault for loving you, I've dared to love you so this can hurt her

I cried and cried at the stop I continued on the road.Once I wipe the rest of my tears on the cheeks fortunately it rains so gk no one saw me cry.

I walked not far from the bus stop there was a car that stopped in front of me I'm sure it wasn't Dimas' car then whose car was my inner self

Whether it's a car villain, or a thug who likes to rape*I'm afraid I'm stepping my feet behind the new one I saw Arga.

S*meesto like ya🤗

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