Sikutub It's My Husband

Perplexes

"For the sir" said a girl I know she's a classmate of my beloved little girl, and I don't know what wind I even chose to return the greeting

"Morning" I answered in a light tone and the thing I never even thought was the hysterical scream that was going on behind me, yes the girl looked very happy and even shouted to express it, she said, I was well aware that if I had a pretty handsome face, just acting like it would only make me feel amused, no matter how handsome and cool I am, I belong to someone else, after all, I am married, even though my own wife does not even realize that her husband is a man who becomes the idol of many people, ah already, it is, maybe I am not attractive in the eyes of the girl who is my own wife

'If only, ah already Gio, you've gone mad by him" I shook my head quickly as I threw away all those foolish thoughts, as much as I have to pay attention to my limits, I have to go back to the fact that I am just a forgotten man, I'm just a part of the past that doesn't leave even a trace in Keysa's heart, I don't want to have too much hope in him, no matter how Keysa isn't the old Keysa anymore, she's not the sweet, kind-hearted girl she was in the past, and to be honest, I'm afraid I can't accept the fact that if he forgets me, I'm afraid to accept the fact that he has chosen to leave me and forget everything that happened in the past, I'm not that I don't want to try or fight, I'm just afraid of a risk, I'm so afraid that pad finally Keysa chose to leave me, but?, agh, I'm afraid of a risk, it's so confusing that I don't even understand what's going on, since I was a child and I've always been confident, I always think positive and consider myself capable of getting anything I want, ever since I was a kid I never felt this kind of doubt, but right now?, things are even changing so fast and somehow I'm becoming so insecure, this really makes me confused even as if I have lost my own identity, I have even lost the figure of seoang Gio Angara who is always haughty and indifferent to the surroundings, I even lost the figure of Gio Angara, is this karma for me?,

we have been living a life together for almost 5 months, living together in the same house,

"Lo why Gi?, I noticed from earlier, like having a heavy burden of living" said Hafiz in a soft tone, at this time I was even in front of the door of the room, it was still quite early, and I had hours of teaching a few more minutes, because I was lazy to wait for me to choose to go to my room first

"No papa" answered me in a slow tone, opened the doorway and afterwards allowed the hafiz to enter, hafiz of course entered and with a condolence Tampa he immediately sat himself on the sofa, I sat behind a desk to check out some of the work I hadn't finished

"Actually this Lo why the hell Gi?" Asked in a desperate tone, he even looked at me so closely, I know that but I chose to ignore and continue my work

"Gue notice the more days Lo the more strange just know ngak, make me afraid, make horrified"

"Lebay"

"Urus Lo's own business" I said in a tone that was even the same, and even just focused on my work, Keysa never even cooked, and he never even fed me, but he never fed me, whether it's morning or night

"Damn lo, just look until when Lo endures the same cold and strong face Lo that, you think Bini Lo girl who is easy to face what, you think, You think Bini Lo is an ordinary girl what?, even the Dosan have been overwhelmed ngadepin him, he said, if not because he is the son of the biggest donor on this campus where maybe already in DO for a long time, Lo know yourself how the attitude of Bini Lo, Lo, stubborn and never willing to accept the thoughts of others" said Hafiz in a pela tone, all law faculty lecturers also know if Keysa is a creature who likes to make a noise, said Hafiz, and I love arguing with the lecturer, and I'm so unlucky to marry that species girl

"Eat him has chant, let him know the pleasure of marriage" I said in a soft tone

"The most married" said Hafiz in a mocking tone, while I even just rolled my eyes lazily

"Yes dong, anyways, Lo kepoo very similar to other people's business, noh work enterprising" said me with a lazy tone

"Lo is delicious, bini has been prepared, all is ready, well I have to find my own woy where nyari bini is difficult again" said Hafiz in a soft tone while sipping his drink

"Lo think Lo buy clothes using events that fit everything" said I with a lazy tone

"Yes must fit dong, like wherever I want to find a life partner, only want to marry once in my lifetime, no such thing as divorce" he said in a slow tone, he said, well, this is how the figure of Hafiz who is even very careful in choosing a partner, in the past his father and mother failed in marriage and finally he was affected, he was affected, from that he is determined, he will marry once, which is why he must make sure if his future wife is really the woman he loves and the woman who will accompany him in his joys and sorrows, in crying and laughing in hard or difficult circumstances, he does not want more, he just wants a happiness just that