Sidewalk

Chapter 55 Still Sealed

Finally the examination on the Shafi was completed, the doctor invited Mayfa, Athan and Dirga to approach. After all the nurses left, Mayfa immediately sat on the edge of the bed where the Shafi lay.

“Don't say, yesterday you accidentally killed yourself,” oceh Mayfa.

“Ya greetings, suicide ...” The voice of the Shafi still sounded weak. “I still have May's faith, though thin and weak, suicide?” Shafi tried to smile, but the smile was so thin, he was still helpless. "I'm not that stupid as May was, as hell as I was, my dream of entering heaven."

That smile is small. But there was so much happiness in Dirga when he saw that smile. Happiness was also radiating to his face, until the two corners of his lips pulled each other, to carve

a smile.

Shafi turned to Dirga, the smile of the man was permanent, but his eyes went nowhere. The Shafi turned his gaze towards Mayfa. “Suicide is a big sin. The suicidal man went to hell by the highway, smoothly. Directly nyemplung that, naudzu billahimin zdalik, I do not want May. It's not just that. A handsome man like Dirga's sister I did not meet in hell, Arjuna like Dirga's sister is in heaven, so my goal is heaven, so I can meet him.” Shafi smiled hearing his own seduction that he directed to Dirga.

“Still lemes too, still aja somplak, basic!” oceh Mayfa's.

Dirga also approached, he grabbed a chair that was near the Shafi. “Where are you? Why just came back?” said Dirga.

“What? All this time ‘kan, I'm in brother's heart.” The voice sounded very limp, but Dirga was happy to hear it.

Mayfa stepped closer to Athan, he immediately pulled Athan's shirt. “We go home now, the cave of nausea hear the bucinnya Shafi,” Mayfa whine.

“May ...” Athan protest. Seeing the look in Mayfa's eyes, Athan relented.

“Kak Dirga, miss somplak, we go home first, fill first sak, the power Syafi, let me memgebucin him strong.” Without waiting for Shafi and Dirga to answer, Mafa grabbed his bag. He immediately dragged Athan out of the room.

Mayfa and Athan, Shafi and Dirga were both silent. The Shafi looked the other way, however he brushed aside all his thoughts, about Arnaff's remarks that afternoon, still those words would not go away.

“Fiy, my intention is to marry the rest of you, apart from the marriage advice Mr. Said gave ahead of our marriage contract, one of them. You are happy with me, or without me, which is important you are happy. To make you happy means that I also make my uncle and aunt happy. Ye know? Their happiness is you.” Dirga kept trying to smile, however he strengthened himself, his mind remained shattered.

“Fiy, can you accept this wedding? Reply with your words Fiy, I don't understand your heart language. Please answer honestly, so that we can both achieve our happiness.”

A clear crystal thread escaped the corner end of the Shafi eye, repeatedly the woman tried to move her hand to wipe her tears, but could not, her hand still felt stiff. Dirga grabbed the tissue nearby, he wiped the Syafi tears.

“Pleas .. don't cry anymore, I miss the cheerful Shafi. Let's answer my question honestly.” Dirga sat back in his chair.

“I'm sorry brother, I've tried to accept brother, sorry .. I feel inappropriate. This is the real world, brother. Not a fairy tale, a Cinderella who married a prince or the other way around. Sorry brother, I—” Syafi can not continue his words, when Dirga fingers stick to his lips.

“Enough. Don't continue. If you're not happy, I'll let you go. But not now ... You must be healthy first, and I will take you to Kalimantan, when you are healthy later.”

“I'm sorry brother. Uncle's death made my brother terse—” Syafi did not dare to continue his words, when he saw Dirga put a fingers in front of his own lips.

*

Along the way Athan continues to nag as Mayfa pulls him away from the Shafi's room. He wanted to let go of his heart, his friend took him away from there, precisely dragging him. “You see for yourself May, Shafi is not happy with Dirga,” muttered Athan.

“Let them settle their affairs, you hear for yourself no, if Dirga will release the Shafi, when their relationship is really over, please approach the Shafi, at this time do not. She's still the wife of the man.”

Athan. He continued his focus on the streets before his eyes, at least the opportunity to have the Shafi open, because Dirga would release the woman.

*****

The shafi has recovered, but he has not been able to teach. Three days after awakening, Shafi was allowed to go home. In Dirga's house, the Shafi could only remain silent, do nothing, his body still felt weak. Stitches on the side of his ear also sometimes feel tight. Sometimes Mayfa came with him from home teaching, until the afternoon, because his friend was soon away from this city. Mayfa spent the afternoon with the Shafi, before they separated again. Returning from Dirga's house, Mayfa was escorted by Mr. Ajah Dirga's driver.

Syafi Day feels more colorful when there is Mayfa, there are only Mayfa stories that make Shafi laugh. For Syafi, let alone Mayfa's story, seeing Mayfa's emot, which Mayfa sent from the green application alone had made Syafi laugh, he could not answer it, he said, for some reason, even though she only saw Mayfa on her mobile screen, she was so happy.

It was getting dark, a week of confining yourself in a room was very boring. Shafi came out of his room, his goal was to go straight to the kitchen. The aroma of cooking coming from the kitchen, made an irregular sound of music sound from his stomach.

“Sore bi Masri,” saya Syafi. As usual, Shafi immediately grabbed a small plate for the Masri bi-chip cuisine. His mouth chews the food that has entered the mouth. Looking at Bi Masri's face, instantly the delicious food no longer felt delicacy. “Bi Masri pale, aunt rest first. Aunt sick?”

“Not Non, aunty is fine aja.” The woman continued her work. Shafi immediately left the kitchen, he went straight to his room to call Dirga, saying what he saw just now.

“After going home later, I will check the state of bi Masri. How are you doing?”

“I'm good, brother.”

“Alright, tomorrow brother will take you home, after registering our divorce papers, brother should come back again, because brother is really busy, the rest will be handled by a lawyer. Before we travel sister just make sure, are you really healthy?”

“Alhamdulillah sis, I'm really healthy.”

“Alright, then just bring as necessary your goods, the rest later I send.”

“Thank you brother.”

“Sister is busy for the celebration of the inauguration of Sam's new company name. So this afternoon home may be a little late yes ..”

“Iya sister. Brother Dirga .. how is my teaching business?”

“Quiet, for resignation I will help, if you stay here, I also do not mind, we go back to Kalimantan just to take care of our divorce, also return you well to the family there.”

“It feels like I only want to be in Kalimantan kak.”

“Alright, as soon as I'll drop you off.”

Their phone call ended, Shafi felt more detached, when he knew he would be separated from his status as a wife. “Gue Widow, but still sealed,” murmured. The Shafi immediately laid himself on the bed.