
Along the way Grace could only be silent staring blankly out the window, tall buildings and trees along the road as if there was nothing in her sight.
Only the shadow of Leo had betrayed him and dared to cast him out violently in his mind.
Grace decides to go home for a while to pack up all her belongings and immediately leaves the house that has been a witness to her love for Leo, and forces her to mature prematurely.
With a hasty step Grace dragged her suitcase even Lilis who asked was only answered with an apology also thank you while reviewing a smile.
Not to forget Grace gave a piece of paper the other day to Lilis who forgot she delivered it to Leo.
Grace stared at her home for a moment before returning to her journey.
No tears wet his cheeks when he saw some flower plants that he planted with Leo lovingly, looking so fresh emitting a beautiful gradation of colors was very different from her who now felt a gloomy mess with no hope.
Grace goes back on a journey that does not know where the destination is, until she decides to complain to the mother's navel.
Grace rests in the Mother's belly button and starts sobbing considering the fate of her love with Leo the man she loves so much and can make her float at any moment.
But today Leo actually dropped it to the bottom of the deepest trough scraping the wound in his heart.
of all the problems that hit him, he only thinks of Leo who easily does not recognize the child he contains.
Grace lowered her head to the ground that was hoarding her mother's body, complaining by crying as she pleased without saying, the overcast sky was pouring down rainwater as if representing her current feelings.
Grace was stunned and immediately looked up to see that someone had paddled her body wet from the rain.
"Son." said Anita, holding out her hand, to ask Grace to rise .
"Mothers... " Grace hugged Anita without holding back her cries.
Anita was speechless and unable to even ask what happened to Grace she refused to do.
Anita can only take Grace home after seeing her wet suitcase lying on the ground, but Grace immediately shakes her head refusing, however Grace still thinks about her father's health condition.
Grace doesn't want to share her grief with her father, but she's still thinking about Leo's self-esteem if her father finds out about her current problems.
Anita grabs Grace's sad face and convinces her that Bram won't know the problem, especially Bram was out of town after the party yesterday he immediately left for business.
hearing that, Grace nodded in agreement to go home to her parents.
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elsewhere, Leo has now arrived at his residence after Megan gave her year if Grace left just to go home.
Leo ruffled his coarse hair while squeezing a piece of paper and lamenting his folly, especially Lilis had spoken of a misunderstanding that occurred the other day , even Lilis can vouch for Grace's innocence because she herself was the witness.
Leopun rushes out in search of Grace's whereabouts after Lilis gives her year if Grace leaves with her suitcase.
Instantly his steps came to a halt as his two parents blocked him in the doorway.
Without the cue Hendri slapped Leo made the corner of his lips again bleed.
"That's still less Leo.it's not worth your wife's current feelings.. Papah does not teach you to be a cowardly man, do not becus guard the soul as well as the body.. "
said Hendri excited with a sharp spotlight.
Hendri and Deti receive news from the school about the problem of the child and his son-in-law who quarreled at school. Both of them also know the root of the problem after Exel gave a detailed explanation, but still the annoyance towards Leo can not be contained, because this time his son is guilty and really looks like a loser.
"You really don't think about it, son, you're disappointed in Leo.. "
deti said sobbing looking at his son full of disappointment.
Leo silently lowered his head without evading any self-defense, feeling that he was indeed guilty of being outrageous towards Grace.
"Do you know the emotions of a pregnant woman..? What else your wife is still unstable age, you can not imagine how messy she feels at this time..
It could be that you as her husband did not admit the child she contained.. You think this is a joke huhh.. ?"
Deti again sobbed to imagine the state of his daughter-in-law now, certainly must be sick and chaotic.
while Leo again just fell silent cursing himself for his mistake against Grace.
"Solve your problems right away.. Don't be a coward, or a papah who will act to separate you because you are not a sucker..!! embarrass the family.. "
hendri said still with a sharp spotlight made Leo nodded hurriedly looking for Grace's whereabouts.
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Grace was sitting on the couch in the living room leaving the television on without her watching.
Anita approached Grace with a warm cup of tea, intending to invite her to speak from heart to heart.
Grace turned towards Anita who was now sitting next to her.
"Mom." he looked down at Anita.
"Yes son? " say Anita softly
"Can Grace sleep on Mom's lap for a second.. ?" said Grace nervously lowered her head in fear Anita objected to her request.
Anita nodded enthusiastically patting both of her thighs, making Grace review the smile while making Anita's thigh as her head pad.
Grace begins to sob with a recall of Leo's treatment of her.
"The evil leo ma'am.. "
Anita is silent because she does not understand what is really happening.
"May ma'am" said Grace seeing Anita's trembling palms hanging over her head about to touch her hair.
Grace felt that she needed a warm caress from the figure of a Mother whom she longed for.
Anitapun gently stroked Grace's head while hearing the outpouring of her heart.
Grace is now complaining about her problem to Anita without feeling awkward.I don't know why Grace feels very comfortable putting all her heart in Anita's lap.
even with her own birth mother Grace has never been this open.
"Thank you, I'm ready to hear Grace.. "
said Grace began to calm down while rising from Anita's lap.
"Yes son.. Now eat first yes. "timpal Anita gently nodded by Grace.
"Mother's taste must be good" praise Grace following Anita to the kitchen, remembering her stay with Leo.
Anita simply commented a smile while scooping food for Grace.
Grace was so greedy to eat her food, amidst the chaos of her heart she still had to think about nutrition for the child she contained.
After dinner Grace went to her room to rest, but her mind was disturbed when she recalled the incident earlier that afternoon.
Soon Leo comes to ask permission from Anita to pick up Grace.Let's not forget Leo tries to explain first to Anita what really happened.
while Anita can't do anything about it, she feels she doesn't have the authority to reject or expel Leo.
Anyhow allowing Leo to approach Grace in her room without thinking about the impact for her, Grace may come back to hate her, but Anita is sure everything will be fine.
Leo went into Grace's room. He stopped for a moment when he heard the sound of guitar passages from the balcony of the room. Leo again feels Dejavu when Grace keeps her own pain without sharing.
Leo approached Grace who was sitting on a chair with a guitar in her arms.
Grace was surprised by the presence of Leo who was now resting under her feet while reaching for his hand, immediately she brushed off Leo's hand without saying a word.
"Grace.I know I don't get pardons from you, but give me time to explain everything.. "
Leo said solemnly, but Grace kept silent and still threw away her face.
Seeing Grace just keep quiet without expelling her, as if giving her a chance to explain the misunderstanding that occurred. Leopun began to explain slowly and calmly as she grabbed Grace's hand back for her to hold, lucky this time Grace let her.
"Give me a chance to fix everything Grace." said Leo softly after saying everything in detail.
Grace was still silent, but from that moment on, her eyes stole a glance at Leo as she explained everything.
Leo's messy appearance makes Grace a little full and it feels like he wants to treat the wound on the corner of Leo's lips because of his actions, but the pain of heart and ego is more in control of him at this time.
Grace sighed beginning to let out her voice after hearing and digesting the speech well from Leo.
"That's enough to explain it..?" grace said, looking back at Leo.
while Leo is silent at a loss, he must explain what else to convince Grace.
"Okeh.. Make your problems the same girls I can trust, now you can go.. "
Grace said flatly, He did believe after digesting well Leo's speech, especially the explanation according to the data and facts.
Leo immediately shook his head to refuse when Grace kicked him out, although he breathed a sigh of relief because Grace believed in his words, but still Leo was not satisfied if he had not received a pardon from Grace.
"Why..? I believe the same explanation.. Please go.. "
Grace said back to drive Leo away with a dislike look .
" give me a chance, Grace.. Please forgive me. " said Leo pleading as he stared fixed the bead of Grace's eye and grabbed back Grace's hand. unfortunately Grace quickly pulled him over.
"Sad.. You think making your apology is as easy as questioning who is the father of the child I bear..? You are very light impulse something that is not yet clear truth.. "
Grace stared blankly ahead.
"Let me alone .. Is that what you want? " he said back while smiling without looking at Leo.
Again Leo shook his head, "Gue wants to nemenin lo. "he said that he was not stopping to look at Grace, hoping that Grace would soon melt.
"Go.. I don't need to lo temenin. "typical Grace by raising her voice makes Leo jerk and rise.
Leo himself does not want Grace to return emotions, considering he said his mother earlier.
He looked down at Grace's face as he rubbed gently and kissed her head.
I don't know why Grace couldn't resist Leo's treatment on this one. He even closed his eyes along with the fall of the fluid circle that had been restrained earlier.
now Leo's gaze turned to look at Grace's stomach, then he tried to wipe her, but Grace quickly brushed him off.
"This is my child. not your child.'' said Grace with ketus.he still remembered with Leo who did not recognize the child in his birth, said Grace, that was indeed the reason why Grace did not want to forgive Leo.
Leo shook his head still wanting to stroke Grace's stomach, but Grace brushed him off again.
"Sad.. Even I doubt all this time you crave for which child..? " sarcas Grace smiled wryly making Leo feel slapped with his innuendo.
"Ok if I go.. Take care of yourself and our children well. ", said Leo resignedly.
"Without asking, I can take care of myself because my strong son for me can survive, Not rich his father is weak, lame, has no stand.. " timpal Grace was not satisfied.
while Leo was silent, because Grace's words were true. He really feels that he has failed to become a protector of his wife and his child.The ready word that used to be embedded in his soul to become a father is in fact like a mere figure of speech.maybe both of them are in a labile age.
"Don't forget to cure your wounds, yes.although the pain is not comparable to the heart injury of people who have done it.. "
Grace is completely unsatisfied until Leo leaves her presence.
and it's true that Leopun gave up and left Grace, because she didn't want Grace to become more so. Leo gives Grace to be alone without her which is useless for now.
Grace stood staring at the balcony of her room to see Leo's car leaving the gate.
" ck.. guy kayak lo do not pantes me tangisin.." inner Grace and immediately wipe the tears while entering back into the room.
actually Leo did not really leave, he was determined to keep Grace even though he had to keep his distance, for the sake of Grace he was willing to do it until Grace could accept herself back.
Leo pulled his car over on the side of the road close to his in-laws' residence until he was unconscious asleep in his car.
Late at night, Leo woke up with his cell phone ringing with the phone number of his house-in-law calling.It turns out Anita who tried to call him.
"Yes mom, what..??? I'm going there now"