Shutter

Disillusioned.

Herdian and Nuria were fighting in the car because of the carelessness of Nuria, herdian continued to blame nuria because almost both of them were silent when Rana shouted at them and called the citizens to expel them.

"Are you crazy, huh?we could both just keep quiet"

"Why are you mad at me?"

"Who else should I be angry with?"

"You're not at all reliable, I'll take care of everything alone"

"What are you gonna do?"

"I will still take our son even if I have to use force"

"You're crazy"

"I'm crazy and it's all because my mom kept urging me to have kids"

"But not in that way, we could be prosecuted because we are also guilty of abandoning our child"

"That's why give that woman money, I'm sure she'll definitely give up our son"

"Let me take care of everything, you shut up"

"Well, I want to see how you solve all these problems"

Herdian drove his car quickly and left the place where his son had been living,the office is the second goal because a myriad of jobs have been waiting.But on that day herdian can not concentrate because he continues to think about his son who has never seen even his face since he was born in this world. Herdian continued to massage his forehead thinking of the child he had never seen before making his head feel throbbing.

"I'm a bad old man" Herdian hit the table and left after grabbing his car keys at the table.

"Where are you going?" ask nuria.

Herdian steers his car towards the shutter residence,herdian stopped his car not far from the house where Rana and his son lived all this time.Herdian eyes were directed towards the woman who was holding a boy.Herdian stared unblinkingly because the child held so it was similar to his face when he was a child.Rana was so fond of his son, seeing the shutter of chatting with happiness there was a little envy in him, wanting herdian to be between the two and chatting together.Herdian also ventured to approach the two.

"Can we talk for a second?"

"You want what else?there's nothing we need to talk about"

"I won't be long" said herdian as he stared at the latitude, watching herdian gazing towards his son, rana pulled his son tightly hugged for fear that the herdian would seize him and take him away.

"Wait here I'll be right back"

"Well" Rana went away leaving herdian walking towards the store and soon returned alone to meet the herdian who was waiting for him on the side of the road.

"Speak because I don't have much time"

"How about we talk over lunch because I happen to be very hungry and it's lunch time"

"Well let's go" said Rana with a friendly face.

"Please" the herdian who has opened the car door allows the shutter to enter and sit beside the wheel like a lover treats his love.

After arriving at the restaurant not far from the residence and after ordering food herdian began his conversation after the shutter was ready to hear what he wanted to talk about.

"I see you love that kid so much"

"Yes I love him like my own son is not like you" replied the shutter in a faint tone.

"I was not yet an adult and was not ready to be a parent because I was in college" replied herdian, bowing his head in shame.