Shut up, for you

Ninth

The night was getting late, Ais was still awake from her sleep. His eyes were not sleepy at all, while the time had already shown at 02.00 am.

The room was very dim, only illuminated by moonlight reflected from the room window.

His mood was currently very chaotic. How not, as if he got a very hard blow, so he could not say anything more. Both parents, who have only been with him for the past few years, will now leave him back for the same reason.

Ice could only cry in silence, her tears continued to flow nonstop. I wish everything was just a dream, but it actually happened.

Sometimes reality is hard to deal with.

The night is now dawn. Time passed, until the dawn of Azan reverberated. The ice came out of her daydream for hours. Thinking about how story after story of his life would form into one sad sounding story.

After trying to strengthen himself, Ais took a towel and went into the bathroom.

After finishing with the bath, Ais immediately ablaze and rushed to work on the Fajr prayer.

The day was getting late, Ais seemed reluctant to leave her room. Until a knock from the outside is heard. A voice he knew very well.

"Ais, you've woken up son. If you've gone to breakfast before leaving for school." hearing that Ais still does not budge. Even though he realized it was wrong, but his heart still felt very sick.

Mother looks worried because she did not find an answer from Ais, to keep trying to knock on her daughter's room door repeatedly.

"Ais, did you hear Mother, son? don't be like this, dear Mother, worry. Open the door, baby." Hearing the Mother's words without feeling the tears Ais also flowed back and he muttered with himself.

"But the same father Mother does not worry about leaving Ice alone again." The ice continued to wipe away her tears. Until the moment he felt that he was calm enough, Ais finally rushed to wear her school uniform. After finishing packing, Ais came out of her room. Ais opened the door of her room, she saw Bundan still standing in front of the door of her room with a face wet with tears.

Seeing the door of her son's room slowly open, Mother Sofi smiled to see her son and pulled Ais into his arms.

"Sorry dear Mother." heard that without being able to hold back Ais again, her tears flowed back with a rush.

After a long time in the arms of the Mother, Ais released her arms and chose to leave without saying a word. Seeing that, Mother Sofi's heart felt sliced. Mother Sofi knew very well that her daughter always harbored everything herself.

Now that Ais has arrived in front of her school, 5 minutes later the gate will be closed.

"luckily it's not too late" he murmured.

Ais ran towards her class, as soon as the lesson would begin. Sure enough, Mr. Rian as a teacher of Mathematics has been in the classroom. Seeing that Ais knocked on the door and asked for permission to enter.

"Assalamualaikum sir, sorry sir I'm late. Can I come in?" Mr. Rian was a little surprised why Ais could be late, because Ais was an exemplary student in his class.

"Why are you late? Judah came in, this time I was just tolerating. Because your grades are always good at my lessons." Hearing that Ais calmed down a little, she went in and sat down in her chair.

"Why are you late Ais, this is a math maple. There was a pr again last week." I know what this friend means.

"You don't get pr from dad anymore?" asked Ais without looking at Dita.

"Hehe was already in his book minus Refan." hearing his name called Refan turned to Dita.

"What did you tell Refan, until he wanted to cheat?" hearing that Dita fell silent, because she was afraid that Ais was angry.

flesbacks...

Time shows 06.30 am. Seen someone was excited here and there because they have not done the mathematical Pr. He was busy grumbling because he had not found his best friend in class.

"Busettt where the hell is the child, not usually at this hour there is no news. I forgot to take pr again. Hadeeh screwed up this is my future if I think it's this."

His eyes were on someone he knew enough about his weakness.

"Eh aa' Refan is cute everywhere there is no opponent, has not been menggjajian pr mathematics?" hearing that, Refan was just being indifferent without looking at him, because he knew what he wanted Dita.

"Give me mah, jaudah. Even if I want to cheat, I will help dekeetin the Ice. Yaudah doesn't want a gapapa. find another." Hearing that, his reaction was quick. Refan gave his Pr book to Dita.

"Now, actually help. But don't say it." Whisper in a soft voice.

"Every boss, we'll eat breakfast in the bag." His hand quickly snatched the book from Refan.

"It's so easy to get caught. Well I want to help. But dapetin heart Ais is not easy. I think you have to go up and down the valley for 1000 years first.hahaha." he muttered and ended with a laugh until the friends in the class looked at him while shaking their heads.

"I'm not crazy to talk to Ta" said one of his classmates and added laughter by another friend.

The bell rang, and Mr. Rian was in the classroom while Dita had not heard from Ais until a knock came from the door.

flashback.

We are awakened from his daydream because it found the reluctance of the Ice.

"No, I didn't feel anything" he replied with a smile looking at Ais, but Ais only glanced at a glance and focused again on learning.

Dita looked at Ais with a suspicious face. He looked at Ais' eyes that were so swollen, and it seemed that his best friend was having a serious problem.

After changing the hours of learning, now the bell break was stopped. Dita looked at Ais who was still busy with her books. Until Dita could not take it anymore and finally began to ask.

"Ais, what's wrong with you? there's a problem saying, don't hold it yourself." Dita is well aware of her best friend, Ais is someone who is busy with her own thoughts. Have a problem of not sharing. Only certain things that he sometimes tells, if he thinks it is necessary or needs a different view.

"Hmm Same father Mother will return le Turkey again Ta, for the same reason." Without looking at Dita, Ais was still focused on her books.

Dita hugged Ais from the side, and rubbed her shoulders. Ais's smile only fell silent. Knowing this is not an easy thing for Ais, until now he can look very strong. But in his heart, it was broken.

"I know that you're not okay anymore. So don't be so strong in front of me. You can cry, you can be angry, you can also be disappointed. Exit all of them. Gapapa, everything will be beautiful in time Ice. And you like to say, Allah will not give trials to His servants, beyond the limits of the ability of every servant. So everything will be fine later too. God willing." Hearing that Ais smiled.

"Who are you studying with? MaasyaAllah ustadzah Dita. Thanks for the enlightenment." God told Dita.

"Yes same Ayesha, who else." both laughed, the sadness that Ais felt now gradually reduced.