Should I Forgive You?

Episode 17's

Chapter 17's

I vaguely

hearing someone say my name and feeling someone holding it

so strong and feeling familiar with this voice. I opened my eyes slowly and looked

dabio beside me, bio immediately hugged me tightly and crying made me come too

crying out.

‘’ sya you

already awake, I want to get something’’ he said still holding my hand

‘’ a-a-i-r’’

I said stammering and immediately got me a glass of water for me to drink

‘’ want me

cut off sya fruit?’’ ask again and I reply with a nod

Immediately

took the fruit and peeled me and helped bribe me after it was done

I went back to sleep and dabio still held my hand and refused

untying.

After falling asleep

dabio also fell asleep in a sitting position near me.

Next

the next day I woke up and did not find dabio next to me. I also returned

crying over my mistake, I regretted not letting dabio explain it

at me. My heart aches to remember my mistake yesterday.

Not long door

my room was open and I found dabio coming in with something, watching me open

dabio's eyes came to me, though,

‘’ sya you

wake up?’’ ask while sitting next to me

‘’ forgive me

bio’’ I said

‘’ yes I am

should apologize to you, for not being able to explain everything in early ‘’

he said as he took my hand and I answered with a slit

‘’ no bio,

I was wrong never gave you a chance. I'm sorry sorry sorry’’ said I

cry while

‘’ let it be

mistakes in the past are a lesson for us in the future, I've

forgave you long before you apologized to me. And it's all also my fault’’

he said he was trying to strengthen me

‘’ sorry forgive

i'm bio. If only I had allowed you to meet me and explain

everyone, surely nothing like this will happen’’

‘’ yes you are not

there's never been anything wrong with me, maybe fate wants to separate us temporarily and

meet us now.’’ Said

‘’ but bio

i.. ‘’ I said while looking down

‘’ I know yes

you already have a lover, I know everything you did 3 years ago sya’’

said

And make me

raise my head

you know all that?’’ ask me to be surprised

‘’ I always

watching you from afar, I always ask you from your friends

sya’’ dabio

‘’ huh?’’

I try to digest his words again

‘’ yes yes, I

dare not approach you. I can only see you from a distance, that's all

I can see you laughing is my happiness but seeing you cry

it feels like my heart feels like it's on a stab-tuk’’ said dabio who can't

held back her cries

I also

crying to hear his words.

‘’ sya canka

I asked for a chance to be next to you again?’’

I was surprised

hearing it, I don't know what to say, my tongue was confused to hear

utterances

‘’ yes I did

asking to be your lover, I asked to stay by your side

sya. That's all I got’’

And soon I

nod my head

On my side

thinking of Aaron, well even though I knew I could never love him

I tried a few times I still couldn't.

Well I did

egotistical. But my heart can't lie I can't lose it

from my heart though as hard as I forget it still can not even feel

love increased. And for Aaron I just always looked up to him my best friend.

Ever once

aaron asked how I felt about her,

The flashback

‘’ syakif

do you love me’’

‘’ forgive me

aaron my heart is for him, although I try to forget it still can't. Though

he has hurt me’’ said I held back tears

‘’ no

any syakif slowly open your heart to me yah’’ he said gently

to me and hugged me

Flashback off

Not long door

opened and...

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