
Rafa looks moody and thoughtful sitting behind Villa which leads to a sea that looks like Rafa is full of mind load.
Where in Rafa's mind was where Rafa thought about what Miranda said earlier. Miranda, who wants to leave everything behind, ends her career and marries Rafa, who must divorce Ashifa and bum again what Ashifa said, is remembered in Rafa's mind.
Things like that that damage Rafa's thinking that makes Rafa so thoughtful and uncertain.
"Rapha!" tegur Xander who surprised Rafa memebuay Rafa look back.
"Bah" said Rafa.
"What are you thinking?" ask Xander who is sitting next to Rafa.
"It's okay" answered Rafa who must have lied.
"How could you be okay. Obviously papa sees you as having a burden of mind" said Xander.
"My marriage" said Rafa, looking at Xander.
"What's wrong with your wedding?" ask Xander.
"I want to end it" said Rafa to Xander's surprise.
"Rapha!" lirih Xander's.
"I'm tormented by all this" said Rafa.
"Then you thought Asyifa didn't" said Xander.
"If he's tormented so I don't think there's any reason not to end it all" Rafa said.
"Rafa, Asyifa is a good boy, Sholeha, from a good family, why are you this evil who has to hurt an innocent girl" Xander said.
"It's not him who chose all this, it's all his will" said Rafa.
"What do you mean?" ask Xander.
"He accepted this marriage. It means he knows the risk and okay I forgive him by ending it all, so he won't get hurt again" Rafa said with his very silly mindset making Xander shake his head.
"Geez Rafa. Papa really does not expect your way of mind. You can think short like this. Rafa should have been aware. Who is the woman you hurt. You try to pray first, who knows your heart is immediately open. Do not let you regret. Asyifa will never marry you. If he knows who you are. He survives despite knowing everything. Because of the upbringing of his parents because of the knowledge he has how to overcome all the problems that occur and he is not rash and that proves he is much smarter than you," said Xander.
"Papa continued to interpret her, understood her feelings and did not understand what Rafa was feeling. Pah, Rafa is very tortured by all this and actually Rafa is the victim" said Rafa.
"Enough! Papa doesn't know what else to say to you. Papa was really very disappointed with you and it's up to you now how you want to. But papa needs to remind you not to be sorry. Papa just suggested Rafa try to open your eyes and mind so that the devil does not possess you" said Xander who spoke firmly to Rafa.
"You may have heard it often. How many parents want Asyifa as a daughter-in-law and you are a man who should be lucky and not with him who is unlucky. But you're never grateful for what happened and you're very disappointed in you," said Xander who immediately stood up leaving Rafa who is now only silent after getting a warning and spicy words from his papa.
"Why doesn't anyone understand how I feel. Do you think I'm also very happy, when I see him bear it all. Not at all and I want to solve this problem before things get longer," Rafa's inner self by rubbing his face with all 2 hands while breathing slowly forward.
Xander is always trying to make Rafa understand the problem of marriage.
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After a discussion with Xander and obviously Xander disagrees with Rafa who wants to end his marriage. Rafa finally returned to the room with his gloomy face.
There Ashifa fell asleep. Rafa stepped closer to the bed and saw Asyifa lying on the bed with her shaded face. Very beautiful when asleep with long hair. Just sleep pretty what else wake up and Rafa is not aware of it. Because Rafa sednag is blinded.
Rafa stood on the edge of the bed only looking at Asyifa with an illegible gaze at all.
Suddenly Miranda's words were recalled asking Rafa to part with Asyifa and Miranda to leave all for Rafa's sake. But what Xander said also came to his mind where Xander did not agree with the separation of Rafa and Asyifa. All the memories that made his mind mess up made him rub rough his face with his 2 hands.
"Are you satisfied Asyifa has made me like this. Are you content to have ruined everything and ruined my life," Rafa did in his heart who was very angry with Ashifa.
"You made the biggest mistake of daring to enter my life by accepting that marriage. Asyifa I've done a lot to make you go away. But you survived. You accepted everything with what I did, what I said before you should have realized it and you stayed here and stayed.
"And yes Asyifa I will stop everything with the best parting between us and you know that I do for you too. Because I'm still pointing out that if I'm a human being with a heart by way of separation between us, then you're free of everything and there's no need to feel any of this," rafa's inner self that kept seeing Asyifa and her heart murmured in his heart.
Rafa realizes that he is outrageous. He did it deliberately to make Asyifa give up and leave. But who would have thought Asyifa survived and there must be a reason. Rafa also has plans to stop and definitely by way of separation or divorce.
"But back again. I can't do that. Because no one agrees with me. My family wanted all this. My family wants you to stay with me and I'll stay in pain when I'm with you. So who is evil among us Asyifa. It wasn't me that was the evil Asyifa that was the evil one that ruined my life and put me in all this with great pressure and what's more my family clearly sided with you and didn't care about me at all,"
"Oek well if you really want it then I'll run it back to what you want. So don't blame me if you're going to suffer more at my hands, because this is what you want. This is what you want Asyifa and not me who wants this. So let's get on with it and see until when you hold on to all this" Rafa's inner voice continues to speak in his heart that continues to see Asyifa who remains soundly asleep.
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The honeymoon vacation is over. Not honey, its name is. Because many incidents that occur are unexpected and must also make Xander and Shofia follow because of Rafa's actions. They were indeed so unfortunately with Asyifa and were very afraid of something happening to Asyifa. So they were willing to follow for Asyifa.
They finally returned and were already in the plane that the plane was also above the clouds that are now flying towards Jakarta.
On the plane, Ashifa was performing prayers as usual. If the hour of prayer he is not praying who knows the place. Wherever it is for Asyifa it is an obligation and must be carried out as soon as possible.
Rafa is busy with his hanphon which has been ringing since then which is not at all lifted it turns out it is a call from Miranda.
"Mah!" Pekik Rafa who tried to get back his phone from his mother.
"You're really outrageous huh. Your wife is worshipping, even noisy. If you do not want to pray quietly do not disturb people praying," said Shofia who scolded Rafa with his upset face who did not care about Rafa.
"Mama what the hell to be ashamed of," sahut Rafa who still has shame with his mother who scolded him in front of the crowd and Rafa did see around him where they look towards Rafa which makes Rafa more embarrassed.
"You still have shame turns out. Mama thought there was no shame in you. You don't bother Asyifa and this is again a very ignorant woman, still contacting you," said Shofia angrily who saw the incoming call from Miranda.
"What did mom do?" asked Rafa who saw her mother pick up the phone call.
"What do you want. Never call my son. Did you hear. If you do it again. I'll teach you a lesson" said Shofia firmly speaking to Miranda who left Rafa unable to do anything but just full of annoyance and Shofia after she finished speaking directly to turn off the call.
"Your path. You can be embarrassed if your mom gets angry with you. But not ashamed of your behavior and that woman," Shofia said by suppressing her voice that made Rafa just silent.
"See you if you dare call her again. Mama really will not tolerate you anymore" said Shofia who returned Davin's phone and Davin just sighed who could not say anything more.
"Arghh shit!" Bumpat Rafa after the mother returned to her seat which is now pacified by her husband and Rafa glanced next to him looking at Ashifa who is still performing his prayer. He was not bothered at all with Rafa who had been angered by Shofia.
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While on the other side Miranda called Rafa who was surprised to hear what she heard.
"Damn!" as Miranda clenched her hands with her cruel face.
"Rafa's mom was always rude to me. Speech is so outrageous that it doesn't seem to care about me at all. I'm really sick of Rafa's family underestimating me and all this because of that damn woman and just see what I'm gonna do to him. I'm really going to make a calculation for you smart-ass lady" said Miranda, who has a lot of plans for Asyifa.
At first Miranda did not care about Asyifa being Rafa's wife. Because for him Rafa won't like Asyifa either. As long as he stays with Rafa and Miranda, his stupid time with the woman he has status with as his lover's wife.
But Miranda must be shown if Ashifa who is considered trivial is not a smebarangan person. Aside from a distinguished family who had a mother as a career woman in her youth and also now a famous writer. Asyifa is also the son of a doctor who is known to many people and has the largest hospital in Indonesia.
In addition, Asyifa herself is also a beautiful and smart woman and higher education and IQ above average and also Asyifa is very well known to people and praised her a lot and compliments it on the listen in miranda Ear.
Miranda, though, does not acknowledge the greatness of Asyifa. But she as an international model is also inferior to Ashifa. Miranda's family background is unclear. Unbalanced education with Asyifa. Bad images that are often heard and certainly as celebrities are many Scandal-scandal experienced Miranda which is 180 degrees different from Asyifa and how Miranda is not inferior.
So Miranda won't let Rafa go even after his bull's determination to leave his career for Rafa. Yeah don't want to lose so much with Asyifa that certainly.
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After a long journey, they all returned to the house that was picked up by the driver who was brought home.
"Assynjetoy!" asyifa opened the door. Zee, Shania, Aqeela, Ardi who was in the living room were shocked to hear the greeting and looked towards the door.
"Walaikum salam," they said.
"Grandma!" aqila cried with happiness who immediately ran to chase after her grandmother and grandfather who had come home from vacation
Shania, Zee and Ardi immediately stood up and approached Asyifa and the others.
"Sister!" asyifa immediately embraced Shania.
"You've come home Ashifa. You're just more beautiful. Though just a week did not meet," praised Shania who had taken off her embrace from her sister-in-law.
"You are always exaggerated when you talk" said Asyifa with a bell on her brother.
"That's a reality. Sister is more beautiful and her aura is so positive," said Zee who is no less praised. Asyifa just smiled hearing that. Rafa's face should not be asked if he already knew what it was like.
"I'm tired. I want to take a break right away," said Rafa tightly and the others just sighed to hear it.
"Om Rafa why did you leave? what gift for Aqila?" aqela asked in her long voice to Rafa.
"When you ask the same Om. Aqela never asked for Oma" said Rafa.
"Issss, annoying," said Aqila with her pouting face, "Om Rafa is no longer dear to Aqela. Yes, I do not remember Aqila and go back and forth instead of embracing Aqila and even want to go away," said Aqila who was sulking because of Rafa's actions that ignored him.
"Rafa really can you make your own niece sulk," said Shania.
Rafa sighed and definitely could not bear that adorable face of Aqila.
"Well dear Aqila is Aqela want to get anything from Om?" asked Rafa who spoke softly to Aqela and Asyifa looking at it smilingly. Asyifa's heart seemed calm hearing the grumpy master's words.
"There is so much that Aqela wants" said Aqela.
"Well then. Come to Om's room" said Rafa who directly carried Aqela.
"Horeeee," said Aqela who was so happy and when she was carried by Rafa by climbing the stairs that made others smile to see Aqela and Rafa.
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