SHINE of My Love KAMELIA At the End of Dusk

LITTLE CONFESSION

The breeze teased Kamelia, calling her to come down and enjoy the beautiful beach at the end of the twilight.

However, long ago they were still riveted in mute. Feelings of guilt and regret again attacked Kemil's mind. Kamelia just looked down and regretted her weakness. Drifting in the helplessness he was feeling.

"Me, like being killed by my own feelings... I thought I was waiting with certainty. But... I used to be just a kid who was very easy to make fun of. Promised something, but no need to keep." I don't know what made him dare to express his heart like that. Or either because of the fresh wind that Kemil breathed against him lately.

Kamelia decided to get off and down the beach. A gentle breeze blew away her long hair.

Kamelia stretched out her hands and closed her eyes while breathing the beach air that cooled her heart at dusk.

There are only them, real humans have long loved each other. But as fate tests their love, they must separate distance, space and time. But after distance, space and time reunite them, their love is back apart as it is tested by a misunderstanding that ensues.

Kemil came to cross his right hand on Kamelia's shoulder from behind, while his left hand was coiled in the camellia's already protruding belly.

"What's really going on, Kamel? Can't you tell me?" Kemil could not hold back his feelings. He did not want more and more regret for hating Kamelia's condition.

"Why ask now?" Kamelia released herself from Kemil's arms. "Don't you promise to see me after coming back? But what's the evidence, Kemil?" Kamelia stepped forward.

"I'm still the old Kamelia... Kamelia promised to wait for your arrival... Save the paper birds you gave... Remembering you... Missed you... And even build love for a man who no longer 'I remember his face." Her tears just flowed without her permission.

"Where is my fault now?" Kamelia was getting more and more bold in expressing her pain.

"But how can you conceive someone else's child?" Kemil asked with half a shout. He was at a loss to define everything that happened with Kamelia.

"I don't want to either... But I was raped, Kemil... I'm raped..." Kamelia was no longer able to contain him. He sobbed at Kemil's question so suddenly for him.

Like lightning striking. Kemil was shocked to hear Kamelia's words.

"I'm sorry to have vented my father's mistake from my baby to you. I'm sorry I couldn't tell anyone about the father of this baby. This baby happened because of an illegitimate seed, and until whenever he just prasabkan me, Kemil. So, I think it's free to tell anyone who this baby's father really is." Kamelia brushed away her flowing tears and tickled her cheeks.

He stepped back and turned his back on Kemil.

Kemil immediately approached Kamelia and clutched her tightly. "I'm sorry, Kamel... I'm mistaken... I shouldn't have blasphemed you at that time... I was wrong, Kamel... I'm sorry." He repeatedly apologized for being truly sorry for what he had said back then to Kamelia.

" Please give me some time until this child is born... After that, I promise I will never again be present in your life and your family, Kemil. I'll go far until there won't be a chance for us to meet again..."

They were silent for a moment.

"My baby is innocent... He deserves to live as he should... She is not the futility that God has brought into my womb." Camellia's tears fell as every word came out of her mouth.

"Even if his physique has similarities with his father... I'll keep taking care of him." Kamelia looked far away.

Somehow Kemil didn't want to hear Kamelia ask for her time just temporarily. She was so unwilling, even just to imagine Kamelia would be far away from her.

The twilight sun across the beach paints beauty for those who look at it. And the reddish orange light that emanated from him was able to calm the hearts of a couple who were struck by turmoil. Kemil still continues to hold Kamelia until the sky turns dark and star-studded there.

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