She is My Dea (Pursuing a Crazy Wife)

For the sake of my baby

Dea was silent again with an erratic heart.if she remembered about Justin. somehow he could not lie to himself, if he still expected the man to accept himself back. but when he remembers the press conference that Justin did last time, he makes himself realize that Justin will never accept anything else to admit it. Even though Dea is pregnant with her child.

to Justin and his family, Dea was still a despicable person in their eyes.

Dea shook her head repeatedly.

"ga. ga can't Dea. stop it!!. stop hoping that Midea. the man has thrown you away. Justin has never loved you in the least.in his heart there is only his wife and family.you to him are trash, a mental hospital patient".this time the brain and bathin Dea whispered.

Dea sighed, then she said to herself

"fine. I will stop hoping.now it's just me and my baby.

Then he laid his body on the bed belonging to Jasmine. tilted his body hugging the bolster.he closed his eyes.in the corner of his eyes he hoped for a happy life with his baby later. until finally Dea fell asleep without knowing what time he entered the phase of his dream.

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Dea woke up in the morning blind.he saw a wall clock showing five o'clock in the morning.meaning there was still time for him to laze in bed.

but the sound of the door being knocked from outside. Aunt Alma said hello. Dea just let it go. Dea did not care.just he did not know what to answer. Dea rarely heard the word when she became a plus plus model and also lived alone in Jkt.

Dea opened the door and saw Alma using a mukena, and soon Danang came out of his house and locked the door.

"mayok. later kito keburu late. tak lamo this. soon adhan dawn in kumandangkan. later not overtaken also circumcision qabliyah dawn kito". invited Danang to ask his wife to hurry.

Alma who saw Dea was dumb, immediately pulled Dea's arm. she immediately locked the door of the Inca house.

"sook Jasmin.kito pray in musholla at the end of the road. while breathing the morning air. very good for health. let plong dadanyo." said Alma.

Alma who had prepared a mukena for her adopted daughter immediately dressed her to Dea. complete with skirt scabbard.

they walked together behind Danang who was already five meters away from before them.

"we used to go on foot like this if you want to dawn.along the way breathe the morning air. hmmmmm freshnyo". said Alma who tried to tell her past with the Inca and Jasmine casually and lightly.

then Alma smiled while holding Dea's arm, to follow her steps faster.

arriving at musholla. Alma took Dea to the ablution. Dea just looked at the mother who had a little gray hair on her head washes some of all that was on her body smoothly. even Dea saw other women doing the same.

Alma had finished doing his wudhunya. he saw Dea who was still sculpting without rushing to do ablution.he scrunched his forehead.

"is this selamo. Jasmine does not pray, makanyo she does not understand to do ablution.

alma then asked Dea to follow his steps in the process of taking ablution. Dea followed Alma's movements, beginning with washing her hands, then holding water in both palms to wash her mouth with a gargle. as soon as the water washed his face he felt his cool water penetrate the skin of his face.

Alma patiently taught Dea in the ablution process until the last step in washing both feet.

Alma asked Dea to follow her words.

"Asyhadu an laa Ilaaha illalloh wahdahu laa syariika lahu. Wa asyhadu anna Muhammadan 'abduhu wa rasuuluhu. Allahummaj'alni tawwaabiina interest, waj'alni minal mutatohhirina, waj'alni min 'ibaadikas sholihiina. Subhanaka allahumma wa bihamdika astagfiruka wa atuubu.

Means :

"I testify that there is no God but Allah, no ally to Him, and I testify that the Prophet Muhammad was the servant and messenger of Allah. O Allah, make me part of the repentant class and make me part of the holy ones, and make me part of the righteous class of Your servants. Glory be to You, O Allah, I ask forgiveness and repentance to You." 

Alma smiled at Dea's words that had not been so eloquent in the prayer. Alma is determined she will help her adopted daughter to learn more about religion.

then they entered the musholla. Alma held qabliyah prayers at dawn.while Dea was still sitting and looking around.just like the child of Kindergarten who was first invited by his mother to pray congregation in musholla or mosque.

shortly thereafter iqamat reverberated which foreshadowed the congregational dawn prayer will be carried out immediately. Dea also stood following the other worshipers in performing the dawn prayer.

chanting verse by verse heard in the ear of Dea. There was a feeling of martyrdom in his heart. Dea never felt his heart as calm as this. prostrate for the sake of prostration he did follow the movement of imam prayer.until finally finished the obligation of Muslims in that morning. after dhikr and pray for a moment. they also came home on foot.

"auntie". Dea called Alma slowly.

"iyo Jasmine. Is there any apo? ". ask Alma

"is everyone to be accepted by God if he repents, even if he sins a great deal.

"every one of the people in this world, even if his sin is like a foam in the sea, provided that the person will repent to Allah, God willing Dea. God will forgive him and try to do it again".Alma said who knows where Jasmine talks.

"God is forgiving of all Jasmine's sins except for the shirk.Begging God alone. if we do not repent immediately, Kito's grandchildren will suffer the consequences later on.

alma had been eager to ask about her Jasmine life for the past three years, but she said she wanted to. he would give Jasmine more time until Jasmine told herself what had happened in the past three years.

while Midea was silent after hearing Alma's words that so angled her. Dea remembers her past sin about her who always appeared sexy which invites passion men who look at her body.Even Justin he was trapped just to be able to touch her.

now Dea realizes that what she has been doing all along is wrong, she is determined to change and live life well for the sake of her baby.

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