Sharing the Dusk

nostalgia 1

Ar I miss....

Somehow every time I remember that name I always say Ar I miss.

The quiet atmosphere this afternoon incised so many chest-stifling incisions, after a long time I set foot again in this place "Still the same" I murmured.

I walk this foot into a favorite corner every time I come here, this beach holds a million stories and memories that still stick clearly in my brain memory.

Ngobaran Beach, this beach is located on the south coast of Gunungkidul DIY.

This beach is divided into two parts, the top includes a puree, mini set temple and some statues of Goddesses of Hindu belief because this place is also often made a place of traditional ceremonies.

While at the bottom there is a source of fresh water that is often taken by the surrounding population to drink, although the location of the spring on the beach but miraculously never mixed with sea water.

At the bottom of this we can also play beach sand and there are some rocks overgrown with seaweed.

Usually the surrounding population looking for seaweed and some seafood when the beach water is receding.

"Don't baper" said it was able to mengultimatum me to wake up from daydreaming.

"No, who's the baper" I said.

"It's. wong looks good!" his eyes were sharp "don't think about it anymore" he continued, landing his buttocks to sit next to me.

"We're here for Vi's holiday, not to add to the burden" said Ragil who followed us.

"Sorry. I don't mean to make you more depressed" he said.

"We invite you here to gather, we rarely gather now" added Ragil.

"Hemmm" I replied.

Because lazy to respond to two men on my left and right side who started chatting nggoror reminiscing about the past when I first invited here.

It is still my eyes to continue to admire the beauty of this place. Where today only a handful of people come to see how wonderful an almighty gift is.

Including us, who willingly came all the way from the Capital to enjoy the twilight this afternoon.

The sky looks bright until there is a golden spray up there, where people are willing to hunt to places that are difficult to travel though.

I took the camera and shot the lens at various angles.

"It's good to be able to see the ginian again" said Nawa, seizing my camera.

"Emang in Pemalang there is no ginian" I said.

"There is no cooking ginian, but it is different if you are the same again" he continued.

"Open up there is Okta, who can get you anytime" my lead.

"It's the same Okta who saw the others" Nawa while making a shudder.

Nawa is the figure of a friend who is able to warm the atmosphere every time he is beside her despite his cool and super cute character.

Nawa was working at a private bank in the pemalang area which demanded her leave early in the morning and return home late at night.

"This place is still the same, the sunset is still the same as the first time I came here with you" he said while shooting my camera lens that had changed hands.

"That horizon never changes, but things change to be different" I said.

"Hufffff.." nawa threw her breath away rough.

"Everything may not be the same as Vi, there are times when we have to give up" said Nawa.

"Hem...maybe" said I who did not want to respond to the words nawa which incidentally much more can guess what I think.

"Right now it's getting dark"

"Yes, take the others as well" I asked.

Because the golden spurt up there has turned into dim darkness.

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"You want to go home what nginep in homestay" said Ragil, Arriving at the homestay that has been rented Nawa to stay overnight.

"Nginep here" I replied.

"You don't want to go home to see your family first, if they know you are on vacation here and don't want to stop by for sure they are disappointed Vi" he continued.

"Let's just know anyway they know klo I will vacation here after the homestay reservation" said ku cynical.

"Indeed, you didn't tell your parents you wanted a vacation here"

"No need" I said cynically.

I stepped foot into the room that had been prepared beforehand by the owner of the homestay.

"Eventually meet the mattress as well" gamamku while lying down.

"Vi you want to take a shower?" ask Sandalwood my roommate this time.

"Tar first, still want to fall" I replied.

"Okay, I go first" said Cendana to the bathroom door.

"Hemm"

not yet had his eyes closed perfectly there was already a commotion that I heard and led to my room.

"Eat first yuk, mother sum has cooked dinner" said Nawa who played gawking into my room without knocking.

"Wait for Sandalwood again to bathe" I cried as I got up.

"We've been waiting in front"

As soon as I leave the room, it turns out the food has been lined up neatly at the buffet table, here do not expect there to be a dining table like other homestays, because the custom of eating here is unique, namely lesehan below and form a circle.

"Monggo mas mbak dikersakne sak entene geh koyo ngeten Niki" said Bu sum keeper homestay where we stayed.

(please enjoy the mas mbak sober).

"Gegeh Bu mathur nuwun" I replied.

(yes ma'am thank you)

We also enjoyed dinner with a rustic-style menu that sometimes made me miss it.

Finished with dinner we went to homestay.

Nawa and Ragil have started singing, doing silly things to entertain.

"You didn't join their Ama" asked Arya.

"Tar nyulah lahun lah want abisin tea first" I answered while showing a glass filled with hot tea.

Instead of joining them he sat down beside me.

" How are you working"

"Current right"

"You still feel at home every day the laptop is struggling with complicated programming logarithm (coding)" I asked.

"It's not easy to find a job now" he replied.

Arya is a hardworking friend who in fact is close to me and often meets like ragil.

Arya works at a game manufacturing company in Jakarta. Close to my workplace.

While Ragil he worked at a travel company that forced him to stop often in several cities including often in Jakarta.

While Cendana and Eko they settled in Jogja.

"I hope I don't see him here"

Arya also immediately turned to me"why indeed if you meet him here, it's enough you avoid all this time from his and your family" he concluded.

"fr..... It's all hard for me what else to meet I'm not ready".

"Vii.....I don't know how complicated you guys used to be but everything has to be dealt with, we're here to support your decision"

"I don't know if I'm ready yet" I replied as I approached my other best friend and left Arya, who was grieving for my answer just now.

"Hardness mah remains hard, when soft" he murmured softly but I was still able to hear.

The time was getting late finally one by one of us say to sleep stay me, Bu sum, and nawa. Still tidying up our trash and drinking containers to take to the kitchen.

From the direction of the homestay gate I heard a car stop and try to open the gate.

"For a while, I saw who came on nights like this" said Bu Sum.

Without waiting for Bu sum's answer to leave, shortly after that someone came with Bu sum.

"Viona Adisti"

The sound was like an electric shock in my body that momentarily made me freeze.

I turned my body back to how shocked I was at that moment.

"Your" my voice stammered.

seriate....