Sharing Love for Two Hearts

Come here, so me?!

Too many toxins and demands and insults from her parents-in-law, making Dian's Heart as Dead to Andara, her attitude was slowly changed. Cuek, lazy to argue, pretend not to know and give up. All that he did because he also needed inner calm. Cuek does not mean Dian does not care. Lazy argue because he is already in the tiring phase but still difficult to leave. Even he pretended not to know so that his heart did not hurt more than he felt and he relented, not that he lost but rather did not want to make things worse, as simple as it is now.

Even when gathering with friends and family or relatives, Dian is the most out-of-the-box. That is of course in aware of Andara. Even the man always asked him why, why and why.

Dian answered with a smile and a headband. Wanting to ignore but there was a great fear in his heart. So Andara decided to meet his first wife as soon as Elana and Alesya fell asleep.

Upon arrival at the door of Dian's room, the man slowly turned the door. And thankfully tonight Dian didn't lock the door to her room so you can enter without having to wake Dian up.

Andara's steps stopped beside the bed, when he did not find the whereabouts of his wife, the man also circulated his gaze to the whole room looking for the whereabouts of the wife, the, until the sound of crying distracts him and makes him move towards the balcony where the sound came from.

From behind you can see Dian who is standing while staring at the dark night sky. Slowly you approached her, As much as possible the man did not make a sound, so as not to surprise Dian.

Without you knowing, moments like this are the most difficult times for Dian, where the woman has tried and done many things but has not been given the opportunity. This afternoon he returned to visit Doctor Obgyn according to the schedule that had been agreed to hope there was a glimmer of hope for him, but the results were nil and ended up making him cry again like this.

So great is the desire of that woman to have a child in her life! God does not seem to give him that trust. As hard as she could, Dian shed her tears, holding her hands together.

" O Lord, when can I feel what Elana is feeling! God, is all this so hard for me? I don't deserve to be a mother." He murmured while staring at the sky with tears that kept dripping.

" Patience to you, baby! Someday you will feel what El feels. " Said Andara While hugging Dian's body from behind.

" What are you doing?" Dian asked, she was so shocked when she heard your voice and there was a hand coiling around her waist. The woman tried to remove the link of your hand." Anyway, why are we here." Then again, while throwing your hand, the woman turned around and pushed your body a little away from her.

" You're why baby, how weird gini. " She complained, as Dian moved further away from her.

" I'm sorry I'm tired, you better go back to Elana's room! Isn't it her turn tonight to be with you."

" Dear I know but _"

" Go back, remember you have to be fair to both of us and I don't want your presence here to make things worse for me. " Said Dian.

" I'm sorry that I can't determine my attitude well, I beg you, let me accompany you. " Pinta Andara, the man tried to get close to Dian.

" For what? If you're afraid I'll torture myself! You're wrong and there's no need to be afraid, because I'm more comfortable on my own now. " Sahut Dian's.

" I don't mean anything! It's just that I'm used to it. Accustomed to being sick, accustomed to not being understood, accustomed to being despised and accustomed to being made to cry. So I hope one day you can get used to it without me. " Answer Dian. The woman smiled at Andara not the usual forced smile but a sincere smile. A smile that shows that he is getting used to the situation, although sometimes He still cries often, as a form of expression of his fragile heart.

" Dear, I love you so much! please don't act like this. We can work together again, I'm sure someday you will be given that trust. We just need to be patient because I'm sure everything will be fine, everything will be back to how it used to be even if there's elana between us." Instantly, Dian immediately laughed while clapping her hands.

" You can only say patiently, patiently and patiently without knowing, the pain of that word of patience. And stop saying be patient and everything will be fine. Because if everything is as easy as you say. Then come here and change my position for a moment, so you can feel how, so I. " Anian's reply made Andara lose her words.

" Oh, you won't understand either! maybe self-conscious is the best way for both of us." continued Dian again, he began to move from his place, stepped into the room and walked towards the door followed by Andara, and then, Dian opened the door to her room. " Please." Said Dian while inviting Youara to come out of her room without looking at her husband's face.

" You're driving me away." Ask Andara.

" If you think like that, I won't deny it either." Dian replied, the woman still turned her face away from Andara.

" Sweet_."

" Mommy, help! I'm tired, I want to rest." The insertion made Andara unable to resist, the man left his first wife's room. As soon as you are outside. Dian immediately closed the room door and locked it.

He was leaning behind the door with his body slowly sagging down. " Why is everything like this! With you I am sick, not with you I miss. Why is this relationship getting more complicated and painful for me. Can it all go back to how it used to be. When I'm with you I'm very happy and when I'm far away I don't need to feel homesick and jealous at the same time. I want to get away from you but I can't. I cannot put my family to shame, I cannot give in to my feelings and I cannot accept my defeat. " Say's voice followed her crying." Mama's heart In pain mah, Di must what now? " Sanya asked while immersing her face between her knees.

Maybe Dian can smile and be okay. But deep down he was so fragile. Dian is in her bad times. Wanted to leave but there was still a sense of holding it back, wanting to tell stories and complain but not knowing to whom. Not because he has no friends or family. He actually has all of that. It was just that he was too scared, afraid that they could not understand. And even if they could help, they could only give him good input. But it all came back for Dian, because she was the one who went through it all.

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