Sharing Love: The Forbidden Desire of My Husband

Spiritual Siraman

...A traitor will regret seeing his victim become a better person....

...~Almeera Azzelia Shanum...

...🌴🌴🌴...

Almeera's eyes glazed over. He never lacked affection. Both papa, mama and her two brothers always give great affection. Therefore, Almeera always doctrines her problem now, if this is her test in the world through her husband. 

Without a word, Almeera immediately rushed into the arms of the brother. Hugged her tightly, and cried there. She is not weak, but a woman will cry when she is tired. It is not that women will feel relieved, if she has cried about the problem. 

Sometimes people don't have to feel strong. Sometimes people don't have to try to look good. That mentality is the most powerful thing to guard. To make her strong and relieved, then crying is the main way. Never insult those who persist because of coercion. Because we never know how he can be strong in his present condition. 

"How do you feel about Bara?" jonathan asked softly with his hand stroking his sister's back. 

"Honestly, I still love my husband, brother. No matter what Bara is now, he is a man who dares to propose to me in front of Papa. He was the man who introduced me to the religion of Islam and he was the father of my two children" he said by taking off his brother's arms. "Then how can I hate him, while he is the man who perfected me as a woman? Thanks to her I can be a mother. Thanks to Bara too I have two children who I love so much." 

The tears are getting more flowing. Even Almeera's voice was already so hoarse. His white face began to reddish because it was too much rubbed by his hands. 

"No, I don't understand, but what if Bara keeps hurting you?" 

Almeera took her breath so deeply. He looked up and looked up at Jonathan's ceiling. As hard as he could, he tried not to shed his tears again. 

"As I said. I'll try to hold on until Bia can understand everything. At least I don't feel guilty if later he knows I'm going to part with his papa" he said, staring at his sister's face.

"If you have given up. Come to Brother," asked Jonathan confidently.

"Surely." 

"Then have you met Narumi after his marriage to Bara?" jonathan asked with a curious face.

Almeera. However, his eyes looked forward as if recalling how the current state of the friend who was his honeymoon sister. 

"Last met, Narumi has changed once, Sister. She's getting pretty and sexy. When compared to him, I am like heaven and earth," he let out a tired sigh. "So she's smart to be a secretary. Unlike me, who is just a housewife. My appearance is even different than it used to be. My body is even so thin with my face unkempt." 

Unbeknownst to Almeera. Jonathan clenched both his hands. He disagreed with his sister's words. Almeera is a wonderful sister to him. He never spoiled or sneered at his parents and brothers. Even he was a submissive son and wife. 

"Then, change, Ra," said Jonathan who made Almeera's head turn.

"Changed?" almeera doesn't understand.

"Yes changed. Learn back to how you used to be. Take good care of yourself and don't mind much. Try to be Almeera as you were before marriage. Beautiful woman in covered clothes. However, behind it all has a nice and sexy body." 

"But…." 

"Kids?" jonathan was so fast.

Almeera spontaneously nodded. If he follows the advice of his brother. Wouldn't his time with Abraham and Bia be diminished. 

"Trust the children to their caretakers. Get your dream now. Pursue your goals as best you can. Prove that even if you are just a housewife. But you can also make a career" Jonathan said with confidence. "Only later you survive or part with Bara. That's later." 

Almeera. He actually missed his old self as well. She likes to exercise, eat healthy, take care of herself and decorate even though she is a veiled woman.

...🌴🌴🌴...

The words spoken by Jonathan kept ringing in Almeera's head. In his memory, Almeera only stuck one word that he had to do, 'CHANGE'. Yes, he has to start changing to become a better person.

Changed to become a stronger person. Become the figure of the former Almeera. A woman with a male spirit who is independent and can work without the help of others. He can't keep going like this. Crying, disappointment and roaring alone without direction.

He looked to the side. There, there was the figure of her 4-year-old little girl. A reinforcing figure after his first son in this marriage. And only for the sake of Bia, she was able to survive all the selfishness in her marriage. 

"Where are we going, Ma?" ask little Bia.

Both are currently in the car. A few minutes ago, he just left his family's company. I don't know where this time is going. Bia sees if this isn't the way home. 

"We're going to the city park. How's it?" bargain Almeera with a glance at her son. 

"Garden?" repeat Bia with shining eyes. "You." 

Little Bia is so happy. He clapped his hands and shook his shoulders to the right and to the left. The second child of Almeera and Bara couple is very different from the older brother, Abraham. If Abraham had been quieter. So Bia is a child who likes to appreciate, cheerful and so easily persuaded. 

After a ten minute drive. Eventually the car that Almeera and Bia were carrying arrived. The two immediately got down from there and walked while holding hands.

A small smile unceasingly Bia spread from her lips. Even when that thin mouth pointed at every existing merchant and all the toys that were being sold, it involuntarily made Almeera laugh happily. 

"Mama, Bia wants ice cream" he asked, pointing at the merchant not far from where they were sitting.

Almeera turned her head then she looked back at her daughter who was waiting for an answer. 

"He's been drinking ice cream, hasn't he?" asked Almeera softly.

The little head nodded. "So…." 

"He can't drink anymore" he said quickly.

"Smart kid." Almeera rubbed Bia's head. 

Bia is indeed a child who is not allowed to eat too much ice cream. His health can be disrupted to make Almeera always monitor whatever her daughter eats.

"If Bia asks for the balloon," his index finger points towards a round object and the like. "Can?" 

"certain. Let's buy it." 

The two immediately walked towards the balloon seller. As Almeera waited for her son's balloon order to be tied to a rock. Almeera accidentally saw a very familiar car in her eyes.

"Wasn't that the car Mas Bara. Where the hell is he going?" 

~Connected

Is that a Bara car?

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