
Zia and Yola who were still in the restaurant finally separated, Yola herself could not take Zia home because she had to go home immediately, her husband who served outside the city came home suddenly today.
"I'm sorry, Zi. I can't take you home, Mas Reno is home" Yola said.
"It's not papa" replied Zia.
After saying goodbye, Yola immediately left Zia who was still with Amar.
"I'm the one who took you?" tawar Amar wants to take Zia home.
Before replying, Zia turned her head towards Zidan first. The boy shook his head, refusing to be driven home by Amar. What's more, Zidan doesn't know the man yet.
"I'm sorry, Amar. Looks like Zidan won't go home with you, I'll just take a taxi" Zia refused.
Amar smiled wryly because he got a rejection from a woman who was clearly betrothed to him. There was no choice, Amar also let Zia go home by taxi.
***
Zia was daydreaming in a taxi, she thought about the attitude of Zidan who did not want to be close to the man close to her. If this is the way, Zidan won't get a father figure for him. He also cannot continue to hang Angga, he already has a family and soon will have children.
Zia's daydreams fell out when Zidan rubbed his cheeks, and Zia turned to her son.
"Mama why daydream?" ask Zidan.
"It's okay, honey. Mama's just tired" Zia replied.
Because the journey is still far away, Zidan leaned his head on the lap of the mother. The boy felt sleepy, and in the end Zidan fell asleep. Not feeling their journey to the destination, Zidan who is still sleeping, Zia a little troubled because her child's body is a little fertile.
It just so happened that he saw Angga with Mila. Out of nowhere they were, obviously Angga and Mila had just arrived. Not long after, Zia called Angga, asking for his help to carry her son.
"Thank you" Zia told Angga after the man grabbed Zidan's body in his lap.
"It's boring to hear a word of thanks from you" Angga said. "Lagain, who are you rich, who are you" continued Angga again, then the man walked carrying Zidan into the house.
Mila approached Zia.
"Where are you from?" ask Zia to Mila.
"From the hospital, Ma'am. Check the content," replied Mila.
And they both followed Angga who first went inside. Zia and Mila sat her body on the living room sofa, unwinding her fatigue there.
"Bak doesn't know what else to do, Mil," Zia said suddenly.
"You mean, Mommy?" Mila did not understand what Zia was saying.
"Zidan always refuses when you're close to someone."
"Well, who's the same, ma'am?" Mila was curious.
"Amar, huh?" guess the Angga who just appeared approached them, Angga himself knew from Arya. Because they had talked about this before introducing Zia to Amar. Angga sat his body on the sofa and placed the glass he brought on the table.
"Kok know what the hell?" ask Zia.
"There is nothing to hide between me as Om Arya," explained Angga. Likewise with the letter that Randy first gave to Zia, until now Zia did not know the contents of the letter. "I'm sorry, Zi," Inner Angga.
Their conversation continued, Zia herself asked how Amar had behaved to Angga. Since he was sure, Angga knew how the man behaved, he would try to open his heart to another man.
"Ga, what is Amar like?" ask Zia.
"Well, he's also humorous. Not gonna be the same as him." Indirectly, Angga praised Amar. Because it's true.
Zia seemed to think, did she just accept the match? With Zidan, it would gradually accept the man.
"Why indeed? Do you intend to accept the match?" ask Angga.
"What's? Stupided?" Mila was surprised to hear that. "It's best not to, ma'am. Yesterday's failure should have been a lesson to me, ma'am." What Mila meant when Zia married Randy first, because her matchmaking failed with her marriage.
Due to the lack of love between them, Zia's household ends. Zidan who became a victim, Mila herself felt sorry for the boy.
"Bak think about this carefully, Mbak's relationship has something to do with Zidan," said Mila.
"That's exactly what you're thinking about, Mil."
"Didn't Mbak intend to bring Zidan together with his Papa?" ask Mila.
The gogga who was drinking instantly choked.
He himself is worried, if Zia and Randy meet, Randy must ask for a letter he once gave to Zia, right?
"Be careful, Mas" said Mila.
"I'm surprised by what you said" Angga said.
"Why should you be surprised? There's no harm in confronting them, Zidan deserves to know his Pap, Mas."
Until Zidan himself heard the words of Mila, because Zidan had been listening to their conversation. Citing the name Randy is also the word papa makes Zidan curious.
"So my Papa's name, Papa Randy?" said Zidan. He approached Zia. "I want to meet Papa, where is he now, Ma?" Zidan shook the body of his mother, he urged her because all this time he was quiet enough not to ask the whereabouts of the papa.
"Your father doesn't exist, he doesn't love us. So stop asking." Zia slightly snapped at Zidan, the pain her ex-husband inflicted was still lingering in her life. She did not expect to see her ex-husband again.
Instantly, Zidan immediately cried. Wrong if he wants to know the whereabouts of his father? Zidan who does not know the problem becomes a victim of his own grandfather's selfishness.
'If Mama doesn't want me to talk about Papa, let me join the Summer camp that is being held all over the place." Because Zia also did not allow Zidan to go to the event. Because the location was too far away, the event was held at the top.
There was no other choice but to allow Zidan to go to the summer camp event. Instead of him having to meet Zidan with Randy.
Until finally, Zidan was immediately stopped from whining. He is enthusiastic because he will go to Bogor later with his school friends.
"But keep your eyes on me" said Zia.
Zidan nodded and hugged his mother. Because the summer camp event was the last day he gathered with his school friends, after which he would enter elementary school.
Zia returned the hug of her son, not feeling he even shed his tears. He felt guilty for separating his son from his father.
"I'm sorry Mama, baby" Zia's inner self.