Sharing Love: My Husband's Second Wife
71. A bad mother.
The big screen in front has started to show a picture, this time Erina along with Ditya are in the cinema to menontotn a film. After starting this afternoon the commuters in the mall to buy some stuff now they're over here.
Because she was too upset this afternoon humiliated by Raina and friends, Erina also invited Ditya to take a walk in the mall. It was fortunate that the man was willing so as to reduce Erina's slight annoyance.
Drt... Drt...
Erina sensed that if her phone shook, she immediately opened it. Turns out it was a call from the babysitter, there were already 7 missed calls from her babysitter and Erina was unaware of it.
With an annoyed face Erina moved.
"But I picked up the phone first."
Ditya nodded, letting Erina move on without giving the slightest question.
Erina took her foot to the bathroom, to get away from the cinema room.
"What the hell is it, Ma'am? I'm leaving again."
"This is Mom, Ethan crying continues to not want to be diem, until the gini ma'am." from the babysitter's tone looks very frightened.
Erina heard Ethan's voice crying. When he left, he checked on the boy, Ethan was crying, but he didn't think the boy was still crying.
Indeed, after Rean had completely gone from his life Erina became a little closer to Ethan, yes even if only a little but much better than before who would not want to see or carry the child at all.
Now Erina often invites Ethan and also put Ethan to sleep.
"How is this mom?"
"The usual Ethan is also on the same page as you, I'm going this."
Erina is unlikely to be home at this time, the film is just starting and at least coming home later after the film is over.
"But really do not want diem Ma'am, I already love milk even do not want, I have taken a walk but—"
"Mom, who can handle Ethan better is mbak."
"But the cry is not rich usually ma'am, I'm afraid of why."
"It's also the most fussy, already yes mbak I go home later at ten!"
Click, click,
Erina closed the call, not forgetting that she also turned off her phone so that the babysitter would no longer bother her to watch movies.
"Who is Rin from?"
"Itu—"
"Babysitters?"
Erina rubbed her eyes. "cock you know?"
"We're next to his stay, I was horrified Ethan again crying. If we fuss again we go home, kasian loh."
"You know Ethan?"
During this time Erina did not think Ditya knew about her life, Erina did not tell Ditya if she already had a child. Even though Erina never did.
While Ditya himself, without Erina knowing. Already knew everything about Erina long before Ditya went to approach Erina.
Ditya knew that Erina was a household businessman and even had a child from the results of her crimes.
But Ditya did not immediately give a bad assessment, according to him someone would be different if viewed from a different point of view.
That day Ditya also gets a revelation from Sisca about Erina's previous dark life, the woman lacks affection and so gets a comfort from Rean she wants more.
Ditya is interested in getting into Erina's life, hoping to turn her into a better person.
And sure enough, after the arrival of Ditya Erina has changed little by little. If not for the presence of Ditya who also filled his time, it is certain that Erina is still begging for Rean's love, still chasing Rean to get the man and still want to destroy Rean and Raina's household.
"About me? Everything?"
Ditya.
"That can't be Dit, you know where and what?"
She commented on a smile, "all about you and Rean I know Rin too."
"You know where it came from? I never told you anything."
"It's not important I know where Rin is."
"You know I'm a bad woman but you still want to be friends with me?"
"You realize you're evil?"
Erina nodded, "i realize I'm evil, I'm selfish but it's circumstances that make me like this."
"Yes I know, it's the circumstances that make you like this. I'm next to you right now to help you out of the black hole of that state."
Erina looked at Ditya in disbelief, it turned out that in this world there were still people as good as Ditya.
"I want to help you be better, not bad guys anymore Rin."
"You're serious, Dit?"
Ditya nodded, "Since you do need one, you need someone who can help you out ... But first I want to ask, are you willing to change or not?"
Erina nodded, it was meaningless to go to Rean anymore because he would also get the same rejection.
"I'm willing to be Dit, make me change" Erina said expectantly.
A smile spread across Ditya's lips.
"The one who can change yourself is you, all I can do is help Rin. I'll help you change."
"Thank you, Dit."
"Oh, how's Ethan? Go home, kasian if he's fussy again." said Ditya who suddenly remembered Ethan.
"I came home also free Dit, because I also do not usually can be cuddled Ethan. He's smarter than me."
"Rin, you need to get closer to Ethan, he's your baby, create your inner bond ... Ethan is already lacking a father's affection, you should as a mother give him abundant affection."
Erina's heart was like it was pierced by a nail, this sentence from Ditya actually slapped her. He was also very embarrassed because until Ditya could say a sentence like this.
Is it too bad as a mother?
"If you can't handle it, you can learn slowly. However, this golden period of Ethan's development should be your source of happiness. A happiness that not only comes from a partner, there is a jewel in your arms but you do not realize it ... You don't want to hold Ethan and make that child your source of happiness."
Somehow when Ditya's sentence ended Erina was already flooded with tears. He forgot that Ethan was his baby.
He should have opened his eyes long ago and made Ethan the source of his happiness instead of making Ethan a padlock to hold Rean back.
He's really guilty.
Ditya brought Erina into his arms, "don't cry, all you need to do is change your attitude towards Ethan. He's the first person to accept your change."
"Thank you for Dit."
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