
Episode 88: He was only wounded, but ....
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“I am free, there is no more him in my heart, I can already forget him,”
“He was just a wound that made my heart ache and my life suffer,”
“There are no good memories I can remember from him, today I am free from the shackles of my past,”
That was what he said in his heart, smiling so freely that the tall man who had sharp eyes and a cold face that he had hidden deep in his heart was seen again before him.
The commotion of people who were so boisterous was not heard, then the tares of people looked fast and even invisible, time as if walking slowed down and slowed down even more, when their eyes met that was when both Nadine and Aron knew something was pulling them both away, just from the mere gaze.
“I've forgotten!”
“There is no him in my heart!”
“NO!”
Semua kebohongan dan kepalsuan senyuman dan ucapan yang dipasang oleh Nadine sendiri, kebohongan yang ingin ia percaya, kebohongan bahwa tidak ada Aron dalam hatinya.
But the wall he made to lie to himself was smashed like dust.
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“I miss you!”
“Come back to me,”
“I won't let go of you again!”
That's the speech that Aron says every day, every day misses the same person, when he sees it coming alone and in front of him makes Aron freeze.
The time that was running slowed down in his view, his heart that seemed to be stung and his detachment was not careless, his footsteps that began to step slowly and then quickly to run.
“Nadine ...” Each breath of his lust uttered his name many times and his feet chased the woman who was still frozen in place as if hypnotized.
“I have to run away, I have to go!”
The silent Nadine froze and sculpted not knowing why she tried so hard to move her legs, turning her body as Aron tried to chase after her, then she ran as hard as she could to escape.
“Srek!”
But Nadine's footsteps lost to Aron's legs, Aron hugged Nadine from behind strongly, her breathing sounded heavy, and her breathing was heavy, and the warm hand that Nadine wants to forget again and make Nadine realize if in fact not in the least she forgot with Aron.
“No want! he hurt me, hurt me like I was worthless! I don't want to!” Nadine continued to strengthen and harden her heart, not wanting to melt with the man who only incised wounds in her heart.
Nadine releases Aron's hand and without turning her body to look at Aron, Nadine continues her steps.
“Nadine ...” Aron calls Nadien again, but before Aron resumes his remarks Nadine instantly stops Aron.
“Don't call me, that Nadine you know is long gone, I'm not the Nadine you can have again as you please, so stop and don't come again! let me go!” nadine's screams surprised many, her face holding back tears and her hands that she clenched.
He was about to run away again, his shoulder which Aron saw getting further away but Aron immediately pulled and held Nadine's hand.
Then Nadine immediately stared intently at Aron.
“WHAT? You want to pull me again? force your will on me again? pull me up and take me to your house? you planning on tying me up? take my freedom? you want to torture me again?”
“ARON! I don't want to see you anymore! didn't I say in my letter? You made me suffer! You've been making me have nightmares for three years!"
"DON'T REPEAT MY SUFFERING!” nadine cried loudly, unable to hold back her heart and voice that had been silent for three years.
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“When I meet him, when I meet him I will not release him again,”
“When he is in front of me, I will take him away and make him mine again!”
That's what Aron has been saying, but in reality it's not like that, Aron's face that has been firm and sharp lowered, seeing Nadine's cry, and the, finally Aron heard himself from Nadine if all he gave was suffering.
“All I give is suffering, bad memories,”
Painful remarks made Aron speechless, all of his confidence collapsed like wind-blown dust, his hands started to loosen and release Nadine.
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