Shame But Mau

MTM #37 Want Yourself 2

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Her self-esteem was so devastated, it seemed to touch even the man who had done the same thing many times did not have anything to do with Elli.

The man who has not even a year to be Elli's superior has been profanity, rude and haughty. An apology is said only once. Nothing compared to the crazy behavior that he continues to do.

Not crying is actually angry, upset, emotions that peak every step of the way. Elli was still walking towards the room but she paused, it was better to check on the patient in the hospital room. While keeping the anger well so that the work runs smoothly.

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" I have to find a way to make your boss not rude !". His voice sounded annoyed until his fist was in a fight with his other hand.

" Doctor Reijal why?". Fikran Whispers.

Gery stopped in his back and forth steps and turned to Fikran. " He was so lustful with Elli. I personally don't agree that he's a good man !". Still pissed.

" Don't you pick him from the beginning? I'm not. !". Said Fikran who noticed Gery.

" Alright, forget him . Because it's good for me. Never touched Elli in excess. Buty?". Stunned for a moment thought of the fate of a heart that was still half-and-half.

" But your heart hasn't moved on ?!".

Gery was silent in his own daydream. Neither can answer Fikran's question, his heart is still uncertain direction.

If there was someone who could help me. Gery

" Askalamaikum !". Sapa Kiki entered the workspace that only had Fikran.

" Walaikumsalam's chat. How's the patient in the jasmine room?". Ask Fikran

" I've checked it, haven't I been the expert hahaha!" Kiki answered with a variety of laughter. " Where is Elli?". Already sitting in a chair.

" Because below if Elli's called the big boss !".

" You guys leave me alone. Watch out you didn't bring a souvenir !". Kiki's murmured pointed at Fikran's face which was bent in shock.

" That's not good news. Ana ?". Playing eyebrows while smiling flirtatiously at Kiki. The code was interpreted Kiki with a happy face.

Because of entering the room. However, Kiki did not see. " Sure too, this is the perfect opportunity to get close to Ana. Agh ! I got excited Guys !!!!". Cheers Kiki pleasure. Jumping and turning the body to invite Fikran to laugh.

When the round body leads to the front door, plastered real because the ruffled waist has been upset half life. Kiki was silent while Fikran laughed at him. " Try back, what did you say?!". Because stepping forward is like challenging Kiki who is backtracking

" N-no ! I didn't say anything, just asking for souvenirs. Yes, not Fik?". Look to Fikran for immediate assistance . This emergency, he thought.

" Just be careful if I find out and get reports you're playing my sister. I deleted your name on my family list !". It's gonna pierce Kiki's ear.

" Eh, since when are you brother?". Fikran asked, there was still the rest of the laughter heard.

Kiki smiled broadly. " Uh? So I've been considered your sister-in-law. So, Doctor Gara has agreed?". Move the body because of it repeatedly

Brushing Kiki's hand. " Shut up ! Just watch out !". Gara left Kiki looking happy on an international level. He sat still thinking about Elli since just now had not returned from the big boss room.

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" I went into the room a little while back home. So tired !". Elli complains after examining several patients with other nurses.

Get out of the elevator walking while stomping his own neck. When we get into the room. Her co-workers were on the lookout, yet there was a figure she was looking for to share her grievances while in the boss room.

Gara stood up from her seat to welcome the woman she cared about so much. " El, you're from ma-?".

" Did you bring the car today?". Elli stood in front of Gara.

" No, I got Ana. Whyyyy?". The question is meaningful

Elli spread a smile and sat down. " Yes, I promise you I'll deal. I'd like to walk with you for a minute, wouldn't I?". Putting the bag on the table again turned to look at Gara who stood stiff.

Gara's eyes glanced at the two friends in front of him the other. Then sit down with happiness. " Where do you want me to go !".

" You know not. I got what punishment ?!". Put your head on the table. Breathing heavily is not sincere.

The three handsome men were curious and approached Elli. Sit down to hear Elli's explanation of being the youngest woman on their team.

Sit up straight, open the bag and pull out the duty letter sheet. " This, I was assigned to go with other volunteers. I hope the health test doesn't pass eh instead passed. Agh ! As lonely as you know !!". His words grumbled at them

Gara and Fikran smiled widely unless Kiki leaned back on the chair. " You three go. I know I'm a pediatric specialist not surgical or general. I'm the lonely one !". Kiki Grunts.

They nodded their heads together. The punishment that was originally heavy for him has now begun to want him to live happily with his friends.

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After work, Elli and Gara spend some time together. It is better than at home thinking about the unclear and inviting problems keep coming. Laughter, stories and everything together Gara just flowed.

" Is Doctor Reijal not mean to you?" Ask Gara. Since then the question he always ponder but the curiosity is greater than that.

" Em, there's nothing. Just give me a letter for a long time because there is a patient examination !". Elli's words cover up the real truth.

" Seriously?!".

" em's. Oh yes, in your apartment area there is no empty. I want to live alone. If it is close to the same place you also do not papa, so you can be with Ana continue !". Said Elli.

" Em, I'll ask the same owner. Why stay in your house? What is Reijal a fad?!".

Boost. " That's not the problem, I want to live alone. Would make it better if there are friends, in a quiet house if there is Ezad aja rame ! ".

" I'll try to ask ya who has. !".

At 2pm they were at home. Take off the problem then lay down for a while in the room.

" If this were a fantasy world, I'd rather date astral beings than real beings. I obviously want Gery ! It's nobody." He said to himself while looking at the sky of the room which was also pink.

Elli, this is a fantasy world. The proof is I'm here. Next to you. Gery

" Wherever, I can just erase my first love. Like Ayu's brother even though there is Heru who cares still choose the brother of the Son who is clearly always diseased his heart. !".

Slumping in the middle of the bed, rethinking school days. Actually, the figure of Gery again lying next to Elli very close. Again, Elli looked at the photo of the two of them.

" That dream is why it ends. I just wanted to say I Love You to, Gery !". Swiping a photo of Gery from the phone screen.

Putting the phone on the bed, tilting her body again imagines Gery again with her.

" I miss. I'm sorry I can't keep myself here, I'm ashamed up there for sure you saw me !." Elli complained while stroking softly and slowly a thick pink bed sheet.

In fact, he was already stroking Gery's cheek. Elli doesn't know she knows she just imagined the man with her here. Ah, miss ! That's how he thought. I want to hug for a moment.

" El, you're not wrong don't apologize. I can't keep you !".  Touching Elli's hand which again rubbed Gery's white cheek.

Tears just came down. " Ah, is this a dream? I hope I don't wake up !". Both eyes were already looking clearly at Gery lying in front of him. " Gery, I want to come with you ! I miss !". Elli said very deeply.

" No ! It's not time for you to go El, I told you I'd take care of you. If you miss, say it clearly. I must have heard !". Gery wipes away Elli's tears that fell to the right and down wet her hair.

" If I miss coming. Hugged me ! I am calm and safe near you. Really, I miss you here . If you were still hi-". Her lips stopped speaking because Gery did not want her to continue.

" Hush. Here's the hug !". His words were sincere and spread both hands straight. Deeply pleased he hugged Gery so tightly. Let the tears fall down as a sign of gratitude.

" I love you all the time !". Whisper Gery and keep stroking Elli's head. A friendly kiss on Elli's forehead made her fall asleep just like that.

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" lady. Forgive ! I'm just spontaneous !" Reijal begged his mother for forgiveness.

" It turns out that Mom's son is like this. I'll send you to the poles !". Ketus Ibu Linah was irritated.

Not just in the house the camera is attached. Even in her study connected a hidden camera to her beloved mother's laptop. As a result of this behavior, the mother was furious.

" I'm sorry ! Otherwise I'll send you to the South Pole !". His orders made his own son not warty.

More than his life was cursed. Entering Elli's house politely. He managed to get permission to go upstairs to visit Elli's room. Slow beats and greetings are said many times.

I don't know how many times, Elli also said in a slightly raucous voice. Slowly opening the door leaf while clearing the dripping tears as she fell into a deep sleep. When consciousness is gathered. His eyes grew shocked.

" El, I'm sorry about what happened in that room".

Brakkkkkk !!!!

The door closed hard until Reijal jumped back in shock. The sentence was cut, which was obviously very angry.

" GO !!!!!!". Shouted Elli loudly.

The mother came over and tried to find information about the problems of the two of them that never finished. However, Reijal explained that he was the one who was guilty and deserved to be angry.