Shadow of my Love

episode 2

I've been here 3 days.

When can I go home.

brother Yu noodle came over to me.

signalling "do you need something"

I replied to the gesture" Stay here and accompany me"

then he replied" Okay, we'll spend some time together".

we've been together here for an hour chatting and joking.

then I asked him what dreams brother Yu noodles had all along.

he then replied with a signal "what I dream of is being proposed by Yuan Ju"

I replied "are you sure it's your dream"

he replied "of course, now it's your turn what you're dreaming of".

I replied and told my heart to Brother Yu noodle.

"all I want is to be loved by someone who accepts me for who I am"

brother Yu noodles reply "do we love you less"

I said, "no, the love you gave me was more than enough"

"continue to love how else" asked Yu sister noodle

I gave a reply signal "I want the love of a man who will take care of me and continue to love me, accepting my shortcomings.

that's what I wanted all along".

"i will support you" said Brother Yu noodle with a sincere smile.

the next day.

today I am allowed to go home.

my heart is so happy, I miss home so much.

this house makes me feel safe and secure.

I feel really good even better.

tonight I'm going to start working.

I like my job now.

I work at a carnival or a night market.

I was wearing a costume with the character of a sweet smiling female doll.

my co-worker friend also wears a cute ghost doll costume, not at all scary even many children take photos together and ask us to hug them.

this is a job I really like.

while I was working there I always sat pensively under a tree.

looking at the sky or the sky staring at me.

I always wonder when my soul mate's destiny will come.

I also asked if anyone would love me when I saw that I was mute and my face was not beautiful.

is there anyone who will accept me for who I am, is there anyone like that in this world.

during my time working here I was so scared and embarrassed to take off the mask of this doll,

I'm afraid people will be afraid to see me like this.

I wish a miracle would happen to me.

my work hours are up I should go home quickly, I don't want to make Brother Yu noodle feel worried.

I always made it hard all this time.

I got back on the bus and kept staring up at the sky.

the sky is so beautiful, I said in my heart.

I knocked on the door.

the door opened, it was Yuan Ju.

I'm signaling "why you're here".

"oh you've come home my sister-in-law" said brother Yuan ju.

he doesn't understand the signal I'm giving.

I gestured again "i'm not your sister-in-law, do you not understand what I'm signaling" I asked.

suddenly Brother Yuan Ju pulled me in.

I hinted again "please don't pull me again, your pull is too strong it's very painful"

"calm down today we'll have dinner together" he said.

it was true that he did not understand what I was signaling.