Shackled by the Past
⁇ (Ame wa kisetsude wa arimasen/Rain not in season)
various kinds of events that Haruka thinks are awkward make him quietly investigate everything to gather strong evidence.
Today Haruka accidentally invites Kei out because Haruka knows that Kei must be bored in the apartment every day.
the city park became the first place they visited, then they chose the cinema according to today's schedule there is the inaugural singing of Horror films that Haruka will look forward to.
"mister puti why do you like horror movies??" ask Kei
"because it's exciting" Haruka replied briefly
"when most women prefer romantic movies, but you prefer horror movies instead"
"do you know why I don't like romantic movies??"
"engga"
"because someone once said that sometimes a romantic movie can make the most people themselves but without us knowing there are many scenes that are socially distorted what else if the film is a foreign film,,, but without us knowing it,, you know Indonesia has a culture that is different from other countries regardless of many Indonesians who hold the rules of Islam"
"that's how I don't know about your religion"
"sorry Kei Islam strictly forbids for its people to connect with other religions what else if they get married"
"i understand"
they went in to see the movie.
2 Hours later they decided to eat in a restaurant that creates an outdoor sensation.
Kei went to the toilet while they were waiting for orders.
while waiting for Kei and the order arrived, a heavy rain flushed, Haruka was drenched, and suddenly the rain stopped pouring it turned out Kei was standing before Haruka with Haruka's umbrella standing from his sitting position.
"sorry you got soaked because of me" Kei said
"maybe it's fate, we better get Hiro's apartment not far from here before you get cold" Kei replied
"i'm cold" Haruka said spontaneously Kei immediately hugged Haruka who was cold
this hug, why do I feel that Ken is holding me instead of Kei??. Haruka muttered in Heart
They return to the apartment, before Haruka often to her brother's apartment when she does not want to get disturbed because of the campus duties she left some clothes in her brother's apartment,, and,, by hunting Haruka immediately changed clothes after finishing Kei who changed clothes.
When Kei finished changing clothes he saw Haruka was eating
"hey you this old habit of yours never goes away huh" said Kei
"what??" haruka replied between meals
"if the meal is sitting down don't stand up" Kei replied and left
why else would I feel like he's Ken not Kei, anyway,, first his embrace I still remember Ken's touch right now as if he knew me a long time ago and another one as long as I knew Kei I never ate standing up how could he possibly say that?? there is no way that big brother said, Haruka muttered
various questions arise in Haruka's mind to see Kei who changed in an instant, he feels that what is in front of him is not Kei but his love for Ken but the fact that Ken died right on the day Haruka and Ken were engaged.
even Ken breathed his last in Haruka's lap it is impossible if the dead can come back to life because in Islam there is no such thing as reincarnation.
"only God knows what happened" Haruka whispered
Kei sat in one corner of the room he kept staring at Haruka as if he had not seen Haruka for years.
