Setulus Love Aira

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early just silence her early as if to be a green light for aira explained

aira took a deep breath as if she was going to seek tranquility before explaining everything

early only to be silent waiting for the explanation of aira

he did not want to be selfish without hearing the aira explanation first

laura looked at the early and aira alternated

laura wants to break the atmosphere of silence between them by bringing aira and early to a quieter place so that aira can freely explain everything at an early age

"how about if we move to a quieter place just to make it better to talk" said early

aira and dari just nodded and followed the steps of laura who took them near the warehouse on campus there were rarely people

that's why Laura chose that place

after they arrived the aira began to look for a comfortable seat to tell stories

"sorry" said aira

one word that was first spoken on the beautiful lips of aira he did not know had to start explaining from where in the thought of aira just to apologize first to early

"hm"early dehem

"din I'm sorry "say aira lirih

"kalo lo just want to apologise sorry, well I don't have time" said early ketus

"patience dong din aira need time to clear" said laura

"sorry well I don't have much time" said early to go die aira and laura

but before the beginning go his hands have been held first by the aira

"din before her I'm sorry I'm not honest with you but believe me it's really hard for me to din" said aira pulled an early hand to sit back

"I'm so sorry to disappoint you I know I was wrong about not being honest with you about my marriage not that I don't want to be honest with you but I'm looking for the right time to be honest "aira clear

"right time!! alah said aja lo do not believe it is the same I have not considered me a friend right while ka laura who not long you know already know all of it while I.. we are already a long time ago ai not one or two years but years" said early sobbing

"sorry not I don't think you're a friend anymore in my situation that means to be dishonest so please just this time just don't interject my explanation" said aira

"this started from the early din lecture all good aja I also met ka laura at this campus initially ka laura did not consider me a friend but because of a reason we became a position.....and continued with the application of ka ivan to mbak vina and also bang al who knew his future wife name dinda humaira and it turns out ka laura was his sister ka ivan "sap aira at length

aira paused while looking for space to breathe.

"until the wedding day ka ivan and mbak vina all good

then suddenly you come to the house to say the same bang al if he wants to marry but his marriage is not the same bang al and that day the relationship they had for two years ended so just bang al slumped because ka dinda ninggalin him and the end of his bang al rise again but not as happy as before"ujar aira whose tears have begun to fall slowly land

early who saw the tears also felt the pain that aira resistant early understand there are many wounds that aira resistant alone

"all problems don't end there

dad was sick without our knowledge his life was not long there I was sad to arrive father asked me to make marriage initially I refused because I no candidate and it was also in a hurry but dad just wanted someone to take care of me after he left and more make me surprised again dad asked bang al wedlock me" said aira sobbing

"we were all shocked we didn't think about why dad could say that until dad was honest if bang al wasn't his biological son but his best friend's son,,I am confused to be happy or sad because the person I admire and like since smp was not my siblings but on the other hand I was sad to see the condition of the father" continued water still sobbing

"until the critical state of father is where bang al is willing to marry me and on that day also father died us for a long time while smiling I was devastated in the day where I should be happy is a long day it hurts me God took my first love which was my father ...

a week I've been grieving the death of father bang al always on my side strengthening me at first I thought everything would be fine and it would be easy for me to love bang al so much on the contrary, reality is not as beautiful as expectation

the fact that bang al does not consider me more than just a more painful responsibility is silent bang al still see the photo of ka dinda even in every prayer still mention the name ka dinda that's when I was crushed to the brink of "saying water

"after that we split up the room and bang al forbid me to tell you about our marriage at first I was destroyed but I tried to rise up life I will not end because bang al nerima I initially I tried to make bang al can love me but all in vain he just consider me a sister

after that I started thinking maybe I wouldn't be able to make bang al love the same me so I gave up at least I could still be on the side of bang al as his sister at least it was enough for me "aira lirih

early and laura who had heard the story of aira was not able to hold back her tears there was regret in the early heart because it had scratched the wound that the water was trying to heal

"sorry "one word that escaped early lips

"you're not wrong" said aira

"what kind of friend am I until I don't know the problem that you have again" said early sad

'i'm not papa" said aira

early also immediately hugged the aira tightly as if to reduce her burden laura did not stay still she also hugged the aira

"thank you for being honest and sorry for scraping your wounds "past time between their arms

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