SENSITIVE LOVE

SENSITIVE LOVE
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Sindy is getting more intense in various ways to attract the attention of Steven. Unfortunately, Steven has not responded so far. Maybe he will return the greeting or receive his homemade drink occasionally. But his cold attitude was completely untouchable.


There is not much time at home either. As of today, he came home late at dinner and found Clara sitting in a balcony room with Jun behind her. There was indeed quite a distance away, but somehow the sight disturbed him. Of all the people, Jun did have the privilege of being able to enter Steven and Clara's private estate.


"Jun..Do you know where Steven went to college?"


"Master has passed Miss, Master completed it within 6 months for S1. 3 months for S2. Master plans to complete the master's degree in the near future."


"Where do you set the time? in such a short time?" ask Clara amazed.


"He's a genius, Miss. The master also got an easy path. He earned the privilege of self-studying and came to the test when he had the time."


"Well, he must be a favorite student. Where's he going to college?" clara asked again, he did not look, still cool to enjoy the view of the night sky.


"S1 at UI, after that he only continued at Harvard."


"Where were you in college?" ask Clara at last. Stop talking about Steven. The thing they didn't know, Steven had already clenched his hand. Yet he still endured his jealousy, still wanting to know what they would discuss. That familiarity really bothered him.


"I learned from Mister, when I graduated High School, I followed Mister and learned everything from him. I don't go to college."


"Well..but you can manage the company? you are a genius too!" clara said with a look of admiration, she turned around. "Why don't you go to college ju__" he stopped and suddenly became nervous. Noticing Clara's expression, Jun turned around and bowed to pay his respects.


"Have you gone home, sir?"


"It seems that your vigilance is starting to get disturbed," Steven looked at Jun with an extremely suppressive aura of intimidation. "If the one standing behind you is the enemy, are you sure you can protect MY GIRL?" steven continued full of insinuations, he pressed the last word to emphasize possession. Clearly very disturbed by the closeness of the two.


Jun looked at those eyes calmly, a look that seemed to want to skin him. "Sir.this is not what you think. I will limit myself to the front. I'm sorry." Jun said respectfully. Jun was used to receiving Steven's anger long ago, but accepted jealousy differently. Although he looked calm as usual, inwardly he felt a sense of uneasiness.


Clara who had not understood only understood after hearing Jun's explanation. He quickly stepped forward and stood between them. Unfortunately Steven who was already burning jealous even saw it as a form of defense from Clara for Jun.


"Am I not supposed to talk to anyone now?" ask Clara.


Steven was still silent, he was obviously angry but with all his might held him back. Short wick men seem to be of course a difficulty. Instead of making Clara hate him and their relationship deteriorate, she eventually shakes her head.


"I'm sorry, I'm tired and my thoughts are affecting me" she explained, turning around and walking towards her room.


"I'd better get off, miss. Get ready for dinner." Jun said, things got really awkward. "If Miss doesn't mind.Can you assuage Master's anger? I just couldn't see her being disappointed in me." asked Jun, then left Clara speechless in her place.


"What can I really do? I'm just his maid. Why is he always overreacting! Why can't he just let me go free?" lirih Clara's. He looked at Steven's door in annoyance. But keep doing what Jun says. After all this time was indeed his duty of serving that great master.


Clara knocked on the door, but there was no answer. So he opened it slowly. Gawk for a while before entering. Steven is not. Clara was convinced she was in the bathroom to clean up, so as usual Clara prepared her clothes. Sitting quietly while reading Steven's book that was not really understood by him.


The bathroom door opened, Clara put down the book and stood up. Take a towel around Steven's neck and dry his hair. Steven sat on the bed in a bathrobe. As usual, Clara stared intensely. A time like this was very much what he liked, because he could see the girl he loved from a close distance. He felt his heart beating and it was like something was tickling his stomach. Sensation of joy and happiness. Unfortunately, the memory had disturbed his pleasure. He quickly pulls the towel from Clara's hand and throws it away.


"Go get my clothes on." tell him to.


"uh? Oh, well."


"You still nervous? do I always scare you?" ask Steven.


Clara's two hands always shook when she came in contact with Steven, except to feed him, serve him as intens and be this close did make him nervous.


"I'm not afraid anymore, I'm just not used to it" Clara replied.


Clara knew Steven was angry, if he answered wrong would only worsen her mood.


Clara took a wet towel and put it in a dirty basket. Then stood stiffly behind Steven because it was time Steven had his pants on.


"You want to go to college?"


"Huh?" Clara turned around, looking at him confused.


"You read a lot of medical books, want to be a doctor?"


Clara lowered her head, then shook her head slowly. Steven may be a genius but when it comes to women like Sam he sucks. Seeing Clara's reaction took a daze, he could not guess at all.


"Why do you read that kind of book so often?"


"That's.my father's wish. About college.I'll think about it when I get home Indonesia."


Steven pulled the corner of his lips, "Back to Indonesia?" steven's rework is full of sarcasm, making Clara wary. "Then wait until I die, because while I'm alive, you'll stay here." he continued.


Clara clenched her hands, she lowered her head. Steven looks like he was angry at Arnold's house. So horrible that it scared him.


"A. I've calculated how many days I work. If I'm right, I have 1 month 8 days left."


Steven got up, making the alert Clara reflect back a step. That made Steven angry. That's why it just passed. Gained a little while he was on the door, "Unfortunately want to be paid off or not, you will stay here!" said cold. Come out with the door hard.


The dining table is very gloomy. What else with Steven's cold expression, even on Clara though. Jun sighed, able to clearly understand that his master was still angry but with another reason.


"Steven, can I come with you to the company? I can help with anything..."


"Whatever!" cut Steven indifferently.


Jun obviously disliked it, he looked at his master but Steven ignored him. Clara is also a little confused, because usually Steven will reject the intensity of anyone interfering in the area.


Unlike everyone, Sindy who did take advantage of the gap was smiling happily. He knew it was time to be quiet, because talking again would only change Steven's decision. Sindy is a sensitive woman, she clearly knows Steven is in a messed up mind and heart. That's what he uses.


After dinner, Steven went silently to his room. Sindy smiled and went to her room. Making Clara who was still sitting dumbfounded. He felt strange about the behavior of the woman he had considered his brother.


"Rest, Miss." Carlos' instruction. He was standing behind Clara's chair.


Clara stood up and Carlos pulled out his chair. But Clara did not move, she turned to look at Jun who was already standing as well.


"Jun..can I go out? My head feels full and it feels like it needs fresh air." Clara said in Indonesian. The clueless Carlos just stared at the two confusedly.


"Miss, sir is in a bad mood."


"Me too! I just want to take a walk. A whisper? if you don't report he won't know."


Jun smiled, the thing that made Carlos gap. Since a Jun whom he knew never smiled at anyone, his attitude was also not gentle. Despite not understanding what they were talking about, Carlos only knew it turned out that Clara was a special woman, even a stiff person like jun could be gentle with her.


"Nothing can be kept a secret from you, Miss. You better ask for permission." replied Jun. His voice was calm and gentle. It's like talking to a sister who's sulking.


"I don't want to talk to him right now, Jun..You asked for permission?" pinta Clara with pleading face. He even reflexively held Jun's wrist. Like a child persuading his father.


Thenwhat? where can Jun refuse even though maybe he should be willing to accept Steven's anger. He knew Clara was troubled by Sindy's request that her master had agreed to. That's why he needs fresh air.


As Jun ascended, Clara waited there. He sat back down with Carlos and some waiters who gave him ice cream. Clara was confused for a moment, but Carlos' words moved her.


"You look sad, ice cream is good for restoring mood."


Meanwhile, Jun knocked on Steven's room door twice. The door opened and he immediately got a sharp look at Steven.


"Master...Miss wants a walk out."


"Walk you say?"


"Yes, Miss said demiki__"


"Then you were asked to accompany him?" cut Steven with a tone of accusation, despite the fact that it is, but for Jun of course the concept is different from what Steven thinks. But Steven's jealousy has no cure. He's too possessive.


"I..." Jun didn't know whether to answer honestly or lie. "Carlos will keep it at close range, I will just follow it from afar." Jun continued cautiously.


Jun returns and meets Clara who immediately gets up when Jun arrives. Seeing him expectantly.


"You can go with Carlos, Miss." Clara's forehead wrinkled.


"Why him? where'd you?"


"I have other duties, Miss." Jun lied.


Although a little disappointed, Clara nodded obediently. With Jun he'll have a talking buddy. If it's Carlos, Clara is just not comfortable knowing him.


Steven stood on the balcony, staring at Clara's car driven by Carlos and two escort cars where one of the cars was driven by Jun within seconds.


'I should have believed in Jun, but why would I think otherwise of the two of them? no sense' Steven's monologue.


Steven went back in, but not to his room. He entered a room with a smartlock door. Pressing some digitized numbers of the entry code, then enter into the dark room. A long hallway. At the junction he turned left and got into the elevator, went downstairs and stopped in a room. On one wall was a large screen showing all parts of the house, some became bookshelves even filled two parts of the wall, then there was a small space in the form of a kitchen. Another door that was locked.


Steven sat down on the long sofa and picked up the remote, took out a cigarette and smoked it. His mind drifted back to the incident. He should not worry, but Jun's increasingly different attitude and being gentle with Clara made him uncomfortable. He is afraid Jun likes Clara and is forced to lose a valuable loyal servant. If it wasn't for him, Steven would have probably killed him if Jun had any desire to get his girl. Steven is cruel to traitors, if Jun dares to like his girl, just as Steven considers it a betrayal.


The room was actually a special room for him to monitor the entire state of the house. Even though the security side has a special control room, Steven just doesn't want any help. Therefore, in one week he will check the CCTV footage one or two times. Do it yourself in the form of personal vigilance. He could not trust his bodyguards completely, they could have been infiltrated.


For an hour he checked, he saw a screen displaying the main gate. Clara is home. Steven frowned at the sight of something in the girl's arms. He put out his cigarette and stepped out.


Arriving in front of his room, Steven stared at something in the girl's hand.


"Puppy puppy?"


Guk!! Guk!!


Steven basically dislikes animals, the only animal around his house is a doberman outside. It is released at night. The dog continued to bark at him, after Steven looked at him sharply full of threats, the little dog hid his face and let out a soft sound of fear.


"Don't scare him!" clara spontaneously snapped. Forgetting that they had fought before.


"What's? he barked at me, just so scared. Cowardly dog!" tease Steven. "Why did you bring it home? Jun didn't say I hate animals?"


"Who was with me Carlos, he didn't say anything. Pity me anyway, let me take care of it. He was tortured and thrown out. I won't let him touch you, I promise!"


Steven forgot Jun was just watching him from afar. He looked at that hopeful face. Once again, she had to hold back because somehow Clara looked adorable while displaying such an expression.


"Bo..can?"


"No! I hate dirty animals!" answer Steven.


Not excessive, since childhood Steven did hate animals, according to him the animal is not clean and the source of disease. This is because when he was a child he had read a heavy book about living things. Even buy a microscope and examine the various samples around it. And dogs are one of the animals that have a lot of germs according to him.


Clara grumbled sadly. "Enter it in a special room, have Carlos take care of it. Can't wander around. Have Carlos find a big cage. The most important!" Steven paused, he wanted to touch Clara but seeing the dog made him undo his intentions. "Clean yourself as soon as you touch her, don't let her lick your body, okay?"


Look, even the thing he hates can be tolerated if it's Clara who asks. Indeed, this slave of love is our handsome master.


Clara nodded with excitement. Run towards the elevator. The moment the elevator opens. Jun get out of there. Staring at his master, passing Clara just like that. The bewildered Clara shrugged her shoulders and immediately entered.


Steven noticed a bruise on his left hand, a scratch on his right. Obviously he just had a fight.


"Who?" ask steven directly.


"Psychopath obsessed with Miss, looks like she's starting again, sir." Jun handed me an identity card. The card fell out of Raka's pocket as they attacked each other.


"He's in college here?"


Steven got the student's identity card. "It should be a light opponent for you, why are you so hurt?"


"He's not that simple, sir. The boy is growing quite rapidly. He seems to have learned a lot over the course of the year. He's pretty cunning and clever dodging."


Steven pulled a smile full of ridicule, "you're baffled? that's a little embarrassing Jun. You didn't even know he was moving."


"I'm sorry, the situation is a little unsupportive."


"Take a look at him."


"Good sir." Jun knew his master was dissatisfied, as he missed one danger that could hurt Clara. Raka may not be a serious threat but it is not something to be underestimated. Crazy psychopaths who have no power will only attack when there is a gap. Therefore they should not allow any loopholes.


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The next morning, Sindy was tidy with a little minimal office clothes. Very sexy shows her beautiful body shape. In contrast to Clara who only wears loose house dresses. Clara also doesn't wear makeup, she just smears lipbalm and wears a facial moisturizer.


During this time Sindy looks ordinary at home, first when in Indonesia is also not too flashy. It certainly did not escape Clara's vision. Not to mention when Sindy seemed to deliberately attract the attention of Steven with his behavior. Clara felt a strange turmoil in her heart, as if she wanted to curse Sindy and forbid her flirtatious. But he quickly sat up. Even so confused by the sudden contents of his head.


"Hmm.kak Sindy must be careful. You shouldn't wear a mask?" clara. Despite the worry, he still worries about her.


"Just calm down, Steven put in a special bodyguard for me. Thank you Clar.." replied Sindy sweetly. They're having breakfast. Clara was stunned, putting in a special bodyguard? steven has not cared so much. Clara just doesn't know, the bodyguard was to watch over Sindy's behavior not to protect. Sindy was too confident.


Clara glanced at Steven who was focused on something that Renjun showed. Yes, this dawn Run came in a bit of a hurry. They even talked when Clara put her clothes on. Of course through a cell phone. Because only Jun can step on his private area. Clara lowered her head, she was obviously disturbed by Sindy's words just now.


Suddenly Steven distracted her. Look at Carlos. "Have you taken care of it?" tanyakanya.


"Already sir, Miss can start college tomorrow." replied Carlos.


"What college?" clara was confused.


"I enrolled you in the University. Medical school." Steven replied casually.


"Why didn't you just call me?"


Steven was silent for a few seconds. "Leave us." he asked everyone.


Sindy obviously objected, but she did not want to look for trouble. So he left the table even though the food was still half. Especially when getting Jun's sharp gaze that was so intimidating. He won't be fishing for Jun anymore.


"You're planning on making me owe more, aren't you? you want to keep me here forever!" accuse Clara.


"I don't bother with debt anymore. You stay here it's absolute. Want to not, you have no choice. About the lecture I knew you'd refuse, so I secretly did."


"I told you I would be in Indonesia. I'll go to college when I get back!"


"Why don't you understand? You won't be back there!" annoyed Steven, he starts to get hooked.


"Don't! I have the right to go and you have no right to hold me back!"


"There's a lot of danger, you have to stay by my side" Steven said, his tone a little slow but clearly accompanied by a growl at the end.


"Any danger has nothing to do with you. We have no relationship!"


"Easy!" sahut steven fast. "I'll take care of the marriage certificate and tie a sacred promise with you" he continued.


"We can't get married, I don't want to!"


"Why can't it?"


"Because.me...me..." Clara could not continue when she caught a sad and disappointed look in Steven's eyes. His heart is sick.


"can't you forget the past? At that time I also did not know that your father would be shocked because of my unstable decision. Clar.I love you." said Steven almost desperately.


Clara was silent, just looking down. Steven looked at her softly. Because Clara remained silent, she chose to leave for work immediately. He stroked Clara's head before leaving the girl. Clara was still fixed on her mind. Even as Jun and Carlos approached him, he still lowered his head in silence. Clara not only remembered her father, but another reason other than the past was fear and unworthiness. The world is different and Clara no longer wants to experience such events on the ship. His mentality is not as strong as accepting acts of violence and abominations around Steven.