Semu Love

the rose leaves dimas

rose left Dimas for his entire life and decided to move to America again to live with his two parents again.

where are the roses? the phone never lifted, at school did not look if he had not taught again, in sms never read let alone reply.

via messaging

ma, where are you?

you never go to school again!

never to lecture again!

never told you to answer my phone, never.

I'm kangen ma.

why is it the same to me is it my fault.

the message from dimas became like a line of students in so many classes and lined up.

rose never replied to her even opened her was not only seen and then saved again her cell phone.

he kept texting. I never bales.

I had intended to eat him, forget what had happened between me and him, but everything was so difficult

the more I try to forget all the memories of him the deeper these feelings become for him.

like the things I used to love and love Raka.

Dimas unceasingly thought of his living rose now so must be like a shard of glass that it would never be able to come back whole again.

why do you have to ma, Lo present seemed to give new happiness in my life and now Lo just leave just leave the wounds and love that always imprint in the recesses of the heart.

ma, I really can't live without lo. I need Lo, I need Lo as a friend, girlfriend, even I think after Lo's presence in my life, I think, I feel rich having a mother figure who always cares about me.

but now I don't know where you are? and what is still the same feeling you rich I understand what I feel today even for eternity this love is just for you ma.

I don't know if I'm confused right now.

rose asked about the letter to her yokap.

mih, the rose wants to go to mamih about the rose child.

gini mih, mamih ninggalin same letter money when telling bi Inah throw the rose child into the orphanage?

for a moment, I forgot.

emmmm like her yes mamih keep a letter and some money when she tells you to leave your child in foster care.

gosh... don't let my son be dimas. ga probably not Dimas why must be dimas.

it means I've been in touch with my own flesh and blood.

noooakkkkkkkkkk

the rose was like a madman screaming as if unwilling to accept the fact that dimas was his son.

why why why are you screaming.

the rose ran without giving an answer to his yokap.

why why am I so stupid and careless.why do I never suspect that dimas is my child and why I love my own child.

you stupid Lo rose Lo jiji.

You useless woman

Lo sleeps with Lo's own son

I am ashamed of myself

I'm so disgusting.

I would rather leave this world than be ashamed of my own actions.

rose also intends to end his life by jumping on the bridge where the golden gate bridge was her lover had fallen.

because of his shame on himself the rose was desperate to go and end his life story and his love journey with dimas who turned out to be his own son.

goodbye to the world, goodbye my son and my love.

braggggggggggggg

the rose dropped her body under the golden gate bridge.