Selfishness Candidates-in-Law

23

Arriving on the beach mz hendy parked his motorbike beside one of the stalls that are exactly on the edge of the beach.

Yes we momentarily forget the intention of the morning to maen to the father's house.

Mz hendy ordered food and drinks.

dikotaku indeed on every beach, there are so many warung2 who offer food and soft drinks even to heavy food.

"If you want to scream please just scream affectionately as loud as possible, until the island across the sea there hears all your kelu kesahmu" said mz hendy while staring at the swish of the waves in front of us.

sculpting..Only a thousand languages remain in me at the moment, not no thoughts that cross my brain, even so many thoughts that exist.

especially if it's not to end all these relationships, I need real calm.

I need time to accept all these events, I need time to calm my mind.

I don't want my parents to know about this, where I'm going.

don't want to feel like I'm alive again, I don't have his pride anymore.

but I have to be strong for my family.

Didn't feel a clear liquid dripping on my cheek, immediately mz hendy remove it.

"Darling.forgive my mama's behavior, don't you torture yourself just by being silent like this"

Only the sound of my crying is capable of representing this heart and mind.

"Darling.plis don't punish me like this,ayo finish this cry of yours..I hurt more to see you like this" hendy quivered from mz.

and it's true that when I wrote the lyrics, he shed tears.

'Oh my god.don't let my firmness and determination to go from life mz hendy destroyed instantly because of the melt saw his teardrops' My murmur.

We hardly feel 2 hours in this place, just to mourn each crying2.

"Let's take me home, I'm tired of taking a break" I said.

"Don't go home baby.you still hold back your emotions, you're still angry, it's not good if you go home now.later your mother must ask"

"Will not answer, and when you get home please go home just don't have to come in my house"

after a few minutes he pegged and finally agreed to my invitation to go home.

along the way he offered me to eat, but I refused to.

it feels like it has been aching heart, this chest is already congested to breathe.there will be no food that can enter this stomach.

Arriving at home I immediately told mz hendy to go home.

and I went straight into the room, because in a quiet house, like again on a nap.

Didn't feel asleep for a long time, maybe because it was so full of memory my brain to fall asleep until the afternoon.

when I got out of the room, my dad came home from work and they were watching tv

"What time are you home, son?how about a quick trip to Hendy's dad's house?"ask mother.

"not so mom.suddenly mamahnya mz hendy ngelarang there, he said when2 aja impression so it was just maen drumah mz hendy" I replied lying.

'forgive me mom.I lied, I don't want you to know what's going on. I don't want you to hate me just because my mom's mummy.

"I took a shower first ya buu" I said as I left the living room.

flush for the sake of flush, do not escape also the seed liquid that comes out in the eyelids even more rapidly considering the incident earlier.

I want to stop time, I don't want to continue the time I have left in my life.