
Sincerity about equality is not a necessity, differences are also able to be realized before the difference is really gone. - Drfgs.
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The road is still stretchy, not crowded creep thanks to the time is still not stormy hours filled the streets. Two sons and father who now enjoy the morning air, they can still dive in. Don't let it, pollution is taking over.
"Why is a bad dad, shouldn't Sena be the one driving?" sena chirps half way after silence each other enjoy the cold morning after last night's rain.
"Dad wants rasain aja bonceng you used to be anther to school, now it is rare even never. Already feel able to ride a motorcycle until forgetting who was the first to teach," said Budi with all his heart. Sena felt that longing actually.
"Dad can," muttered Sena unable to be heard in the ears of Budi who was busy driving carefully without speeding there was only a little fog enveloping the trip, essentially they wanted to enjoy this trip. Fast until is not the real goal.
"Life is like riding Na's motorbike, don't speed too much enjoy the journey look around you, fast until it's not the initial goal."
"Why going should hurt anyway Well,"
"On Lulu?"
"Dad knows,"
Not immediately answered, he stopped the motor. There is a roadside park that is quite quiet, he pats.
The two of them immediately went down, Budi led Sena to take a seat. A break is important.
"Indeed letting go wasn't easy Na, let alone about your cat's Lulu."
Sena took a breath, eager to reply that Lulu was more than just a pet.
"Don't try to replace Dad,"
"Father knows Lulu is special, but your life is more special than just lamenting Lulu's departure." explained her father so many times hoping this can be heard Sena to immediately be heartened.
A Sena just fell silent, either thinking about or immediately getting rid of the words of her public entertainer.
Budi stood back up, immediately driving towards Pandanwangi where he stopped today.
"Come, I'll think about it. But remember, don't be too late."
"Dad.." whine Sena, Budi told his son who is now driving it.
Before Sena really got lost with painstakingly Budi directed.
***
Pandanwangi is a hidden treasure for Budi, many bird lovers who come here. With a variety of birds almost all exist, even other animals are available if anyone wants to keep. Not only that, a full range of flower plants and oxygen-contributing fruits are available here.
"Burung Ayah already a lot, why would you buy again. Did Mother's permission?"
"Not yet and do not need permission, after all I did not buy a bird you know Daddy already have it," chirped Budi with a ridiculous interlude it managed to make Sena hold back laughter.
"kalo laughs don't get arrested, pity laughs innocent."
"Daddy want to buy a replacement for Lulu?" said Sena knowing the movements of Budi approaching the cat cage with thick fur.
Sena approached, seeing one of the Persian cats like Lulu just not as fat as Lulu, the fur was even cleaner had Lulu even though Sena rarely bathed her.
"Dad wants to buy plants, tomorrow is your mother's special date" said Budi reawakened Sena daydreams staring at the cat in the cage.
"What date is it Dad?"
"Even you forgot what month this is?"
"Final December Sena,"
"It's been almost a year since Sena died,"
"Hush... Take care of every word you say, if given time do not be thrown away just any still many who need even yourself still need."
Various crop and choice debates have been going on fiercely, why not one give in or equate? Sorry this is not about habits that always equate to being equated. Budi and Sena begin to enjoy it, the only goal of one wants to make a woman happy in their life.
Maybe a piece or a word said from each individual is different to make it a debate. From there they find a gap in nature, wanting to make the best to stay the best.
"So deal ya Well, buy two orchid plants only orchid tree seedlings of lime," explained Sena after a long debate before the bargaining process with traders anyway. "why is the grapefruit anyway Yah?" lime seedlings are Budi's choice, he knew he also had to give something that would be useful like a lime tree for example, he knew Nusy often made sambal pecel. Pecel without orange leaves can not live, then he will prioritize the needs of his wife as well.
"Don't tell me you want to see your mother sad because the orange leaves rot in the refrigerator when you want to make pecel,"
While Sena only ooh ria heard the saying of Budi. He now understands.
Laughter is now starting to be created from Sena, Budi is also relieved. Before they actually leave Pandanwangi, buying roadside hodgepodge is a fun habit to dream of on every trip.
"Sena, uh how are you?" a sudden chirp from a man in the alma mater of a university campus.
Sena felt the owner of the name and was no longer unfamiliar with the voice of the man looked up, shuffled for a moment from the activity of eating hodgepodge.
"Messi, lo?" balas Sena, in his high school friend's name resembles a football player but Sena knows even so, Messi does not like football he prefers badminton or beach volleyball.
"Eh, yes Na. I went to college up front, where do you go now? Rod of your nose long time no seliweran."
Sena momentarily fell silent, trying to permeate Messi's words. Himself offended.
"Gue di-"
"Hello son, know Budi the father of a Sena," interrupted Budi in the middle of each other's teenage children.
Messi greeted politely even with a smile and a kiss of the hand. Then back Messi on nostalgia friend.
"Eh yesterday, Nadine celebrated a small birthday anyway. How come you're not coming? Don't tell me you guys..."
Sena looked down, smiling wryly. Now he wants to split himself apart until no one recognizes his part. Sena wants to go to Pluto, hoping that the planet will still be there or burn itself in front of the sun.
Messi's more dominant chatter was about a woman named Nadine, and about the college bench. Sena just replied to a murmur; oh, yes, is that it? So next. Good thing Budi quickly spent the hodgepodge, immediately pulled Sena from the blurry memory hole. Gado-gado Sena left half not in the mouth, already full of chatter Messi like it.
***
Back the chunks clouded his memories and other things made Sena angry at herself. Even he stopped continuing to college thanks to the gap year he approached. Another one is waiting, but Sena is not aware. Sena is too fragile to strengthen all of this.
The bed mattress does not feel soft anymore, even the situation is getting gripping. Fear and depression were ready to pounce, one by one walking neatly in front of his mind before it happened immediately he grabbed a cell phone on the nightstand, looking for someone's contact and contacted him.
"Ha-lo?" the sap is trembling, the tongue feels like it cannot be conditioned.
"Yes? Who yeah?" the answer of someone across still sounds subtle for a woman to say. Sena's left ear that received the voice instantly wanted to break away.
Tut.Tut ....
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Greetings smile,
Derfagustins.