
In a country that is often dubbed the State of Ginseng, when now is stroking his stomach that began to bulge. Counting three months he was in the country and now the content has stepped on the third month as well.
During that time also When trying to forget Jeff. When forced to leave school and its goals. Even the English Olympics he was about to do he just left it.
“Hopefully we can live here even if only two,” he said. For the past two years, if you try yourself. Looking for money to survive.
When trying to work part-time anywhere, but finally he decided to work as an English tutor because that was all that was convenient for him.
Although the pay is not much because the education diploma is only until Junior High, but it does not make you give up.
“Ah I have to prepare, soon I have to leave,” he said. When he went into his room to change his clothes.
He doesn't buy a house, he only rents a house every year because that's all he can afford.
When you are ready with a slightly formal dress. All of her clothes looked a little tight due to her body starting to grow bigger.
“Maybe go home later I have to buy a new shirt,” he said. After that when leaving for the house of one of his students.
****
Meanwhile, Jeff is still in his homeland. For three months he tried to find Bila and the results were still the same. He couldn't find Bila.
There was a sense of regret lodged in his mind after Bila's departure. He did not want the child, but that does not mean if he also had to leave his life.
“Where are you? I almost gave up on all this, Bil,”. He supported his head because he felt it was going to break.
“Am I that bad until you leave me like this?” Again Jeff asked. But useless, even though he asked there would be no answer because the person he loved has now left him somewhere.
“What else should I do? Even I've asked my Grandfather for help.”
That's Jeff's life after Bila left his life. He still goes to school to teach, but lately he is often unfocused.
****
As planned, when stopping by the clothing store to buy some clothes that are rather large can be used for a long time.
When stunned for a moment when he saw a small family shopping together.
“If Jeff had received this baby, I would have been so happy.” Thin smile etched beautifully on his face when he imagined how beautiful his life would be if it were to happen.
“There can I help?” ask an employee who just approached Bila. The man spoke Korean.
If those who still can't speak Korean fluently finally answer the employee with English.
“Sorry, I can’t speak Korean,” says When.
“Emm okay. Can I help you?” The officer asked for the second time.
“I want to buy maternity clothes. Or clothes that have a slowly large size,” he said.
The officer nodded and gestured for Bila to follow him. If anyone understands immediately follow the officer.
The employee showed me some clothes that he wanted. “We only have these three models.”
“I want this one and this one.” Finally, choose two of the three clothes. For the time being he could only choose two as it was indeed his bloated spending this month.
After getting the clothes he wanted, Bila immediately went home. Living alone makes when learning if life is very hard.
Being used to being served at home. Now when he has to do everything himself, then it feels very heavy.
When opening the door. He missed Bi Inah who had indeed been taking care of him since childhood. She missed Bi Inah's cooking, and how Bi Inah welcomed her when she came home from school.
Tears began to fall on her cheeks as she recalled the beautiful memories she had passed with those closest to her.
“I miss you so much,” said Bila while wiping her tears. He misses, but he can't do anything.
He can't meet the person he misses because if he comes home, he'll definitely meet his parents and that's what he's afraid of.
She's afraid her parents will know if Bila is pregnant and ends up not accepting Bila at home. So he chose to leave.
“Well When. Let's stop. You have to eat now, it looks like Baby is hungry,” chuckles When while stroking his stomach.
He was so impatient to wait for Baby to be born into the world that he no longer felt lonely.
When cooking potluck. He hasn't learned much. For now he could only make fried rice and beef-eye eggs.
“OK ready.” Only one portion he cooked. Many times when he feels lonely, but he can't do anything. So to minimize that loneliness a bit, he ate while watching a movie.
“Ahh he should have jumped, so he won't be caught,” said When commenting on the movie he was watching.
Such is the activity when eating. He was just noisy with various comments coming out of his mouth. And that's been going on for three months.
****
After school today, Jeff came to Bila's house to ask her whereabouts. He wishes Dad had gotten information about Bila's whereabouts.
“Dad, how did Dad find Bila?” ask Jeff riled. For this time somehow he really hopes Dad when he answers ‘Ya’.
But that hope was dashed when Father Bila just shook his head.
“Jeff what might you have the same problem when until he leaves like this? it's been three months and he hasn't come back,” said Father Bila.
Jeff remained silent. He couldn't possibly say if he impregnated Bila because it would definitely further distance him from her for now.
“I don't know. I feel like all this time I've been okay with him,” Jeff's lie. He was forced to lie because he didn't want Dad to keep him away from Bila.
“Good. I haven't found him yet, but it seems like he has a problem so he just leaves.”
Jeff agreed. “Alright, for now I will go home first. I'll also look for it until I see you.” Jeff said goodbye to Mr. Harla.
Mr. Harla nodded and led Jeff to the entrance.
Jeff left Mr. Harla's residence with all the questions on his mind. One of them is the question of where is the current.
He was worried about the girl because Bila never lived alone.