Secrets of Love

gerry is jealous

YUDHA POV

Tonight I could not sleep, I kept staring at Hani, her face similar to Heni making me miss Heni.

Remembering that Hani whining wanted to sleep with me made me smile at her behavior.

FLASHBACKS

"Papa I want to sleep with you" Hani said

"Darling you're a teenager, so you can't sleep with me" I refused, and looked at her funny face.

"But pa, I've never felt sleep at all" he whined.

"No boy" I stroked his head, I was sitting on the living room couch with him.

"Papa, can you?"

"I want to feel what I'm supposed to accept" he continued

"Alright, but promise me the same papa if you can't sleep with other men except your father, your future husband and your children" I said

"I can't sleep with Uncle and Papa Arya?" I was surprised to hear that.

"Of course it can't be dear" I pulled his nose which turned down from me.

"But all this time I've been sleeping with Arya's uncle and papa" he said plainly.

"WHAT?" I screamed in disbelief.

"After this you must not sleep with them understand!" My orders.

"But they don't say anything about me, just hug me doang pa"

Oh, my God, this girl is so innocent. Did Diaz never teach him?

"Darling! You should know that a teenage girl should not sleep alone with a man who is not her mahram"

"But I've admired Papa Arya like my own papa pa?"

"I can't!"

"If uncle could pa?"

"Also not!"

"Alright" He finally obeyed me.

"Yes already! Let's go to sleep" Invite me, and he just nods.

"Pa! Does papa really love mama?" Ask.

"Of course, otherwise you would never have been born in this world"

"really?"

"Right baby, you're sleeping tomorrow" he nodded.

FLASHBACK END

I'm sorry son, because I wasn't there all along. But I've always been watching you from a distance.

Heni I miss you, sorry because I couldn't keep my promise so quickly.

FLASHBACKS

Heni also knew that I was taking care of Vanya here, and she wanted to understand. I really felt guilty for her when she needed me, but I left her instead.

I also started my business here, and I also promised Heni that if I had succeeded I would go back and live happily with them.

After Vanya's death, every time I try to go home to see Heni.

I can freely meet Heni because he still lives in the house I bought for him, he lives in this house with the maid I sent.

Tonight I can let go of her miss, and she looks so happy when I get back.

"Darling I miss you" Heni said with a sleep on my back, considering the content that has entered the age of 8 months so can only sleep in a position like this.

"I love you too" I kissed Heni's head.

"Until when should I keep your whereabouts a secret, dear?" Her question.

"After I succeed, baby"

To the point that I feel regret.

Today is the day of my son's birth, I tried to come to his side, but it turned out I was late. I heard the news that Heni was dead.

I came to his funeral. I sit down crouching. I put the flower I brought on his grave.

I can't hold the handle. My tears flowed freely on my cheeks.

"Sorry baby, I'm sorry" I held his headstone.

"Heni I'm sorry, baby"

Day by day time passed I always tried to find out my son and find time to meet him.

But I didn't dare to go near her at all, I was ashamed to meet her.

I could only stand away from him to watch him.

Until we accidentally meet in the boys bathroom.

FLASHBACK END

That secret will always be our secret.

I promised you Heni that I would make Hani happy for both of our children.

Hani we both really love you and love you. Because you are the fruit of our love.

I kissed her forehead.

"Good sleep my dear son" I said, I hugged him and fell asleep.

***CONNECT...

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Sorry because lately I rarely post, because lately I am busy in the store, so it is very difficult to think about the storyline.

And now there is a time when I try to continue this novel.

And sorry if my novel is still lacking in grammar, word usage and word arrangement, etc. Because I myself still know learn***.