Secret of Alana

54

" I'm sorry we've tried ", but God says another . The young doctor said slowly .

The Doctor's words were like thunderbolts in broad daylight, Sarah was instantly unconscious, Gana cried out - shouted , and Gunawan was immobilized hoping that everything the Doctor said was just a dream .

O Allah of Titania, Isak cried Alana heard her embrace Adrian, why so soon Titan went and more sad why he left when he was hurt.

***

This morning the sky was dark as if - will the sky also mourn the departure of Titania . Lansung funeral was held in the morning , sobs are heard they still can't believe that Titania's been leaving them for so long . I don't know how many times Sarah's unconscious , even a famous Bima fierce in the business world like a withered flower .

Papi, why did Titan leave us ? kenzo Titania's sister Titania has a twin sister named Kenzo and Kenzi .

Bima did not answer anything she just grabbed the bodies of her two twins and hugged them while crying .

Don't ask how Gunawan feels, his heart hurts so much because until the end of Titania's life he did not know that he was his real father . Gunawan continued - constantly wailing to blame himself for his past mistakes . Tiwi could not say anything only her tears were flowing incessantly, she said , it was supposed to be her happy day welcoming Gana and Titania's wedding but instead she had to attend Titania's funeral .

Gana bowed before Titania's headstone somehow how many times she said an apology, her crying was also unrelenting from the moment Titania's body was brought to the funeral .

" I'm sorry Brother Gana, whether or not you will be killed with the guilt of your brother against you " whispered Gana softly in front of Titania's tombstone .

***

It has been a week since the departure of Titania, the state of the house still feels very sad, there has been no usual laughter adorning their home .

Even more concerning for Gana ''s condition, every day he comes home at night not infrequently drunk ', Gunawan can only sigh to see all this because he is the cause of all this .

Father , try more firmly on Gana he has changed , changed not Gana who used to be his behavior increasingly uncontrolled . complained Tiwi that night

Forgive me, but I haven't had the courage to talk to Gana . Gunawan said bowed in shame .

Why Dad ? We can't keep going like this !!! When did you have courage ?? What's waiting for our family to be destroyed first ?? said Tiwi who can not hold his patience anymore let alone see the condition of Gana that is getting more and more uncontrollable .

Gunawan sat still, his tears flowing, why am I a coward like this ?? his murmuring in the heart .

Life must go on !! bring back our family as it used to be !! Mother please, Mother is not strong enough to see all this, let alone see the state of Gana . Tiwi said her body trembled violently holding back the cries and anger that were in her heart .

Yes Bun , I promise I will not be like this again Gunawan said as he grabbed Tiwi to bring him into his arms.

That night Gana came home in a state of severe shock, Even she was ushered by Toni . because she was no longer able to walk .

Thank you Ton , has delivered my son home Gunawan said to his son's confidant .

It's my job Om, sorry if I was presumptuous I always follow wherever Boss Gana go Om . Because I was afraid something bad happened to her . Said Toni again who looked very concerned at the state of her Boss .

you can indeed count on Toni, again I say thank you . Gunawan said as he patted Toni's arm .

Byrrs ... Byurrs... I don't know how many times Gunawan poured water on Gana's body

Argh !! B******, why am I being tempted like this ?? Umpat Gana rampaged because of being treated like that by Gunawan .

Enough is enough !! when do you want this ?? Until when !!! Gunawan Hardik

What's Dad's business ?? whatever I want to do, Dad ruined Gana's life, see if you're still not satisfied to have lost Titania's own son ?? do you want me dead too !! Gana's jolt was no less hard

Precisely that's Gana , I don't want to do anything stupid anymore , do you not think about your Mother's feelings ? aren't you thinking about your sisters, too ? You think Titania's happy to be up there seeing you every night like this !!! snapped Gunawan who had lost his patience facing his son .

Why are you thinking about their feelings now ?? Why didn't it be time to trade Titania for Alana !! Tympal Gana Ketus

No one is perfect in this world, son ? I know what you're doing may not be forgiven forever, but you please think of Mother pitying her Gunawan said, pleading with Gana .

Gana did not answer anything , the shadow of her late Mother's face - the end is always moody no smile that adorns her face , her swollen eyes have shown how hurt the woman who gave birth to her .

You think it's Gana, don't you regret it like Dad !! Gunawan said as he passed leaving his son .

Sister, Alana can come in ? said Alana slowly she delivered a glass of milk to her sister .

May , said Gana

Alana put the milk glass on the table, then took her sister's change of clothes .

Now Brother Gana change clothes first huh ? Said Alana while thrusting clothes at Gana

Gana accepts the shirt and goes into the bathroom, I don't know she can never refuse Alana's request . Gunawan who peeked from behind the door just smiled actually he came back to change Gana's clothes but it turns out Alana had gone first to Gana's room .

Here sister, Gana sits on her bed and Alana gives her milk ,

Thanks to Alana, sister is already delicious now the head of Big Brother is not dizzy anymore .Cap Gana while laying himself in bed .

Brother Gana, Alana just wanted to say , Titania would be happier up there if brother became sister Gana once again , of course with a new spirit , not with this ... Alana kangen with her old sister Gana . Alana's words did not feel her tears dripping

Yes, brother Gana promise !! Brother Gana will not be like this anymore . Gana said while embracing Alana they both cried together to strengthen each other .

***

Pak Bima, DNA tests do show Non Alana is the son of the Father ? But why have you not done anything until now ?? Hendra

My family is still in mourning and I still appreciate Titania, despite the fact that she is not my biological child but to me she remains my child until the end of her life . I will wait for the right time to take my son "Alana " !! bima said her hands clenched tightly holding back anger .