
Actually Papa Andra wanted to immediately vent his emotions to Gara, but Mama Amelia who had just come out of the room after hearing the husband and child debate was trying hard to calm the husband. Because if Gara's on hard, then it'll be even more defiant.
Which parents are not disappointed, Gara put aside her education just because she was busy shooting a series of Married a Sucks Girl who is currently tranding and shooting a product photo shoot that Gara starred in.
The shooting series took almost four months, and for four months it can only be counted fingers how many times Gara came to campus as a result almost all courses that Gara took get D and E.
Gara is actually a smart man, proven by his IQ and EQ above average. Gara school grades from Elementary to SMa always compete with Brinia. And the beginning of college, Gara IP above 3.5. But the fact is, because less time management and compiling the right priority scale makes everything so tight.
I prefer to leave class on campus rather than leave the shooting location. Moreover, Melly always assured Gara that with this Gara could be a famous artist.
Without wanting to chimed in her Papa's words with a single word, Gara continued her steps on the stairs to go to her private room on the second floor.
Because he was lazy to hear his Papa who always compared himself with Brinia, his own lover who is a diligent girl and indeed focuses on education.
For Gara, it is natural that Brinia can complete her education quickly because becoming a doctor is Brinia's dream. While Gara, the college major that Gara chose, is not his desire. Except for the Papa's wish.
Arriving at the room, Gara immediately cleaned herself and changed her clothes then laid her tired body on her soft mattress violently. Because his breathing is heavy.
It turned out that it was not only Papa Andra who compared Gara to Brinia. But Gara also compared Papa Andra's way with Brinia's way of supporting her desires. Papa Andra has always ruled and does not want to be denied so it seems authoritarian. While Brinia, always support, remind and direct Gara in a gentle way.
Because he was reminded again by his girlfriend's question about the value of the course that must be corrected immediately before Gara took the thesis.
Brinia suggested that Gara immediately see his guardian lecturer for consultation on the matter and the distribution of time Gara with the shooting schedule. Brinia also asked Gara firmly on Melly so that Melly does not want to manage the work time of Gara who always clashes with the lecture schedule.
Brinia conveyed all that without making Gara feel lectured or in the teacher. That's what makes Gara always feel at home next to Brinia.
“I'm sure you can finish your responsibilities well dear. Proven to your parents and my parents, if you are responsible man dear. First, finish your college and continue the passion for your career. I will always be by your side to support you. Proven the same world, especially the same Om Andra, if you can succeed both. If until your college is getting neglected, I'm sure Om Andra will be increasingly opposed to your dream that even I worry Om Andra is able to stop your career unilaterally.” Brinia.
Brinia did not mean to vilify her future father-in-law. But for Brinia and Gara, both already know how the track record of a man named Andra Sebastian Byantara. Moreover, the father of Gara had threatened Gara directly in front of Brinia that it was very easy for Papa Andra to destroy his son's career if his son continued to rebel.
“Huh! Most parents do not give directions to their children well so that makes their children comfortable. But most parents command their children's orders like superiors to subordinates regardless of their child's true desires. According to them is the best, not necessarily the best according to his son... Actually, who wants to study Economics try?.” Said Gara while staring at the ceiling of her room.
Because trying to remember the sentence by sentence that Brinia said about the sincerity of love parents to their children although in different ways. It was always because Gara felt annoyed with the Papa.
“If it wasn't for Brinia, I might have left this house and cut off Papa.” Say it again.
“Ah Brinia, lucky I have you who always support me…. I love you Brinia Aletta! You support the best system!” Gara hugged her roll tightly while imagining that what she was hugging right now was Brinia.
...**...
While in a room on the second floor as well but in a different house with Gara, Brinia looked pensively staring at the window glass with her brain filled with everything.
It is likely that Gara will turn to Sabrina if they often spend time together at the shooting place, if they are always friendly scenes and appear friendly in front of fans and the public.
Ah. It feels like Brinia's chest feels tight.
Brinia felt small and dwarf compared to Sabrina. Starting from appearance and fashion, ranging from popularity, beauty and curves. Moreover, Sabrina's style in general, really looks as elegant and classy woman.
Ah everything in Sabrina looks so perfect compared to her.
"Please don't think of Brinia. Remember, what you think will gradually make you a suspicious partner and it will become a reality. Believe the same because Brinia. He's a loyal man." Brinia muttered while closing her eyes.
"Brinyan..." Someone suddenly rubbed Brinia's shoulders gently.
The startled Brinia immediately opened her eyes and looked to the side where the person rubbing her shoulders was.
"When did you enter my room? how am I not being horrified?" Ask Brinia. Smile now.
"The mother knocked on your door, baby, but you didn't seem to hear it. Keep Mother trying to open, it turns out the door is not locked. Forgive the Mother who entered your room without permission."
"Yes, no problem. Why are you going to my room all night, you're not home yet?" Ask Brinia.
Sekar.
"Maybe your father saw his son there again." Said Sekar smiling wryly.
Brinia was silent. The girl was confused as to how to respond to the words of her mother.
"Brinyan..." Call Sekar.
"Yes bun..."
"May you ask for something with me?" Ask Sekar so gently and so shady a look.
"If I could, I'd do anything for you."
"Mother ask, stop insecure. stop overthinking about Gara nak." Brinia was speechless, if her mother said that, then her mother heard her words just now.
"How to love you dear."
"I believe that right now because I love Bun, but I don't know someday. If I insecure Bun, Gara's co-star is more everything than me." Brinia lirih.
"Truely, son, there is no guarantee of a man's heart, for God easily turns over the heart of a servant. But do not torment yourself with thoughts that are not necessarily the truth, son. Just walk whatever God's decree."
"I'm just preparing myself if the worst is likely to happen to you."
"Brinia. dengerin...." Sekar touched his son's shoulder and looked at his son in the shade. The eyes of the child's mother meet each other.
"People out there can say physically or fashion, Sabrina is more than you. Because he is an artist, his profession demands like that. You have to be up to date about fashion. His treatment was also all-out for sure. Start injecting bleach from filler nose, chin, cheek etc. Teeth in white-white, eyelashes planted in rice kayak. Not yet liposuction belly, thigh arm etc." Sekar said pausing his words.
"Different from you. You are naturally beautiful baby. Your nose is as sharp as your father's, your lips, your hair as your mother's. Your body posture is also almost the same as your mother. You're smart, you're kind of considerate, you got beauty from the inside baby... Please do not compare yourself to others. You are beautiful with your version, Sabrina is beautiful with her own version."
"But mother..."
"If Gara choose a physically beautiful, since long ago Gara has been dating the girls who like him. But in fact, you're Gara's first love and Gara's first boyfriend, right?" Brinia nodded then smiled.
"Pardon Mother who shaped you into a person like this, because when you were a child, mother was busy pursuing your mother's career until your father cheated on you. Mother never has time for you, and mother and father always compare your achievements with your brother. Even when your brother died and your father was caught cheating and having children, mother slumped herself to forget you. Forgive Mother Brinia." Speak with full of guilt.
Not only did she say that once and twice, there were no more how many words came out of her mouth until Brinia memorized them.
Guilt continues to haunt Sekar when he saw his daughter felt insecure because when she was a child she always compared to her brother. Every child has their own intelligence and potential.
All children are special.The parents live to explore the privilege of the child and then direct and provide support in totality.
"I'm sorry Brinia is also mother... Brinia can't be a proud son of father and mother." Brinia hugged Mother Sekar with full of affection.
The past let it pass, because for Brinia at this time, her parents were already very attentive and caring to her. And his family is also fine after his father divorced his mistress who was married in series. But Henry, Brinia's father did not lose responsibility for the child of the affair.
to be continued