
2020 Year
Why is it like this? I want to help. I'd really like to help
My only house had to collapse because it had not been repaired for decades. I could do nothing but regret, and wish that I could have a good job, if I could have been more diligent, had this beenif it were.
My name is Chaca Lestia. I was just 18 years old, graduated from High School with good grades. I worked in a company with a small salary. I did not have the ability to work in a good place. My father was a construction worker, my mother a housewife, I had an older brother who was married and had children.
Due to the flood two days in a row, my house, which had been rotted, finally collapsed carried away by water. Fortunately, at that time, we and our family were displaced in the house of relatives who were not affected by the flood, so we and our family were okay.
Father : "Cha. You don't go home first. Stay at aunt's. I'd like to see the condition of the house for a minute"
I'm : "i'm coming, who knows if I can help you clean up"
Mom: "You? help meres2? it's impossible to even think about doang siya"
Me : "no ma'am. I really want to help" (welding )
Father: "father also there just want to see 2, who knows there are still items that can be used. You don't like mud and dirty things, you're here"
I am a lazy person. To clean my own room only mother who works, the reason is-that. now my room is no longer there. Collapses. Now I'm just sorry, if only I could study diligently in school, maybe I could graduate with good grades and work in a good place. If only I had been diligent in exercising, maybe my height could have increased. But now, my grades are ugly, I don't have any talent, my posture is also not ideal, 60kg weight, 150 height, where there are companies that want to have employees like me, well there are anyway, the company I work for now.hehh (sighs )
Night
After dinner together at aunt's. I take my phone, then watch a movie that has recently been popular.Chinese film.This film is based on a novel and the story has been made comic. I used to be smart, right? so if I did the novel and made the comic and the movie, how much money would I get? maybe I could build a decent house for my parents. Ahhh (clapping heads) it's impossible to be aware of Cha sober.
After watching the last episode, I decided to go to sleep. And I never thought that everything I had wished I could do and materialize.
Kriing kriing kriing (alarm sound)
'Ahhh. Alarm sounds sucks. Why does it sound so early in the morning. It should be last night before going to bed I deactivate it'
With my eyes and forced to wake up from my sleep, slowly looking around. I was shocked to see everything around me felt very familiar. Tom&Jerry bed, large glass hanging, small plastic cabinet, artificial study table.
this is my room
In my heart I wondered. Why am I in my room? isn't my house collapsing? but why is it that nothing is happening here now. Here's my room. Really room.