
'I know that forgiveness is not as easy as turning a palm . But at least before my time runs out, I want to get an apology from you . But I don't want to be pitied by you . and please let me enjoy my time by your side 'even if only briefly let that be our story later ' POV Alka
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" guys, today we don't have a class until the break . What's good, huh ? " ask Manda
" yuk canteen !! Laper nih ." replied Naya who was taken by Manda
" you go first ! I'm Mager again . Want to read the novel later if I follow dech . " timpal Zurra .
Naya and Manda went to the canton leaving Zurra . Alka who saw Zurra alone, approached Zurra .
" are you disappointed with me ? He asked as he grabbed Zurra's hand to hold .
" do you care if I'm angry or not ? What is important ? " he answered while pulling his hand out but could not, because Alka grasped tightly .
" for me it is important, I must know so that I can know how to apologize to you!" replied Alka bowing her head in front of Zurra
" what are you apologizing for ? Where have you been all this time !!!" pissed Zurra . "do you know what it's like to be left that way for no reason without news, when we are good . Maybe it was me who was a fool for waiting for you to wish you to come back for a reason but . Nihil reality. All I got was DISAPPOINTED. " Zurra got up and left . But his hand was directly held back by Alka .
" excuse me . it has disappointed you but please let me be by your side even though we have been friends "asked Alka really .
"cihh ..." smile smirk Zurra . "it turns out I never understood about an Alka Ganara." then went to leave Alka alone .
Zurra goes to the school rooftop to calm her heart and mind . Although friends and Rain had contacted him, Zurra did not respond . He was busy with his mind and heart .
'Zurra knew Alka from childhood, zurra knew what Alka liked and disliked, and vice versa . Many like the sorrow they pass together . The first little friends turned into lovers . Many moments of beautiful moments when they are together .until that moment is stuck in their minds . But they never knew God's Plan . Until Alka had to leave Zurra for no reason . Not only was Zurra sick, Alka was sick .for 2 years Alka harbored her longing for Zurra . He knew Zurra would be disappointed in him and it was hard to forgive him . But it's better, if Zurra knows the reason Alka went . Alka was afraid that Zurra would pity her, which made Alka depressed . Alka still wanted Zurra but she realized it was impossible for her, Zurra's heart color was filling up . Alka just hopes Zurra still wants to fill her day even if only for a moment .'
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"Zurra!!!" yell Rain in Zurra's class . "lo see Zurra Enga? " ask Rain to Alka
"so he was in class, kept going . I kept not knowing again "Aka replied while reading a book
" what is lo ma Zurra's relationship ??" ask Rain
" if you want to know why not just ask yourself !!" alka replied while closing the book, staring at Rain and getting up from his place . "if you are curious mending ask , than in the end so boomerang for lo. because it is not the realm I make clear " said Alka patting Rain on the shoulder and passing by.
After searching various places Rain did not find Zurra until he realized a place where Zurra had come .
" sorry . "the answer is short without looking
" why ? Is there something bothering you ? " ask Rain "if you are not ready to tell me what it is, I will be there until you are ready to tell me ."continue with a smile facing Zurra . "if you need a place to lean I am ready . " patting his shoulder .
Zurra smiled and leaned her shoulders against Rain.
" excuse me for making you all worry!!" she said . "what else you must have run out I muter muter . Until the rich gini dryness !!" while wiping Rain's forehead with a tissue .
" i don't know what ko .. You go anywhere to the end of the world I will surely find you and will find you . Because my heart is tied to yours .!! His waves and a warm smile towards Zurra .
" thank you, and thank you for the conversation " replied Zurra with a chuckle .
" do you not believe me ? " ask Rain with a plain pretentious face
" mm ... How about ..!! Maybe not yet deh, so it's hard to believe the same ex-playboy ." chanted
Even the idle rain tickled Zurra so that Zurra laughed out loud "Pardon Rain , I no longer strong anymore .. " while laughing.
Rain releases Zurra and pulls her into her arms .
" I love you, Zurra !" whispers in Zurra's ear
Zurra was silent could not answer , somehow it felt so heavy to reply to his expression . All he could do was reply with a smile .
'Am I selfish God ? On the one hand I feel comfortable with him on the other hand his return makes me worry . Do you know what and how ? I don't know my own feelings . Am I really love or is it just my escape ?" Zurra POV
" let's go in. Soon the empty hour will be finished . ! " bring Rain to Zurra .
Then they walked together while holding hands . And accidentally they cross paths with Alka .
Alka who saw can only stare with a wistful eye, without her realizing her nose is bleeding . It did not escape the sight of Zurra and Rain .
" Oh !!" he said in panic while pointing at Alka
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