SATRIA'S DREAM

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after from the workshop Bang Ucok Satria came home on foot while thinking about his next steps.

twenty minutes on the way Satria arrived at the house Satria could not enter because the door was locked from outside the clairvoyant if Mother was out of the house.

sat"""!!? pekik Bu Salamah from the fence next door..

Satria searched for the source of the voice to meet Bu Salamah her good neighbor.

what's wrong ""!!? ask Satria softly..

ma'am looked a little hesitant to answer.

what's up, Mom,,!!?? asked Satria curious to see the bingungg face of Bu Salamah..

that, anu, son, I'm not so good at delivering..

Abangg""""" shouted Juwita and Wira who had just returned to school in front of the terrace...

Satria turned to look at her twin sisters.

just a minute, Mom...Satria went to Bu Salamah...

yes later if you can go to Mom's house just let me explain..!!!! in reply a nod of the head by Satria and belalu back to the terrace.

I've come home with my brother,,,,,""""""""" Satia ruffled the hair of her two sisters.

Mother where bang his house in the padlock, ask Wira.Mommy where's the house in the padlock mom go ya bang !!???"""" asked Juwita too.

Brother did not know that until at home the door was already in the padlock kayak gini..

yes, you have been waiting for Mom here Brother place Bu Salamah for a moment !!?? pamit Satria on both, which is reply if they want to come too..

go them to the house next door where Miss Salamah is..

after Satria by saying greetings with Juwita and Wira

Salamah asked to come in..

Juwi, Wira has eaten asked Bu Salamah because seeing the two are still in school uniform must not have eaten her mind..

already Ma'am had an additional lesson then his Juwi, Wira was late to go home but Ibu there was lunch for both of us.

hhhmm that is yes.yes Juwi, Wira accompanied Rano to play on the side terrace yes.intentionally Bu Salamah told Juwita, Wira to play so as not to hear what was conveyed to Satria...after they came out no longer saw Salamah take a deep breath....

gini Sat,,,,""" Ma'am Salamah began her conversation....

you do not get angry at Your Father.Samah's words increasingly make Satria confused.

why Ma'am and what's wrong Satria asked.

Your father was arrested by the people who committed adultery and in the current rampage Your mother went to the hospital to see Your father.

satria's red face was extinguished holding back the anger of the increasingly hateful figure of Father...

tampa felt tears that came out of the eye because it was too angry..

Bu Salamah shifted her seat to be closer to Satria..Bu Salamah patted Satria's shoulder finely ..

patiently this is test ,,, for Father also You , said Bu Salamah tranquilizing Satria.

shame, heartache, anger is what Satria felt.sambut squeezing hair on the head Satria crying... my savage father was what came to Satria's mind for a selfish father who was also lazy.

already Nak Satria can not be that bad either it remains the parents Nak do not Satria angry or hate your father may be your father khilaf, your father is, this reprimand of the power to your Father to complete his responsibility towards you also his deeds Your Father never did the duties of a Muslim and always hurt Your Mother who patiently Nak do not get carried away emotionally because emotional people are easily controlled by demons ,,, Ibu Salamah advised Satria not to be a child who is ungodly ...

prov satria's.

I'm going home from school no longer stopping by where friends are" naughty I gathered.I chose to go home but did I find My Dad quarreling with Mom until I saw a slap on my Mom's cheek pain I felt but what power I.

I'm just a Mother's Son always educates me with his gentleness so I don't dare to hurt him.

My father left neatly dressed I passed him I saw the flash of red eyes in His eyes I don't care too lazy to ask if the curse I also received just for greeting him better to shut up in my opinion.

after I eat I'm sorry to come out just yesterday My Brother Beautiful as he pleases to corner me. I don't care that he works just to provide for his own needs.

I went to Bang Ucok's workshop to ask for a job in his workshop. I know Bang Ucok was a bit hesitant at the beginning until" Bang Ucok ngetes I made further work he check mat Bang Ucok can not refuse Me, because My work is good

directly I received a job in his workshop starting tomorrow.biar Bang Ucok sometimes his mouth likes origin but I know his heart is good..

home from the workshop bang ukok I deliberately walk .on the way home the look of Mother's face is often present on my eyelids.

I promised to help her make money.

but the news that I got really broke my feelings. My father was caught perverted and judged by local residents until battered even next to his thigh was broken. I'm ashamed to want to live my life...

Salamah's mother advised Me many of her words that make My heart cold.

I'm sorry to go home because Juwi yelled from the outside when Mom got home..

I walked by and went home when at the door before I entered I was already in the cry of the wailing Mother while roaring to say my Father's name.

my Heart was torn as if there was nothing I could do just punching the wall of my house until My handbook bled all that was filled with anger..

don't want me to see Mom crying I stepped into the room to get a towel I want to shower my head with water to make it cooler..

as I soaped my body back said" Latif and Bu Salamah circled" in my head.I want to think I drowned myself in the tub..

I cried My heart feels hot why all this happened to Me, repeatedly I fist the bathroom wall I overflowed my anger, ringing words" Ma'am Tell Me About My Father who never did the five-time prayer.

my body has begun to feel cold Embossed into my desire to perform the obligation of a Muslim that is five prayers time.May I firm stand