Satpam Turns out Sultan

My Past

Rashid looked at the ceiling of the room, then smiled as he glanced at Nadin who was hugging his spoiled arm. Not only hugging, the woman also kisses sometimes biting on her arm. Makes Rashid want to repay him.

"Well that? What if I want to do again?" rasyid asked, slightly holding back the pain, because Nadin several times biting him with anxiety.

"Not now, still sore. Tomorrow again, yes," replied spoiled Nadin.

"Why don't you rummage anyway? You still want to tell me something?" nadin asked, when he caught Rashid's eyes smiling while looking at him.

"I want to tell you something, but I'm afraid you're angry" Rashid replied, honestly.

"I was angry, you know that, even before we got married." Nadin chuckles.

Rashid smiled again at the wife's silly answer. Because he basically knew that his wife was barbaric. Even dared to crash it in public when working.

"I was heartbroken! I was desperate once. I never wanted to know love again. But when I saw you, my mind changed. What else after your family background. I came to think that there was more to suffer than me" Rashid said, this time in serious fashion.

"Every human has his own story, Syid. Yes that is life," replied Nadin.

"Tok Syid again, it's already mas!" rashid protests, with serious fashion.

Nadin replied to Rashid's protest with a smile and kissed her husband's lips, anxious.

"It's kind of like fashion, it's awkward to call you mas" replied Nadin, chuckling.

"Yes, call me darling. Let's not be awkward" Pinta Rashid.

"Him!"

Rashid did not reply to the joke, but he said something that made Nadin stunned.

"I want to be greedy about you. I don't want you to be like him, who left me and our baby" replied Rashid, straight to the point with the problem he had been hiding from the public all along.

"What's? Baby?" ask Nadin. "So?" he added..

"Yes, the past that I hid from you, from you and from my world is my baby. Our Son. My son with that woman" replied Rashid, stammered. For he had to endure the tightness of his chest that urged tears in order to show his charm.

Nadin remained silent. He's still in shock. Question after question surrounded the recesses of his heart. But seeing Rashid grieving like that, Nadin really could not be angry. Instead he tried to be a good listener for the man who is currently enjoying this inner wound.

"He left me right on our wedding day. Not only that, she also left our baby in the orphanage. No darling? babies who know nothing, must bear the mistakes of their parents. She's a mother, Nad. But his inner eyes are blind. He did not think at all how people would treat his son. He didn't think how such a small baby had to step into the world, alone. He's so cruel, Nad. I hate him so much" Rashid said.

Nadin was silent. Still a good listener.

"I didn't have a job at the time that I could boast of. I promise to try to be the best for them. Unfortunately, my promise and my efforts couldn't keep him from leaving, he chose his own path over me and our baby. I'm sick, Nad. Really!" rasyid said, this time his cry could not bear it anymore. Tears of sadness mixed with disappointment, immediately burst out showing its charm.

"Okay, I know. I'm sorry for you and your baby. Don't cry already. I know this is very sad for you guys" said Nadin, softly. So it felt cool in Rashid's heart.

Rashid was silent for a moment. Staring at Nadin who did not show any disappointment to him at all. Instead, the woman showed a sense of empathy that she did not expect. The signal of anger and disappointment that Rashid feared, was completely invisible. Isn't this very confusing.

Rashid wiped away her tears.

"You're not angry, Nad. I was no longer a virgin when I married you. I have a child out of wedlock. I have a sad past. The embarrassing past. This is very strange to me, Nad. You're not acting anymore, are you?" ask Rashid suspiciously.

Nadin smiled at his strange husband's suspicions.

"It makes me tired of knowing. Anyway why should I be angry. I was in shock, yes. Inside there is disappointment, yes. I'm an ordinary woman, Syid, lying if I'm not jealous. Lying if I am not envious, there is someone who has ever contained your seeds besides me. Just how else do you want? I came after him, didn't I? He has your heart first. So it's only natural that his soul can enjoy your body first. But yes, I can't judge you or him. Every human has a past. Has a bad side. We are married, it means we must be able to accept the bad couple. That's your past, Syid. I don't really matter. As long as in front of him you do not blame me. Not turn him around. For me, it was a journey you had to go through. Again, your future is me. So yes, as best you can, you should be able to keep my trust. Both my heart and my body" replied Nadin, honestly.

Now replace, Rashid who was stunned by the mature thought of a Nadin. Which in fact he knows is very spoiled and barbaric. However, the woman he married turned out to have a side of maturity that is not at all expected. Isn't this confusing.

To prove the seriousness of his speech, Nadin hugged Rashid's body. Without asking for permission, this beautiful woman gave him the hottest kiss that Rashid had not expected. So that man fell asleep. He was lost and forgot his sadness.

Seriate....