
" remember you're home, huh!"
The screams of a woman made the 28-year-old snort in annoyance. This is what he dislikes and makes him reluctant to go home. The house that should be a heater and the purpose of each completion of his task even makes the more difficult his life. It is better to be on the battlefield than at home.
Sometimes he thinks, is this really home? Or just a building filled by selfish people gathered together so that a sense of heat is felt rather than peace.
" Basic brat, don't know thank you. Is that your payback to the man who raised you!"
Alsaki closed his eyes holding his anger exploding. He certainly doesn't want to get out of control. Moreover, at this time he was still wearing a full uniform which of course had a weapon in his pocket. Don't let anything bad happen. Alsaki should be able to control his emotions.
" I'm just here to pick up what's left of me."
Alsaki breezed into his room and picked up the remains of items he had not had time to move. For a moment he sat on the bed and took a picture neatly stored in a small closet next to his bed.
" Mom, why do you have to leave so quickly. Do you know that woman's behavior is like a monster. Hahaha yes ma'am, monster. That's what has a scary look."
Alsaki always dissolves alone when looking at a photo of a beautiful woman with a 4-year-old child who he calls the mother. Yes, Alsaki's mother has been gone for a long time and the father remarried after several months of her mother's absence. Since then, the usually peaceful home life has turned into hell.
Not that I can't fight. But Alsaki still had the heart not to use his hands to hurt a woman. Unless the girl acted, Alsaki did not hesitate to raise her fist.
Alsaki put the photo of the mother in the bag. He looked back at his room. Empty, this time completely empty. He's gonna leave all of it now.
" good! Just go you! You self-destructive child!"
A sarcastic remark was again received by Alsaki. This time not from the monster woman but from the man who caused himself to exist in this world.
" How should I know myself if the person who should be my protector is more unconscious of the position. Feelings, not feelings anymore. But as I remember you never spent a dime to fill my life. All the money belongs to the mother, even this house belongs to the mother. I can be up until now because of mom."
Chirp
The middle-aged man he was silent and could no longer speak much or even deny. How to deny that what Alsaki said is the truth.
Everything that the man that Alsaki was supposed to call father was his mother's.
His mother was a civil servant, after Alsaki's mother died of course the pension fund fell into the hands of Bagio's husband. Even Bagio did not marry Tanti by state so that the pension fund did not fall into the hands of Alsaki directly. What a cunning deed.
" See, you guys are good. I am thankful that my mother left first. At least I don't know the jerk behavior of the man she married. And I'm also pretty grateful that your rotten behavioral genes aren't flowing in my body."
Alsaki waltzed out of the house but he could still hear Bagio yelling at him.
" Yes, I'd rather die on duty. At least I can catch up with mom. And it's better than having to live out of your shadows."
Tests
Alsaki's tears came out without excuse. He really didn't expect that Bagio could do that much for him. Luckily there was a grandmother and maternal grandfather who took her away when she was a child. So at least Alsaki's mentally still awake.
Alski returned to the house as he sat on the bench of Junior High. It was the man who asked. Under the pretext of wanting to take care of Alsaki because he felt guilty about not being able to care for him from childhood, Alsaki's grandfather and grandmother also let his grandson be taken away even though it felt heavy. But anyway Bagio is entitled to Alsaki.
Little Alsaki was certainly happy when Bagio picked her up. He who did not know what would happen in front of him at that time was very enthusiastic when brought back home by his father.
But Alsaki's happiness disappears when one bad treatment after another is received from Tanti. The woman his father married treated Alsaki badly. Many times Alsaki tried to get away from home but could not because Tanti threatened to stop her tuition. Sure little Alsaki can't dwell.
At that moment he could only cry. It might be true that he was weak but indeed he had not been able to fight back then. Alsaki can only comply with all the ill-treatment of Tanti who made herself as a slave in the house. Even Alsaki wouldn't be fed if he didn't do his homework well.
Alsaki can start to fight when he is already sitting on the High School bench. Tanti and Bagio's threats do not apply to him because Alsaki High School gets a full scholarship. Alsaki who is good at swimming makes him always a champion in every Olympics. Even Alsaki carries the name of his school when the national game and occupies the first level.
" You dare to fight me now."
" Why not, you want to threaten me by not giving me tuition. Please. I don't care anymore. So now do your own work. Aaah yes ask your favorite daughter to learn to clean up the house so that she will be a useful woman later when she is married."
Tanti gritted her teeth as Alsaki said that. The threat is no longer useful. And what Alsaki said earlier was enough to nudge his pride. Alsaki says he is useless.
That incident continues. Tanti and Bagio could no longer touch Alsaki. But they have another way to make the child mentally disturbed by continuing to talk rudely and even cursing.
" Basic parents are not right. Looks like it's got to be noble to get out of this house."
But instead of mentally down, Alsaki instead rounded up his resolve to leave home after graduation. Without bringing his belongings at all Alsaki went home to his grandparents and asked permission to participate in the cadet selection at the military academy. Grandpa would agree. My grandfather was happy to support his grandson. Alsaki's grandfather is a veteran.
Amazingly, Alsaki did not tell her about her miserable life with her father. He did not even say what his father had done to him to his grandparents. He did not want the two people who were already old to have the burden of the mind.
Therefore he was very inferior to the harmonious Dita family. To express his feelings for Dita needs more effort. Alsaki is afraid that the bad habits of his father and wife will instead be a bad view of Dita's family against him.
" Haaah, it seems like you miss the moon. You're like the moon I can't reach. I can only admire you beautifully from down here."
TB