SAMUEL R.Y.Y
13. ONLY MEMORIES
Long enough Samuel spent his time in Cala's room, now it's time he came down and sent Cala to his final resting place.
When he was downstairs it was like looking at Cala even if it was only for a moment because Samuel stopped his steps, Is Cala here? Is Cala back??
Samuel's daydreams were scattered when someone touched his shoulder, Samuel stared blankly at the person beside him like there was no energy and spirit.
"Lo can not be rich gini keep Sam, Cala does not want to see Lo rich gini" said Gelan
"Why Cala should go bang if she loves the cave"
Gelan smiled iris, not only he who felt the loss of Cala figure even if it may choose him who replaced Cala let him die lest Cala many people need him.
"Shouldn't her Lo happy, Cala Lo's first and last love might be. The woman who really Lo dear has not felt pain anymore has not been tormented anymore. If Lo wants to know Cala had Nyerah because of his illness he was desperate because he was not strong pain Sam, Sam, but for our sake he's strong he's trying his best and maybe this is already when Cala recovers and doesn't feel pain anymore" clearly Gelan with a straight look towards Cala's chest as well as Samuel.
From far away Shanca saw the big brother like not a big brother in the usual, right now Shanca really see the other side and the big brother.
Samuel came to Cala's coffin and saw the beautiful face of his lover, whose pale eyes were tightly shut with small lips that showed a small smile. Samuel was really not willing to accept the departure of the woman he loved.
"You have no intention of waking up Cala? I've had enough sleep to wake Cala up, I need you-I need you
Wake up Cala you meet my father Cala, my father must know how beautiful my girlfriend is, I want to know the woman who managed to make my life change as now Cala. Wake up Cala you belong to me, you cannot stay with me" Begged Samuel who grasped tightly the stiff and cold hand.
Now it's time for Cala to be buried, Samuel and the others are certainly still not willing to lose Cala the woman who is very important to them.
Samuel hugged his mother's body, Samuel could not see Cala's body in the dirt. Samuel wept in the arms of the mother while Leah he felt tightness in his chest he also felt how sad Samuel was at this moment.
As Lea's mother knew very well how her child's current condition was, Lea could not bear to see her child like this but she also did not know how to. He could only calm his eldest son this.
After the funeral is over, there will be Samuel et al and Gelan Kesya Sava and Cala's father. No one made a sound, only sadness enveloped them all.
Staring blankly at the mound of land filled with flowers, like no passion for life a sense of emptiness was immediately present in their minds, especially Cala's father.
Stupid indeed he was really stupid he failed to be a good father he failed to be a father who was on standby for his son, where had he been too busy with his new family forgot his son who needed him and more attention from him.
"Udah want to test you guys go home, thank you for accompanying Cala to her final resting place" said Rezi
"we who should be grateful Cala taught us about the strong that Cala actually teaches us how valuable people around us are, learn to appreciate and mengikhlaskan his departure" it was clearly Hezel who was nodding at them all.
AKSARA members also attended the funeral of Cala even those who escorted the ambulance car carrying Cala and they were the ones guarding around the cemetery so that nothing unwanted happened.
Samuel was alone in this eater, he smiled a little at the mound of the earth he regretted It should have been realized that all this time Cala lied to herself.
"Thank you, beautiful is already a part of my life, thank you so much for all the memories that you love me, sorry I failed to be a good man, sorry if I will disappoint you later. Thank you for teaching me what love really is teaching me how important it is to value someone in life"
"I'll keep remembering you, I'll keep missing you, I'm trying to be better"
After that Samuel went home to enter his house that is not as usual this house is silent somehow where his mamah and his sister was papah his definitely blum home.
Samuel opened his room and his focus at this time was his study table, Many photos of his lover he smiled bitterly why is this difficult to mengikhlaskan his departure.
Samuel just remembered, Gelan had given Cala's cell phone to him. He quickly opened the phone and the first thing he saw was the wallpaper of the woman's phone (the frame of her photo and a rose next to his picture frame) that's the wallpaper Cala's phone with the phrase 'some day there will be many people who sow this flower for me'
Samuel was speechless reading the sentence, Did this woman realize that her life would not be long. But it's true there are days today where many people sprinkle roses for her.
Samuel opened the gallery owned by the woman he had chuckled because he saw a photo of the woman's disgrace, he was silent to see some video files on the girl's cellphone with curious Samuel watching her.
Videos 1
Hi I made this for you if you see this video means I don't exist, right? hahah sorry yes I didn't mean to leave you guys.
'CALA!!'
Wait, wait, we will continue again.
Samuel silently stared blankly at the phone screen, this woman why really make his heart fall apart like this.
Videos 2
the second day I went to Arghhh school! it feels really embarrassing, I just got dropped off by the guy I like because he saw this bruise is really annoying but I'm happy but not really. Because I arrived just a nosebleed in front of her is very embarrassing.
The woman's rant really made Samuel chuckle he remembered very well how the woman was as she was treating his wounds and clearing his nose back then. The woman looked wrong
FLASHBACKS..
Cala was surprised that Samuel's hand moved to touch her idol, Cala slightly pecked but suddenly also realized.
"Blood" the word made Cala surprised.
"What pain does it hurt?" the question made Cala speechless
"Why until nosebleed? what the hell is going on?"
Cala did not answer he hurriedly took a tissue and wiped it clean, it took time to stop the blood. Samuel was a little worried about the condition of the woman before him, but he had no right to ask any further.
Videos 3
You know it's not my third day of school at my dad's school, and you should know! I just took a picture of a man using the camera that my father gave me first.
What do you think is handsome, Ah. I like it he managed to make me fall in love. But I'll never be able to have it I know it, I don't want to hurt her someday, because I love her.
Samuel had been made to chuckle with the behavior of the girl on his cellphone screen, he showed the results of his portrait to the camera very funny. But Samuel was also made silent by the word girl, so he should understand from the beginning why Cala did not answer when asked to be his girlfriend.
I'm going to print this photo and keep it on the study table so I can keep my day alive. (Connect video and end)
Videos 4
long time no see hehehe, you know where I am? it's true that I'm in the hospital. Surely you're worried that I'm not going to school in the next few days, sorry, but I have to do this treatment so that I can last longer.
Actually it's my stupidity, it's been more than a few weeks I did not undergo treatment until the moment I appeared at the school show fell unconscious.
And tonight I don't go home my condition is not possible, so I have to go to the hospital. I'm gonna run some chemotherapy in a minute, do you wanna see?
like it doesn't need to be very painful if you see, let me just feel that you don't need to.
Videos 5
Very bad results I hate this so much, Three days I'm here for any progress I should die just sick of running this.
It was the last video Samuel watched after he didn't see any more he still wanted to see more.
But it did not feel the sky was getting darker the day was getting night. Samuel stared at the window of his room there were no stars as usual, Did the sky also feel his heart that is glassy this?
"Cala can you come back I miss you" muttered Samuel.
"Cala, I'm trying to get you back, but I know it's an impossible thing to get back" Samuel said with a wry laugh.
